I'm losing my breath just tryna keep up to you
I don't know how much longer I can go on
My heart beat rhythm it fluctuates oh no
It goes
It goes

I can't see which way I'm going half the time
I miss you and I so I rewind those times
Keep them on a loop going round and round
Yes with you I'd still like to pass the time
Reaper would you please give me some more time?

This stories about a girl,
Who was just tryna find home
But everywhere that she goes,
She can't find it
She's so alone
She feels theres nowhere to go
Where she's gone now, 
No one knows
She tried to build a spider web,
So that they'd feel less alone

Did they even see the vision?
Did they even really listen?
I don't think so
N that's why she ain't around no more
She couldn't take the pain no more
All the haterid in this world
But little did she know
It was actually her that projected hatred in the world
Cause' she didn't love herself
Now she feels even more alone
Cause she's realised she abandoned everyone she's ever known
Now she's hanging by a thread
Thinking what's the point in all of this
Feeling worthless
She want's to end it 
End it

Before she goes from this existence
She tries to go back once more
To fix what's broken in the web
She hopes it's not too late.

I don't wanna let you go but I will if that's good for you
I don't wanna let you down but I will if that's what you choose
I don't wanna walk away but I will I won't see you,
If that makes it any better in that world of yours

ICICLES

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Iced out potions, I have no emotions
I just an X pill, I'm living fast
I'm rolling, Sipping purple potions
To evil I'm devoted, Like a Benz I am rolling
Popping Percocet pills
In the nighttime I vanish To another planet
I'm practicing Sorcery And doing magick
I'm doing magick In my castle
Mixing blood in the cauldron
I wake up when the stars are glowing

Emotions never showing
Drowning with the codeine
I'm in love with morphine
Take the quest I'm chosen
Every night I wish I could get my soul back
Smoking with my goblins
Til' my lungs collapse
Its the pain pills
Yeah they take it all away
Erase all the memories I ever made
Sniffing Cocaine, razor blades
'Til the end of days
Imma stay down 'til I disintegrate
When I look in the mirror
I know there's nothing there
I be popping pills until there's nothing there
I'ma fade to dust
I'ma fade to dust
You know I made a contract with Lucifer
I'm doing white all night its beautiful
Reading emerald tablets
Be my crucible
In the darkness, in the rain
Waiting for descent
Reaper on my back
I know this is my death

Iced out potions, I have no emotions
I just an X pill, I'm living fast
I'm rolling, Sipping purple potions
To evil I'm devoted, Like a Benz I am rolling
Popping Percocet pills
In the nighttime I vanish To another planet
I'm practicing Sorcery And doing magick
I'm doing magick In my castle
Mixing blood in my cauldron
I wake up when the stars are glowing

When the stars are glowing
When the stars are glowing
When the stars are glowing
When the stars are glowing

HOLYVEXY - Icęd Out Potions (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

In the nighttime
Crystal crush ice

In the nighttime
Knives in my body
Crystal crush ice
To the sky I'm touching
On my own
To the stairway to heaven
Creeping on your block
With that eleven
We were in the nighttime
Tryna make our wrongs right
Brothers by my side
The graveyard is calling
We were in the nighttime
Tryna make our wrongs right
Brothers by my side
The graveyard is calling
 Shawty do you love me?
I'm sipping Faygo
(I'm sipping Faygo)
Every night, Everyday
I watch the days go
Growing old, I get high
But I stay low
Counting money like a dream
I wear a halo
Outside, I'm gone with the wind
You say you're an angel
You let the devil in
I'm running out of oxygen
Emotions they conjure sin
If I could make a wish
Then I'd take my life finish it

Nightmare
I'm in this nightmare daily
Tell me I'm worth saving
This dream I can't escape
Smoking with the reaper
Inside I am caving in
Don't you talk to me
I'm a freak
Cuts on my skin

In the nighttime
Knives in my body
Crystal crush ice
To the sky I'm touching
On my own
To the stairway to heaven
Creeping on your block
With that eleven
We were in the nighttime
Tryna make our wrongs right
Brothers by my side
The graveyard is calling
We were in the nighttime
Tryna make our wrongs right
Brothers by my side
The graveyard is calling

HOLYVEXY - Nytetimę (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

Lets go
Stanced up
Outside the club
I'm with Radix Light
Yeah we're above
Come on

Saw you at the street light
I'm selling percocet hoe
Monster in my visions
I wish I never woke
Oh you think you're the plug hoe?
I jus poured a eight
Outside rite aid its Friday
You look so beautiful
With those rosemary lips
Babe you're ugly
You make me feel like shit
I'm cutting up my wrist
Can you just give me one kiss?
One kiss, this is it
I was down bad off the ecstasy
Not one friend was next to me
I had to stay on my grind
I look at death, its time
I always wondered whats on your mind

Insidious, insidious
You are my oblivion
Inside a digital dream
My soul  diminishing
I guess I woke up all all again
I wish I was real to you
But I'm pretend
Its insidious
The way you look at me
So ridiculous
God I'm begging you
On my knees
So I'm here again
Blood is dripping on the needle
Insidious tales of my life
Full of evil

Im tryna sell my soul to the devil
(Devil)
Im reading sacred scrolls for a ritual
(Ritual)
Im off that ketamine and Redbull
(Redbull)
Im gonna take my life with a pistol
(pistol)
I see the way you're staring at me
I'm unhappy
Can you change that?
Oh you wanna be six feet?
We can go to hell I got this paradise inside me
The walls melt like ice cream
Off a tab I'm smiling
I cant wait 'til god destroys this planet
Im a lonely boy to the lake of fire banished
Radix light make the noise
Paranoid android
Don't play with me like a toy
I'll take you're life no choice

Insidious, insidious
You are my oblivion
Inside a digital dream
My soul  diminishing
I guess I woke up all all again,
I wish I was real to you
But I'm pretend
Its insidious
The way you look at me
So ridiculous
God I'm begging you
On my knees
So I'm here again
Blood is dripping on the needle,
Insidious tales of my life
Full of evil

HOLYVEXY - Insidious (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

I just must be delusional
I'm really shallow you should know
Put me in the crucible
In the vortex here I go
Talk to the devil in Roman numerals
Chilling in San Antonio
All my thoughts are subliminal

I'm gone inside, I'm gone inside
Who can say, Who can say
You can take my life?
I can't go, I can't go
Where you want me to be
All I know, All I know
Is eternally
I finna rot with the leeches
Break me into pieces
All I know is I don't give a fuck What he says
Go and show me where the green is
I'll take you to the cleaners
What is wrong with your demeanor
I'm a user not a seeker

 Baby seek me out like its silver and gold
You can go, you can go
You can go right go
I've been shown, I've been shown
How to get that gold
Baby trade your soul
Its just a single wish now
I've been waiting so long for a single kiss now
God I feel like the apocalypse
Shouts out to vextropolis
You'se a bitch, drugs in my omnitrix
Baby I just smoked some loud
And I don't give a fuck wow
Woah don't act so special
I'll stab you with my blade
I love to sniff cocaine
I love to get high with you baby
But you fucking drive me crazy
I been doing adderall
Four fucking days long
You know I like that shit
Hell yeah homie, turn it up
Put that angel dust in that double cup
Take another one, take another one
I be in vexy city just rolling up
Yeah you used to hate me
Now you wanna fuck
I'm a whole new encalibur
I'm disastrous, I'm the only one
I feel like I'm gonna get shot
Grab my gun
I feel like Simon, Peter, Paul
Motherfucking holy
Face of Jesus Christ
His face is staring at me
Why you staring at me?
It feels like you're attacking
I hate that I'm lying so fucking much

I'm gone inside, I'm gone inside
Who can say, Who can say
You can take my life?
I can't go, I can't go
Where you want me to be
All I know, All I know
Is eternally
I finna rot with the leeches
Break me into pieces
All I know is I don't give a fuck What he says
Go and show me where the green is
I'll take you to the cleaners
What is wrong with your demeanor
I'm a user not a seeker

HOLYVEXY - Gone Insidę (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

In the background
Cooling with the squad
I'm feeling like I'm god
I'm crushing crystal shards

I don't wanna talk
I wanna stay unknown
Fuck the internet
Cuz everyones on that hoe
I been chilling, smoking
All all all on my own
Driving in the dark
I don't have a place to call home
Driving in the dark dark
I don't have a heart heart
Yeah you left you're mark mark
Now I'm fucking scarred
I'm Driving in the dark dark
I'm geeking with the stars
You made me pray to god, god
It always falls apart

God's kingdom falls
Seraphim and Xanax bars
I wanna be in your life
You won't play a part
So I'll cut another line
Yeah baby I'll be fine
I guess I'm gonna waste my life
You waited way to much time
Now there's goblins in my mind
Demons in my mind
Her face makes me blind
You make me wanna die
Hiding in the witches cave
You're stuck in my mind
Make a wish for anything
Can you please
Please be mine?

I don't wanna talk
I wanna stay unknown
Fuck the internet
Cuz everyones on that hoe
I been chilling, smoking
All all all on my own
Driving in the dark
I don't have a place to call home
Driving in the dark dark
I don't have a heart heart
Yeah you left you're mark mark
Now I'm fucking scarred
I'm Driving in the dark dark
I'm geeking with the stars
You made me pray to god, god
It always falls apart

Fallen angels in the sky
Telling me don't look down
I've been sinning all the time
Locked up underground
Give my love in my dream
Spirits tell me foolish things
I want you and I will seek
Her in the light beams
In the light beams
I want you to be my queen
I'll give you all of my codeine
You're body is my ecstasy
I love you control me
Just like the perkys
I'm not in love I'm rolling

I don't wanna talk
I wanna stay unknown
(I wanna stay unknown)
Fuck the internet
(Fuck 'em)
Cuz everyones on that hoe
I been chilling, smoking
All all all on my own
(Smoke, smoke, smoke)
Driving in the dark
(Skrt, skrt)
I don't have a place to call home
(Fuck)
Driving in the dark dark
I don't have a heart heart
Yeah you left you're mark mark
Now I'm fucking scarred
I'm Driving in the dark dark
I'm geeking with the stars
You made me pray to god, god
It always falls apart

HOLYVEXY - ♡ Driving In Thę Dark ♡ (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

As I walk to confession
I'm nervous, I'm sweating
Priest calls my name
Asks how I've been living
Well I'm horrible
Essence despise normal
Message 'round the corner
(Death)
Remington on me hoe
I hate all you damn souls

I am the deceiver
"Am I brothers keeper?"
Crucify me Jesus
Take my soul delete it

Praying to behemoth
Anunnaki trust thy demon
Bind my soul the legion
Calls my name
Back to the lust
Back to the malice
Everyday I wake up
I wish I fucking vanished
I got no one to love
Blood spells and black magic
Mixing up my chalice
Til' I'm in madness
Who am I?
(You are nothing)

I am the deceiver
"Am I brothers keeper?"
Crucify me Jesus
Take my soul delete it

HOLYVEXY - Deceivęr (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

I'm hidden from the light
I don't touch the floor
No more pain
Spirits from before
Laughing in my head
You're laughing in my head
Memories of her
And what she said

I forgot you're smile
Dagger on my hip
Fading, glowing
Its just the way I live
Changing, pouring
Sipping on a fifth
I had to choose life
It really is a gift
I gotta move on
I have to forgive
Forgetting everything
I ever did
A pledge to my new life
Kisses on you're lips
Stars in the sky shine bright
Like abyss

Be the reason I live
You're so indecisive
You're like an angel
And baby I'm flying
Past the pain
I'ma really start crying
I remember when I thought about dying
You gotta keep trying
Figure out the puzzle
Expand you're horizons
Get out you're bubble
The devil brings trouble
He's dragging me down
But I gotta get up
Can't stay on the ground
I feel the sunlight rising
I know the darkness lying
Defeat the evil kingdom
Bring down the giant
Destroy everything that takes control
Freedom forever in my soul

I forgot you're smile
Dagger on my hip
Fading, glowing
Its just the way I live
Changing, pouring
Sipping on a fifth
I had to choose life
It really is a gift
I gotta move on
I have to forgive
Forgetting everything
I ever did
A pledge to my new life
Kisses on you're lips
Stars in the sky shine bright
Like abyss

HOLYVEXY - Forgivę (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

I own no rights over this track, which was a production I found on YouTube published by Mykal Riley. No copyright intended on this production and this rendition of 'ICO' will not be used for commercial use or profit. I plan to release a full studio version in the near futuree. STAY TUNED.

Lyricism/Vocal Melody - ADENiCO

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