🔻 Song Insight
"You" by 4Me2BeFree is a quiet detonation—the unraveling of a soul betrayed not by absence, but by deception. As the opening confession in the COTC (Cleaning Out the Closet) collection, it plays like a sonic autopsy: soft at first, then gutting. The track captures that specific horror of realizing the person you loved was never really there… or worse, never real to begin with.

Layered acoustic textures and swelling strings provide a deceptive warmth—just enough to make the blade twist deeper when the truth hits. This isn’t about heartbreak. It’s about the theft of history, identity, and a future that was never truly shared.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
How can you be so blind not to see?
What is so broken inside of you?

[Verse 1]
How can you be so blind not to see?
What is so broken inside of you?
You’re someone I don’t know,
A stranger in his clothes.
You stole our soul,
And without him, I am alone.

[Chorus]
You started a war!
Destroyed our home!
Ripped me to shreds!
Gutted my heart!
Made me lose hope!
Left me to die alone—
Where has he gone?
What have you done?

[Verse 2]
Every memory we made,
You stole every part.
You kill my beating heart.
The passion—
The fire—
It’s all gone out.

[Bridge]
Pain I have inside—
Without my friend, who am I?
I lost myself in your crime.
I feel as though I’m doing your time.

[Chorus – Reprise]
You started a war!
Destroyed our home!
Ripped me to shreds!
Gutted my heart!
Made me lose hope!
Left me to die alone—
Where has he gone?
What have you done?

[Verse 3]
How could you be? How could you take this from me?
You were my world—everything that I was.
You’re the worst—a thief in the night.
I will never see you…
I will never hear you…
I will never be with you…
I will never understand.

[Pre-Outro]
I opened my heart.
I gave you my life.
I trusted your words—
The promises that you broke.
The lies you told.
The mistakes I made.
The things I said.
The sacrifices I displayed.

[Outro]
You never said goodbye...
I’m sorry we met...
Sorry I said yes...
Sorry to kids...

🔻 Personal Reflection
"You" wasn’t written with catharsis in mind. It was written because there was nowhere else left to put the pain.

At some point, I stopped recognizing the person I was next to every day. That moment of clarity—that snap—came not with yelling, but with silence. This song was born in that silence. In that awful stillness where you realize the person you loved was a mirage built on manipulation.

It took everything to stop blaming myself. To stop thinking I “should’ve known.” But the truth is, some monsters wear your favorite memories like skin. And this song is me peeling it back… one lyric at a time.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
"You" sets the tone for COTC, the first body of work where I stop softening the blow. This is where the masks fall, the wounds stay open, and the lies get named. 4Me2BeFree has always been about reclaiming truth through storytelling—and this track? It’s the moment I stop whispering it.

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You - COTC

This song is pure joy and Positivity, if you’re feeling down, I hope this song lightens the mood and brings some happiness in your time of need. All my music send a clear message and this one is an important one! we should all speak up and keep those we love or friends close when you go through rough times. And remember to check on them as you never know how there feeling and maybe they just need cheering up! And NEVER GIVE UP (UP UP UPP) 🥰

Don’t Give Up

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Official Description – “Crown of Time” by Wex &amp; JJ Samuels

"Crown of Time" is a commanding rap track that goes beyond claiming the throne — it’s about mastering the realm. Written and performed by Wex and JJ Samuels, the song explores themes of legacy, leadership, and the power of timing. With sharp lyricism and a cinematic soundscape, this record stands as a statement of vision and control, redefining what it means to rule.

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Key Quote:
"It’s not about who wears the crown — it’s about who runs the kingdom."

Lyrics written by Wex &amp; JJ Samuels – raw, strategic, and timeless.

Crown Of  Time (J J Samuels & WEX)

🔻 Song Insight – “Fire” by 4Me2BeFree
“Fire” is a visceral unraveling of emotional collapse and resurrection. Told through a cinematic alt-rock performance with Broadway-staged intensity, the song pulls no punches. It journeys through addiction, shame, memory, and self-reclamation.

The lyrics are raw and theatrical—each line delivered like a confession shouted under a stage spotlight. From whispered breakdowns to eruptive declarations of survival, “Fire” burns through past trauma in order to make space for transformation. It's not about being okay—it's about choosing to live anyway.

🔻 Lyrics
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[Intro]  
I go to give—but my arms feel numb  
Flashbacks hit like a loaded gun  
What the hell was wrong with my brain?  
In triage now—I see the haze  
I let go, and lost it all in flames  

[Verse 1]  
I see that man looking back at me  
Just a ghost—just a shell of who I used to be  
The rush is gone, no chaos left  
Laid out flat, gasping for breath  
Eyes shut tight—I had to let go  

[Verse 2]  
Fire in my chest, pain in my veins  
Memories loop like a runaway train  
Burn crawls deep into my lungs  
Takes what’s left—leaves me none  
Losing breath—it’s all I had  

[Chorus]  
I let it burn, I let it break  
I lost myself for someone’s sake  
But I won’t go down, not like this  
With blood and breath—I still exist  

[Bridge]  
*heartbeat*  
Skin pulled tight, I look away  
Can’t face that mirror today  
Feed me passion, feed me pain  
Drag me out of this place I hate  

[Breakdown]  
You looked at me with sorrow  
I said, “F*** that—come back tomorrow”  
You claim you know me, won’t let me speak  
Call me an open book you never read deep  

[Verse 3]  
Pride drips out from inside  
Mixed with joy I used to hide  
A transfusion of a life I never chose  
Something I did in the name of love  

[Bridge 2]  
You jammed the vein, heat pressed in  
My arms go numb, I lose my skin  
I’m staring back—but I’m not there  
This isn't home, and I don't care  

[Verse 4]  
Shadows rise from roads I walked  
That wasn’t me—I never talked  
The world fades, I scream to hell  
I’ll f***ing fly if I have to  
I’ll f***ing die if I have to  
I’ll cry… if I have to  

[Instrumental – *glass shatters*]

[Verse 5]  
The cabinet slammed, and then it broke  
Glass on the floor, and blood that spoke  
A skeleton standing in my place  
Dripping rage and a shattered face  

[Bridge 3]  
I saw their eyes—my babies’ eyes  
The ones who love through every lie  
I can’t be this—I won’t stay  
I can’t die, not this way  

[Final Chorus]  
I let it burn, I let it die  
Then rose again beneath the sky  
I won’t go down, not like this  
With all I am—I choose to live  

[Outro]  
With glass still glowing in the light  
I made a choice—I chose to fight  
With all I had left, I made my stand  
And I swore… I’ll be a better man
🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote “Fire” out of one of the darkest emotional places I’ve ever stood in. There were moments in my life where everything I loved—everything that made me me—was slipping away. And I didn’t fight back. I let it burn.

This song is my reckoning with those choices. The numbness. The silence. The self-inflicted wounds. It's about trying to reclaim power when you’ve already thrown it away. And somewhere inside that wreckage, realizing there’s still something worth saving.

The hardest part wasn’t the trauma—it was waking up and facing it without looking away. This song is for anyone who’s ever thought “I can’t do this anymore” and then… did it anyway.

It’s not about survival being beautiful—it’s about survival being necessary.


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FIRE - Explicit

🔻 Song Insight – Have a Good Day
“Have a Good Day” is a twisted love letter to survival—delivered in sarcasm, cloaked in defiance, and sealed with hope. It captures the raw absurdity of waking up in a bad mood, feeling the weight of everything, and saying “fuck it—why not try anyway?”

Spoken over lo-fi beats and cinematic textures, the lyrics walk through mental minefields, emotional hangovers, and the constant static of grief, humor, and healing. The song is an anthem for anyone who’s tired of pretending everything’s okay—but who still, somehow, chooses light over silence. It’s not polished joy. It’s earned defiance.

With a voice that feels like a late-night text message and imagery that hits like an animated therapy session, “Have a Good Day” gives you permission to feel like hell—but still get up and try anyway.

🔻 Lyrics
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[Intro]  
[spoken]  
I just wanted to say...  
Have a good day.  
Because fuck it—why not?

[Verse 1]  
Shit happens  
Rain comes  
Clouds build  
And it won’t end...  

Takes a lot today to make me this way  
What I used to say was  
“It’ll all be okay.”  

[Verse 2]  
Days go by  
Then it’s years  
Starts to be clear  
The end never ends  
And the end starts to be near  

[Chorus]  
So I just wanted to say  
It’s not always okay  
But why not today?  
Fuck it—  
That’s all you’ve gotta say  

[Verse 3]  
We always have a catalyst  
Shit that persists  
The antagonist  
That sits in our chest  

That little voice  
Feeding on mean  
Digesting stress  
Building a fort  
That won’t let us rest  

[Bridge]  
Constricts our veins  
Drives us insane  
Exes and addons  
And emotional strap-ons  

[spoken]  
Yeah—I said it.  
Don’t @ me.  

[Verse 4]  
But listen—  
I’m telling the truth  
Fuck it, buddy  
It’s all in the proof  

Wear the sadness  
Bear the news  
Stand in the rain  
Or say “Nah,” and snooze  

[Chorus]  
This day’s the same  
But you decide  
What side of the line  
You’ll let it ride  

Push the bad  
Don't let it hide  
Eject that puppet  
Before it spits lies  

[Verse 5]  
People don’t want your shit?  
Cool.  
They’ve got their own grit.  
Still—at the end  
When it’s time to go  
Was it all that bad?  
You’ll never know  

[Outro]  
Were you the frown?  
Or the comeback king?  
The one who took hits  
But still chose to sing?  

Be the one  
Who stands—  
Who understands  
Who fights  
Who writes  
Who lights the night  

Be the bitch that takes charge  
This life is yours  
The reins are large  

Own this show  
Let it shine—  
Oh yeah, and...

[spoken]  
Have a good day.  
Because fuck it—  
Why not?
🔻 Personal Reflection – from Īan / 4Me2BeFree
I didn’t write this song in a good mood. I wrote it instead of one.

That morning, I woke up bitter. Everything felt pointless. I was texting a friend, and when I went to say “Have a good day,” I realized how sarcastic I felt. But then something clicked. What if I meant it anyway? What if I decided to break the cycle—not out of optimism, but out of protest?

“Have a Good Day” is me calling out the inner monologue that ruins mornings. The voices that replay what hurt, the sarcasm that protects us, the grief that overstays. It’s not about pretending everything’s fine. It’s about choosing your tone anyway.

This song became a way to laugh at the weight, to name it, and then flip it off.

It’s therapy in a trench coat. It’s a smile with a cigarette burn. It’s me saying: you don’t have to feel okay to choose today.

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Have A Good Day - Explicit

RABBIT HOLES by NOVA J

I know it’s an unhealthy obsession
Afraid of things that haven’t happened
I’ve never been this happy in my whole life
May I introduce… my sappy crazy side

(Down I go — down I go)
Into rabbit holes
In my head
I picture the end
(Down I go — down I go)
Into rabbit holes

I try
To live my life
But I love you too much
(Not to worry)
I pray
That you will stay
But I love you too much
(Not to worry)

I know I have a tendency to overanalyze
Decode the mystery behind your amber eyes
You say you’re not the type to leave
But that’s what the last one said to me

(Down I go — down I go)
Into rabbit holes
Every look
I read like a book
(Down I go — down I go)
Into rabbit holes

I try
To live my life
But I love you too much
(Not to worry)
I pray
That you will stay
But I love you too much
(Not to worry)

Tell me it’s safe
Tell me it’s real
Don’t make me hurt
Help me to heal
Is this a trap?
Is this a test?
Are you a rat…
Just like the rest?

I try
To live my life
But I love you too much
(Not to worry)
I breathe
I believe
But I love you too much
(Not to worry)

(Down I go — into rabbit holes)
In my head
I picture the end
(Down I go — into rabbit holes)
Every look
I read like a book

Rabbit holes

🔻 Song Insight – “Inside” by 4Me2BeFree
“Inside” is a haunting descent into the spaces we rarely let others see — a cinematic confession layered with heat, hesitation, and hard-won vulnerability. Set against the backdrop of dark analog synths and Stranger Things-style ambiance, the track balances erotic energy with emotional weight. It’s not just about desire — it’s about what happens when connection breaks past skin and touches memory, shame, and need.

Built on a mid-tempo rhythm that simmers rather than explodes, “Inside” pulls you through a series of internal awakenings. Each verse peels away another layer of armor. Each chorus dares to ask: Can I survive being truly seen?

With its deep male vocals, breathy echoes, and moments of sonic distortion, this track delivers not just sound — but sensation.

[Opening]  
I feel it rising—my mind is set  
Tension builds where we find no rest  
You come close, and I lose control  
Heat in my blood, deep in your soul  

[Verse 1]  
My clothes don’t fit when you’re near  
Lose my sight to the things I’d hear  
You trace my curve with every touch  
Softest tongue—I feel too much  
I try to pull back, but I’m too far gone  
Hardest hour, still holding on  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Your eyes look up—silent, understood  
You don’t ask, but you know you should  
My love comes running, I’m ready to go  
*Dripping desire—can’t stop the flow*

[Chorus]  
Keep me alive—don’t let it die  
Be brave, hold it tight  
You’re not shy, not tonight  
Don’t let go—it’s part of your show  

[Climactic Chorus]  
You want my liquid love to thrive  
A precious seed, a need you feed inside  
I don’t care about the words, just the ride  
That place, that escape…  

[Verse 2]  
Mouth caught on my nerve, you devour  
I’m undone in the midnight hour  
I taste myself with every kiss  
Trapped in your ache, can’t resist  
Alone, I hear you in my mind  
You freed a part I couldn’t hide  

[Bridge]  
You bit your lip, smacked my ass  
You made me gasp with every thrash  
Forget the past, just let it slide  
No shame here—just the ride inside  

[Chorus]  
Keep me alive—don’t let it die  
Be brave, hold it tight  
You’re not shy, not tonight  
Don’t let go—it’s part of your show  

[Climactic Chorus]  
You want my liquid love to thrive  
A precious seed, a need you feed inside  
I don’t care about the words, just the ride  
That place, that escape…  

[Outro]  
That place, that escape  
That ride inside  
No words, no shame  
Just me alive  


🔻 Personal Reflection
This song came from a place I wasn’t sure I’d ever let music touch. It’s about sex, yes — but more than that, it’s about intimacy colliding with memory, and how desire can either heal or haunt. I’ve been with people who saw my body but didn’t see me, and I’ve also known the kind of connection that’s terrifying because it does.

“Inside” was born out of that collision — physical, emotional, and spiritual. It speaks to the aftermath of trauma, the ache of needing to be accepted, and the risk of letting someone in fully when parts of you still feel unsafe or unloved.

Recording this was strange at first — I had to step into that vulnerability vocally, not just lyrically. I wanted the track to breathe, to burn, and to blur — like a fever dream you remember through someone else’s scent.

This isn’t just eroticism — it’s reclamation.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This track is a perfect example of what 4Me2BeFree is becoming: a sound that fuses personal liberation with cinematic emotion. Whether it’s heartbreak, sensuality, or quiet rage — every song is a mirror, curved by feeling, wrapped in texture, and grounded in lived truth.

We don’t do music as performance. We do music as memory — scored with synths, scars, and survival.

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inside v2 - Explicit

This song is what happens when you survive your 20s, your 30s, and whatever the hell that 5-day blackout was… and still have enough clarity left to laugh about it. Bad Boys & Drugs is basically the voice in your head the morning after, realizing you’re not “daddy” anymore — you’re just the guy whose Wi-Fi everyone’s still using. It's gross, it’s honest, and it's probably too accurate. You're welcome. 🧼🧠🛋️

Bad Boys & Drugs

#TeenPop, #Britpop #RockPop #Inspiring 
#CrowdChanting #Party #Papa

This is my second boy band song called “Papa”

Ooh Papa.

🎵 "Boyfriend" by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight

“Boyfriend” is a gentle, aching confessional set against a soft acoustic backdrop — a yearning heart’s quiet prayer for something real. With layered guitar textures and a voice full of both hope and hesitation, the song captures the in-between space: no longer heartbroken, but not yet whole. It’s about longing — not just for love, but for something genuine in a world that often trades depth for convenience.

The song’s repeated refrain, “To cuddle and be gay,” becomes both a mission statement and a soft rebellion — a reclamation of intimacy that’s playful, honest, and proudly queer. Wrapped in reverb, carried by fingerpicked melodies, “Boyfriend” doesn’t beg for attention. It just exists, in all its soft, imperfect beauty — and that’s what makes it unforgettable.

🔻 Lyrics

[Intro]  
I know I’m okay  
Just lonely today  
I miss having a friend  
Like the one that ran away  

[Verse 1]  
I manage on my own  
Going to sleep alone  
Making meals for two  
When there’s only one  

[Pre-Chorus]  
I’m learning to be okay  
Taking it in stride  
Hurts a little less  
I’m a hot little mess  

[Chorus 1]  
I want something more  
A boyfriend to adore  
To laugh and play  
To cuddle and be gay  

[Verse 2]  
It might be strange  
But I take it slow  
I’m not the type  
To love then let go  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Look into his eyes  
Find love before I die  
I won’t hide away  
Pretending it’s all okay  

[Chorus 2]  
I want something real  
A boyfriend who can feel  
To laugh and play  
To cuddle and be gay  

[Verse 3]  
To know where to start  
There must be a better way  
They talk about some app  
But that’s just not my lane  

[Verse 4]  
This love I have inside  
Is the real deal, for real  
I don’t want to share my man  
I hope you understand  

[Chorus 3]  
I want something true  
A boyfriend to hold on to  
To laugh and play  
To cuddle and be gay  

[Verse 5]  
It’s just you and me  
Let’s bridge our lives  
To see eye to eye  
Stay by my side  

[Verse 6]  
I know I’m crazy  
Hopelessly obsessed  
I just want someone to lay…  
*their head upon my chest*  

[Outro]  
I promise I’m worth it all  
Just waiting on your call  
Let’s start something small  
Let’s start something small  

[Chorus 4 – Soft Reprise]  
I want something more  
A boyfriend to adore  
To laugh and play  
To cuddle and be gay 
 
🔻 Personal Reflection
This song came from a place of quiet clarity. I wasn’t heartbroken — not anymore — but I wasn’t healed either. I was just... still. Still waiting, still wondering, still making two plates for dinner even though I eat alone. “Boyfriend” wasn’t written for a specific person. It was written for the idea of someone — someone who could see past the mess, the noise, the years of almosts and not-quites, and just... choose me.

It’s kind of funny, really. For a song that says “I want something more,” it’s made from the simplest things: a guitar, a voice, a line that stretches just long enough to make you ache. But that’s the whole point. Love isn’t complicated. People make it that way.

This song is me, saying I’m still here — still soft, still hopeful, still looking for a kind of love that laughs, plays, cuddles, and doesn’t flinch when I say “gay” out loud.



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Boyfriend

🎧 Slip of the Hand – by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
Slip of the Hand is a hushed warning wrapped in static, silence, and sarcasm. At its core, it’s about the quiet moments after betrayal — not when you scream, but when you’ve stopped caring enough to raise your voice. It captures the emotional aftermath of trust broken not by accident, but by ego, entitlement, and the casual theft of something sacred: peace.

Built with lo-fi vinyl textures, haunting glitch effects, and an almost whispered female vocal that sits on the edge of eerie detachment, the song becomes a psychological soundscape. This isn’t revenge. It’s the silence before the storm. The moment when grief becomes clarity — and clarity becomes something dangerously calm.

The chorus echoes like a looped message you can’t erase:

“A slip of the hand, no need to explain / You stole what steadied me — left static and strain.”

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
You gave new meaning to silence
Visited me after the damage
Heard me trying to stitch my calm
Knowing that sound was my salve, my balm

[Verse 1]
You came back like nothing snapped
Eyes soft, voice low, history redacted
I showed you my world — again, stupid me
You watched me show peace, then left with a piece

[Pre-Chorus]
Played my friend, then set the snare
Talked ‘bout plans, like you’d always care
But your words delayed, your truth betrayed
Stone-faced silence — I was amazed

[Chorus]
A slip of the hand, no need to explain
You stole my stillness, left static and strain
My ears, my calm — stolen in plain view
Dead battery soul, just like you

[Verse 2]
You knew they mattered — that was the point
Not the brand, the frequency I used to heal joints
Sessions lost, memories blurred
You didn’t steal earbuds — you stole my words

[Verse 3]
Guilt dressed like kindness, showed up in a box
Refurb’d comfort, cold and off
Didn’t think I’d deserve something new
Just something “good enough” from you

[Pre-Chorus]
Never said it. Never had the spine
Just a tracking link and a lazy lie
Can’t clean a theft with a faded case
You can’t refund grace

[Chorus]
A slip of the hand, no need to explain
You stole my stillness, left static and strain
My ears, my calm — stolen in plain view
Dead battery soul, just like you

[Verse 4]
Sixty minutes in, it dies — again
That left bud coughs, and I see your grin
I don’t recharge, I just remember
What broke in me that cold November

[Pre-Chorus]
You haunted my calm, like a ghost in the wire
But I don’t rage — I rewire
Every glitch, every cut
Another win — you're not enough

[Final Chorus / Outro]
A slip of the hand, no need to explain
You stole my stillness, left static and strain
My ears, my calm — stolen in plain view
Dead battery soul, just like you

🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote this in a good mood. That’s the irony.
Sometimes, when you’re far enough from the pain, you can finally speak the truth without shaking. This wasn’t about losing earbuds — it was about losing trust, and what it feels like when someone takes something they know brings you peace, and they do it anyway.

The voice in this song isn’t angry. It’s tired. It’s calm in a way that’s almost frightening — like someone who’s done explaining and is just watching to see what you do next. I didn’t want a scream. I wanted a confession disguised as stillness.

This was my way of writing a threat without making one. And it made me laugh while I did it, because sometimes, you can burn someone alive just by writing the truth with a straight face.


From layered glitch-soul to theatrical narrative pop, the music is designed for listeners who don’t just hear — they feel. This track sets the tone for a new trilogy of sound: one that’s reflective, dangerous, and deeply human.

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Slip Of The Hand

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

You - COTC

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