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lyrics:
sometimes i imagine you dying
as a form of self sabotage
endless days in bed crying
surrounded by bereavement cards
and i don’t deserve nice things
i don’t deserve you 
and all my life I’ve been running
it feels weird to stop for the view

i can’t shake the feeling 
that im in the wrong city
can we sleep at the same time please
so we can meet up in my dreams?

we spent the first weeks of a new decade
dancing around each others feet
and i spent the next two just trying to
convince you im not just all misery
if im uncomfortable ill stay uncomfortable 
cause i know you like laying there
but when i hold you i do it carefully
cause i know how it feels to be scared

i can’t shake the feeling 
that im in the wrong city
can we sleep at the same time please
so we can meet up in my dreams?

bereavement cards

Nothing

Interlude*

Blankets pillows jackets laptops
Cargo bed of your dad's pickup

Secretly happy your plans got cancelled
A couple more hours than we planned sounds nice

And in the moment when you asked to kiss me
Nearly passed out with your tongue in me

It feels so nice feeling so special
Hasn't been this way in a while

In a while

Head on my shoulder while we watched our movie
Though all my attention was on you, see

Can’t hide the way I feel about you
Nothing you could do could make me doubt 

I want to shout it from the rooftops that I'm in love
I'll try to keep my cool, but keeping cool is hard

When our eyes lock and you crack a smile
Haven't felt this way in a while

In a while

happy song

you got a way with words
i cant deny it

no matter how much it hurts
ill try to hide it

tucking my feet away
under the blanket

no matter what i say
i know you hate it
i know you do

i know you too well

i know you dont like when i get like this
but babe im angry

god i dont want it like this
how can you take me?

running in circles with myself
im getting tired

and above just about anything else

i know you too well

words

locked the door to my mind
couldn't remember what i liked
burning eyes every time
a curling sun º

curling sun

New Song Out Now – “This Love Is Real” 💖

“This Love Is Real” was written for my first-born son, Joshua, inspired by one of the most unexpected and happiest surprises of our lives. We walked into the medical walk-in centre thinking Rachel was dealing with suspected food poisoning… and walked out discovering we were going to be parents. This song is my tribute to that life-changing moment — a celebration of the joy, love, and wonder that comes with becoming a mum and dad. 🌟

And now, all these years later, Josh is already 1 inch taller than me, shaving, and wearing the same clothes size as me. Growing up way too fast — but making us proud every step of the way. ❤️

This is the ninth of 29 original songs I’ll be releasing, with a new one dropping every two weeks. 🎶🔥

This Love Is Real

Highland Heather

my first vinyl, with songs picked by you.

daydream

check it out on spotify too! https://open.spotify.com/album/3c0bg5ICnT8WYh1SyNIUN6?si=WoVFOf9CTrmntYSGC1nigg

lyrics:
you were searching for something embarrassing to share about me
i heard the laughter fill the room as you made sure i was nowhere to be seen
no, i can't live like this
and i remember on that tuesday we drove down to the beach
and there were all of them red flags in the sand i pretended not to see
no, i just looked away
that's why i'm the one to blame for everything i hate

make a list of all the things you hate about me
i promise i can make one longer about you
suddenly i can't count the reasons you should stay
and i hope i never see you again

words

Ian Fredrickson

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