always involved
theres no room for you here
vultures wrap round me
my deaths imminent
but what should i fear

everyones leaving but they know my place
and i 
hope they come back to me to tell me bout their day
and how all this times passed and nothing much has changed
oh let it resume, ignorance in your face

honestly, yeah honestly its honestly pathetic
so count me out of everything my life line wont mend it
if this is how its meant to be, im sure that god planned it
by taking every part of me and leaving me stranded
with no one
now theres no one
fall apart and
pick myself up
its not the same
molded to change
eyes laying heavy tried keeping yours safe

see you in my dreams
holding close to me
this the closest the closest well ever be
dont take that away
god dont do it please
saw him yesterday
all the same to me

IF THATS ALL ILL GET
ILL NEVER COMPLAIN
IF HE SAW ME NOW
WOULD HE FEEL THE SAME ?
THOUGH ILL NEVER KNOW
KINDA LIKE IT THAT WAY
SOMETIMES FEEL AS THOUGH 
HE WOULD BE ASHAMED

vultures

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

prod me

lyrics

im never moving my fate
imma look back at ur face
return my hat its not urs
ill act like i was never bored
hard
youre making it hard
playing my part
look up at the stars
i make no marks
i use my card
raising the bar
u wont get far
its only up
aluminum
and theyll be hating
while my hands are up
thats just my luck
i guess we're done
but u gone and ruined all the fun
i know that we'll get through it together
bleed out my cranium, im not better
im not good at using my resources
but i think ill learn for you cuz its important
return on investments, thats extortion
all of these compliments that im warding
what's all this hope? im feeling a beacon
those pretty blue eyes i cant help from reaching
pain
ima sit under the rain
just help me save faith
make way
drained
im tempted to run away
im getting thrown strays
hey
hey

aluminum

https://share.amuse.io/fdWO6bDTYdKj

https://open.spotify.com/album/6753I6bUCvipiVjngdBj03

prod. 
@ilyl1ght

you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

@wyfydisconnected
keep my body still in wait
disguise your shame in hate
carry your touch on my shoulders
laugh off any sign that you're colder
i won't crack if i look down
i won't last on the way out

divert your gaze when i looked at you
knocked down how much?
said it was just a few
i can't trust you no
i can't let you go

@ilyl1ght
you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

a place where we'll stay

a song someone will never hear.

please listen and i hope you all enjoy.

lyrics will not be added, i hope you all understand.

virus ii

"fragile" produced by: ilyl1ght
inspired by xona

lyrics:
its getting worse now, worse now
ill work it out
calm down, calm down?
ill find a way out, way out?
now ill regret the day i let you see my face

i lay out on the floor
i wither to my core
feels like that i'm at war
think i felt this before
think i felt this before
think i felt -
im worried on what id do
new year, new me and new you
bad timing cant follow through
im sorry but who are you?
i cant be doing this
my face inside my hands i guess i'm used to it
dont want my friends to know
i got this on my own
the wall they make me sick
i think there caving in

its getting worse now, worse now
i need to calm down, calm down?

so tell me what do you want from me
oh
my body's fragile and i feel so weak
i'm so sick and tired of the ones who speak
speak lies
speak, speak, speak, speak
so tell me what do you want from me
so tell me what do you want from me

fragile

doing it wrong but bby im alright! (neroun)

prod by stezzyxl
happy halloween lol 
enjoy

lyrics:
you liked control
i let you drive  
said “it’s fine”
just to stay alive  
you loved the sound of your own lies  
i kept quiet
i don’t know why  

i made a scene in every room  
love found new ways to kill the mood  
you’d twist the truth then act confused ?
like i was wrong for being used  

you post your pain for a couple of likes  
then act above it when someone bites  
you said “i’ve grown” but i see through that  
you changed your hair, not how you act  

you play the victim
rewrite the scene  
pretend it’s art
but you know what it means  
you 
chase validation
i chased my peace  
guess both of us just needed bleh iyddsghns

i still drive by where you stay  
don’t know why just old decay  
you talk about love like it’s new  
but no one buys that shit from you  
  
you waste my breath
you waste my sleep  
the things you take
you never keep  
i gave you time
you gave me pain  
you’d do it all if asked again

Remix from the famous track Noir & Haze - Around

Noir & Haze - Around (NotFat DNB remix)

Jonathan Ross - Band 4 Band (FREE DL)

prod by icantsleeplol
enjoy

lyrics:
the ashtray fills 
i let it sit
smells like you
i won’t admit  
she wears your coat 
it fits her fine  
same cologne 
it smells just as fine  

her laugh still 
cuts through these walls  
sounds too real
then quickly falls  
i turn it down
but not for long  
it’s worse when everything feels wrong  

your cup still sits beside the sink  
i don’t wash it, can’t even think  
you said it’s love
you said it’s love  
guess we’re closer than we think  

she calls me up 
like nothing’s wrong  
then tells me “i heard your latest song”  
she says “it’s good” 
but skipped the part  
where your name bleeds through the art  

you said “we’ll stay friends” i said “maybe”  
both of us knew that was crazy  
now your voice just fills the air  
and i act like i don’t care  

you fade
you fade
you fade
you fade

fade

icantsleeplol

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