I'm not just anybody 
I'm so special 
And anybody should know 
I'm so far away 
I'm so far away 

I stalk the halls 
like some lion to some antelope 
then a hurried sound and.. another down 
another coward screaming out for God himself like he's devout 
lying fuck, I'm God with this here gun 
and my wrath it reigns like fire from elysium 
The greatest anesthetic 
is a hate for a people that have earned it in your head 
so it's alright 
I'll squeeze this trigger tight 
Until the pain that I inflict matches the pain within my mind 
Until the red combats the beige that paints the walls 
or until the screams beat out the bird songs in volume 
Until their faces are all misplaced like some Picasso painting 
Guernica across the walls, or the sobbing maid 
And some will call me horror 
But the quiet, the abused and awkward 
They will call me martyr 

I see ghosts 
I see ghosts 

I saw my body lose its life and drop 
saw the first cop to find me kick my body until the rest told him stop 
I saw the moms crying over the phone telling all 
their friends that a demon took their daughter with a bullet 
Then I saw my name across the news 
Along with coffins too 
And articles about my brain in journals, psychological 
If the dream is fame, I made it 
and if it's infamy, than I'm a legend through the pain and if you think it's heinous 
blame the news, blame the public loving blood, 
and the news reporting murders just to get their ratings up, 
then couple that with being taught that success is the attention 
of the media and public, and you'll have murderous intentions 
then add isolation and intention becomes action 
and what was once just a thought, becomes a pistol in my hand 
I'm a product of my loneliness 
A product of my environment 
These streets are all the same, I went insane to prove I'm not like them, 
to prove that I'm alive and that I'm someone not a hydrant 
going dry from a city lacking lacking fire 
And why through hate? Because if life has taught me something 
it's that love brings you nothing but pain, betrayal, and fuckin' 

I'm not just anybody 
I'm so special 
And anybody should know 
I'm so far away 
I'm so far away

The American Dream

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