porchlight

the question remains the same x blowin up in the world (rough draft/idea)

I'm slowly fading
From all the heaviness,
My chest is concaving
Causing me to sink into the dark
All these blows to my heart
Have surely left their mark

I can't let go

I can't let go

Nobody will ever know
I am locked in a cage
Drowning in anguish
and supressed rage

Through purgatory I am falling
Yet this ache I feel is so enthralling
Curiosity and wonder for what is true
Though it is not meant for me,
I am happy it is meant for you

It's too late for me now
Lost in the dark
I never found my way out
This world has forgotten me

So I bleed
In purgatory I stand
My soul aches
There is nobody to hold my hand

Lost, so lost
It is so cold here
Emptiness and desolation
Eternal sorrow, wretchedness and fear


But I wish upon you all the love
All the love I never got to see
My young heart tainted by depravity

Credits:

Released August 18, 2025

Vocals: Denaira
Lyrics: Denaira
Songwriting: Denaira
Guitar: Denaira

Depravity

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