So goodreminds me of m 2nd suicds aztemp c:

3am incelcore and indieRock

neds declassified school shooter survival guide

beta orbiter!

enjoy :)  thank u dedcat for the cover art check em out!
https://on.soundcloud.com/VH6TV

[Intro]
O-o-o-O-oo-0-o
O-0-o-OO-o-o

[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

Beta Orbiter (XO_WILLOW cover)

hi guys
after WEEKS of struggle and me lazing around all my songs are finally on spotify again!
the link to spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1f3GWAdpnrCNITAx1Y6zBv?si=Zc-z8RyhRBGpd5V1GG7EOg

i didnt delete all my songs from spotify, it was taken down by the distributor. thank you all for continuous support.
this song means a lot to me because as many of us i suffer from body dysmorphia and i think beach bunnys song really resonated with me despite its from pov of a girl. i think regardless of gender we can find ourselves in it.

also id like you to follow my new instagram which got also deleted: https://www.instagram.com/sneedhead.chudcel/

thanks for listening to my shitty songs made on computer, i try my best.
npobu

Prom Queen cover (NEW SPOTIFY: NOPUS POBURIAN)

xo_willow - winter suicide

Losing sense of time
I feel like I'm losing my mind
I just wanna hide
Until the day I die

Nothing feels real
My home's a mess
I find it really hard
To care for

Frail weak body
At the brink of death
And a soul impoverished
Of all hope

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

If this is all
There is to life
Well I don't want to
Live life anymore

Living with trauma
From way before
I never ever
Seem to forget

If Jesus loves me
And God is real
Then why have I been forsaken?

"Princes, pray to God that soon
He may bestow upon me death
If He does not wish by other means
To remedy the ill in which I languish"

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

LOSING MY MIND

bianca devins - xo willow

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

Slow

xo willow - girls gtfo

Just Hear Me Out

XO Willow (h3artcrush) - Tired Of Living Scared Of Dying

XO_Willow☆ - Loser

track 9 of the winter suicide ep
thought i lost it but luckily i had it saved on some random ass hard drive haha

XO_Willow☆ - Bonnie And Clyde

track 10 of the winter suicide ep 
pretty sure this is like pre h3artcrush lol

XO_Willow☆ - Scene Song

xo willow - if only i didnt play video games

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

XO_Willow☆ - Loser

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