🔻 Song Insight
"You" by 4Me2BeFree is a quiet detonation—the unraveling of a soul betrayed not by absence, but by deception. As the opening confession in the COTC (Cleaning Out the Closet) collection, it plays like a sonic autopsy: soft at first, then gutting. The track captures that specific horror of realizing the person you loved was never really there… or worse, never real to begin with.

Layered acoustic textures and swelling strings provide a deceptive warmth—just enough to make the blade twist deeper when the truth hits. This isn’t about heartbreak. It’s about the theft of history, identity, and a future that was never truly shared.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
How can you be so blind not to see?
What is so broken inside of you?

[Verse 1]
How can you be so blind not to see?
What is so broken inside of you?
You’re someone I don’t know,
A stranger in his clothes.
You stole our soul,
And without him, I am alone.

[Chorus]
You started a war!
Destroyed our home!
Ripped me to shreds!
Gutted my heart!
Made me lose hope!
Left me to die alone—
Where has he gone?
What have you done?

[Verse 2]
Every memory we made,
You stole every part.
You kill my beating heart.
The passion—
The fire—
It’s all gone out.

[Bridge]
Pain I have inside—
Without my friend, who am I?
I lost myself in your crime.
I feel as though I’m doing your time.

[Chorus – Reprise]
You started a war!
Destroyed our home!
Ripped me to shreds!
Gutted my heart!
Made me lose hope!
Left me to die alone—
Where has he gone?
What have you done?

[Verse 3]
How could you be? How could you take this from me?
You were my world—everything that I was.
You’re the worst—a thief in the night.
I will never see you…
I will never hear you…
I will never be with you…
I will never understand.

[Pre-Outro]
I opened my heart.
I gave you my life.
I trusted your words—
The promises that you broke.
The lies you told.
The mistakes I made.
The things I said.
The sacrifices I displayed.

[Outro]
You never said goodbye...
I’m sorry we met...
Sorry I said yes...
Sorry to kids...

🔻 Personal Reflection
"You" wasn’t written with catharsis in mind. It was written because there was nowhere else left to put the pain.

At some point, I stopped recognizing the person I was next to every day. That moment of clarity—that snap—came not with yelling, but with silence. This song was born in that silence. In that awful stillness where you realize the person you loved was a mirage built on manipulation.

It took everything to stop blaming myself. To stop thinking I “should’ve known.” But the truth is, some monsters wear your favorite memories like skin. And this song is me peeling it back… one lyric at a time.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
"You" sets the tone for COTC, the first body of work where I stop softening the blow. This is where the masks fall, the wounds stay open, and the lies get named. 4Me2BeFree has always been about reclaiming truth through storytelling—and this track? It’s the moment I stop whispering it.

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You - COTC

First love

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE by Nova J

I was falling
When you found me
Death was crawling
All around me

You reached for me
Held on tight
Taught me how
To love my life

Every morning
Every night
I am grateful
You arrived

You are the love of my life
My best friend, my safe place, my light
Things aren’t perfect but they’re true
every good thing leads back to you

You are brilliant
You are strong
You’ve carried me
All along

You’re so lovely
Still make me blush
After all this time
I’m still in love 

You take care
You make me laugh
You teach me things
I never asked

You are the love of my life
My true partner, my heart, my guide
Even through struggle, even through pain
With you beside me, I’d do it again

And if the end comes, let it be known
With you, I never, ever, felt alone
You saved me
You loved me
You made me whole

You are the love of my life
My best friend, my safe place, my light
Things aren’t perfect but they’re true
And every good thing leads back to you

You are the love of my life
My true partner, my heart, my guide
Even through struggle, even through pain
With you beside me, I’d do it again

(Hmmm) You are the love of my life.

(Hmmm) You are the love of my life.

(Hmmm) You are the love of my life.

The love of my life

Matrix

Heart so empty

I prepared two songs with a different attention than usual. First of all they are sung in Latin and then they have a search for the ancient wonder of Gregorian chants that have always fascinated me. I hope it is for you too, this is the first...🙏🏻🤷☺⛱🔥


https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=AxYjAvTikPE&feature=shared


https://open.spotify.com/album/6ysiuPo4eFENla6wZRXx1A?si=MRmZbw7AQ7yi5zxzpmD2Rg


https://music.apple.com/it/album/dea-latin-vers/1822070100?i=1822070101&ls


https://music.amazon.it/albums/B0FF1F7PXR?marketplaceId=APJ6JRA9NG5V4&musicTerritory=IT&ref=dm_sh_1V4mquP1hgByu2Y0IJ0shCHwI&trackAsin=B0FF1NPMHW




Music and Lyric by LinOnyx
 
DEA
 
[Verse]
Don't you see what you are
And what I am
Facts
Forms
 
[Verse]
And don't you hear me
As you hear yourself
In the womb
I came here
I dissolve you
Take off the fountain
 
[Chorus]
Dea
I dissolve you
In the fountain
Dea
I dissolve you
In the fountain
 
[Verse]
And don't you feel me
As you feel me
To Light
To Cry
 
[Verse]
And don't you touch me
As you touch yourself
To Sleep
To Love
 
[Chorus]
Dea
I dissolve you
In the fountain
Dea
I dissolve you
In the fountain




Dea.mp3

Dans les yeux de Livia
tu verras des étoiles 
Elle danse dans tes bras
Jamais tu t’en détournes 
Les rêves et les larmes 
Les espoirs se dévoilent 
Elle t’emporte dans son monde 
Là où le cœur tourne…

Livia est un songe, une mélodie douce
Quand la nuit se referme
Elle te garde en lumière 
Elle murmure des promesses 
Au fond de la couche
Et sa voix te rassure

Plus rien à faire qu’elle
Sur les lèvres de Livia
L’ivresse ce soir 
Elle te fait oublier
Tous ces jours de brouillard 

Dans les yeux de Livia
Tu verras des étoiles …
Et qu’importe dans ce monde
Là où le cœur tourne

Tu verras des étoiles …
Tu verras des étoiles…

Livia est un songe, une mélodie douce
Quand la nuit se referme
Elle te garde en lumière 
Elle murmure des promesses 
Au fond de la couche
Et sa voix te rassure

Plus rien à faire qu’elle
Sur les lèvres de Livia
L’ivresse ce soir 
Elle te fait oublier
Tous ces jours de brouillard 

Dans les yeux de Livia
Tu verras des étoiles …
Et qu’importe dans ce monde
Là où le cœur tourne

Tu verras des étoiles…
Tu verras des étoiles…

Tu verras des étoiles…
Tu verras des étoiles…

Tu verras des étoiles

DANS LES YEUX DE LIVIA 5

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=y50MNMkehTw&feature=shared



https://open.spotify.com/track/7z3CGP9Yfou9glAA9QtYyh?si=GQ2bsORnTnm8YnGYVMc-iA&context=spotify%3Atrack%3A7z3CGP9Yfou9glAA9QtYyh


https://music.apple.com/us/song/giovanni/1823357202

https://music.amazon.it/albums/B0FFMT1KJS?marketplaceId=APJ6JRA9NG5V4&musicTerritory=IT&ref=dm_sh_soGpxZ5Wir3tN57i91P6jsMF0&trackAsin=B0FFMWCPFK



Music and Lyric by LinOnyx

 

GIOVANNI

 

[Verse]

Giovanni plays the drums

With that hard face

Seems like he's got it in for everyone

But he's the sweetest boy I know

Raised on the blues

 

[Verse 2]

And Angelo plays the bass

He's never had lessons

He's self-taught

He says it's not hard

You sit down and start playing

 

[Chorus]

We're waiting for reinforcements

To complete the band

We're waiting for reinforcements

To complete the band

 

[Verse 3]

And I sit down on the couch

With a notepad in my hand

I sit down and start writing

In my head it writes itself

 

[Chorus]

We're waiting for reinforcements

To complete the  band

We're waiting for reinforcements

To complete the band

 

[Bridge]

Oh

Dear

I wish I had more musician friends

To play with

To send a message to

Any time of the day or night

When I write a new song and need a second opinion

 

Giovanni.mp3

Lillian by Nova J

I often wonder how you’re doing these days
Since the Feds came in and took it all away
The mansions, the Benz, the Tiffany’s
Your husband now rots, in cell 23

I still remember, years ago, hun
When we both shared him… and you won
We worshipped that man, both desperately
I hated the day he picked you over me

We thought we could share, we tried to pretend
But sister-wife dreams, they die in the end
We haven’t spoken since that day
I packed my bags and drove away

Lillian
Lillian
Lillian

How many children now? Is it two?
I wished it had been me, not you
I heard you moan through bedroom walls
Each time he made you feel it all

You had the life, you had the ring
He had affairs… and everything
How many other women shared that bed?
Which one turned him in? To the Feds?

Your future crashed, your past got sold
They took it all, the cars, the gold
Even pawned your wedding ring
But maybe pain can change some things

Lillian
Lillian
Lillian

You’re free to rise
Just like I did
You lost it all
But gained your life back, kid
So don’t look down
There’s sky above
You don’t need him
To find real love

Lillian
Lillian
Lillian

Lillian
Lillian
Lillian

Lillian

DOWN TO THE RIVER BLUES

The lyrics and song was created by : J J Samuels

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At 18, Oceana nightclub was my world! 80s synth-pop/synth-rock banger with indie-pop & synthwave-chillhop vibes. Soaring vocals, sweaty, flirty nights—kissin’ girls, chasin’ highs with Dixie. #AyOhAyOceanaWay

Oceana.

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.