and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying now im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss (Slowed)

produced by @kingtheta

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

but i guess that wasn't true
now i don't know what to do
i was falling hard for you,
you were out with someone new
while i working away
to get you out that place
the place that you hate
you were hiding your faces
its outrageous
the way you faked this
and left me vacant

[@xobroken]
where are you?
i need to see you one last time before you go
i just need to let you know im vulnerable
because you fake all the emotions you show

but i cant do it the same
run away from the other pain that we face
be yourself, lately im too blame
is it really me or is it you that you hate?
baby what you saying?
telling me she loves me, i know that she's faking
lying to my face and i just cant take it
feeling out of place, got too many things changing

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

bestpartofme w/ xobroken [king theta]

july w/ kiddamo

prod by i cantsleeplol
enjoy

lyrics:
i know im not amazing
i know my life is rough
but i hope my love and care for u is just enough
i know im not amazing
i know my life's a mess
but i promise ill be there for u when ur depressed
 
or maybe not
or maybe not
im getting far too attached
or maybe not
or maybe not
maybe ill be happy at last
or maybe not
or maybe not
im getting far too attached
or maybe not
or maybe not
maybe ill be happy at last

once i flip the chapter
the story of both of us
maybe ill feel better
that both of us are done
once i flip the chapter
the future of our kids
maybe ill feel better
then let go and i quit

ɪ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ
ɪꜰ ᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴍ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ
ɪꜰ ᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴍ ᴀ ʟᴏꜱᴇʀ
ᴏʀ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇ ᴀꜱ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ
ꜱᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ

ᴅᴏɴᴛ 
ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ
ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ 
ᴊ

message for her

prod. wixxy 

(2x)
just stay mine, just stay mine
i don’t mind, i don’t mind
when your high, and i’m high 
when we fly, when we fly 

in the hive 
i spend life
with no time 
for you to be mine 
the queen goes and i feel like myself again 
i go to someone that i once viewed as a friend 
and then i look into their eyes and i know that the ends
cuz there’s no way we could ever come back from this 

just stay mine
i don’t mind
when you’re high
when we fly 

(2x)
just stay mine, just stay mine
i don’t mind, i don’t mind
when you’re high, and i’m high 
when we fly, when we fly

high

some words to decipher or not up to you thanks for listening

lyrics:

anticipating catastrophe
fatal flaw relaxing in the face of that adversity
acknowledge my reaction is the product of the casualties
experienced in adolescence carried to maturity
repetitive confession of the pathos that perpetuates
the nature of my situation quickly fabricated fate
a force historically ignored unless it benefits the way
that i’m behaving in the moment victim to it every day
that’s the problem with it
when im given option to respond or not
i’m dodging quick to circumvent
it’s honestly exhaustin but ive given in on fixin it
could barely be above the water brag that im still breathing in

maybe this just isn’t meant for me
perspective antiquated rhythm fixed to what it used to be
pitied desperation tried to entertain the efforts
but endeavors only measured by results and mine historically
been undeveloped
a set obsession with ethics and people pleasing 
punctured arguments deflated any lesson to learn
seems the reason that the hunger’s never satiated
same as why i never placed the blame on who decided to hurt
i’m much angrier than former incarnations of the self
i shouldered fear of resignation years i kept it to myself
and watched it turned into distortion yearn for retribution well
after the dust has settled left me empty handed aimless
fighting ghosts

battle’s over but the metric for atonement isn’t settled on
so everyone involved in different places trynna cope a different loss
the only way they know how
out loud grievances shot down shut mouths
narrow eyes keeping opposition in peripheral
to hide lies it’s fine every peace time ephemeral
cause i remembered all of it and held on
like if i lost it id be lost with nothing at all

anticipating apathy
in an attempt to pacify myself my mental atrophied
actualize identity to rectify the stagnancy
but still get tunnel vision when confronted with reality
rock bottom of hope
long time lying down a lot of laundry to fold
cups not in the kitchen with em flowering mold
stuck in indecision listen static and drone
rot when getting up and getting with it still accessible
stuck in indecision numb to input and uncomfortable
existential rhythm living nothing in an instant 
inconsolable when hit with the idea that this is it
and nothing more

vacant and complacent and still hoping that it’s different
like the effort wasn’t my decision left it up to luck and i’m sure
if i continue like this know that imma sigh my life away
to think i thought i was mature
heighten caution for those close to opening doors
i’m not sure anybody even knows me anymore


drone metal [prod bailey daniel]

Ultron Atreides
Upward Toward the Proper Light
PYR-053
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Limited Cassette/digital
https://pyramidblood.bandcamp.com/album/upward-toward-the-proper-light

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A1 - Chemical Rainbow
A2 - Upward Toward the Proper Light
B1 - Ghost
B2 - Hell Invasion

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Ultron Atreides’ Upward Toward the Proper Light traces the tenuous outlines formed by the distortions that manifest when technology, memory and identity begin to blur into strange new forms.

The themes are deeply personal, yet shrouded in dream logic: grief, transformation, political disillusionment, the numbness of middle age and the shedding of old truths.

Upward Toward the Proper Light offers tantalizing captured glimpses of gleaming phosphorescence diffusing through nascent fissures in the growing void.

_______

Recorded at home 2021-2025
Mixed by Dani Ramez
Mastered by Chad Skinner 

Released December 8, 2025

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https://ultronatreides.bandcamp.com
https://soundcloud.com/ultron-atreides

Ultron Atreides - Upward Towards the Proper Light

cold and alone
i dont know
just wanna hold you
it was something but nothing new
only if i knew
i did it all for you
and i dont know how im gonna do
and i got something but not me and you
i wanna forget everything that i went through
oh yeah its nothing just let me be

december

Keybinds- the bad times last longer(mercxenary)**DayCore

Produced by Droozy
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@onlyfriendyeah
You won't save me this time
You can't save me this time
Fall beneath the floor
Trapped inside the wall
Fall beneath the floor
Yeah, I prefer the tops of trees beneath my aching feet
I swear to god they haven't hit the ground in days or weeks
I done made up my mind
I'ma fade out of sight
I'ma say that I'm fine

Svnam @sideviewdriveca
I won't say that I'm fine
While we say our goodbyes
One more week
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm sinking faster than you can keep up with me
One more week
I won't say that I'm fine
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm tossing back & forth in my sleep again
It's never ending

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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