found this song years ago and i come back every now and again when im down bad

Still hits just as hard as freshman year 🙃

And when I do see you, you’d treat me like shit because I’m just some girl who doesn’t know what she wants. And you have a path, and you’re gonna be great, and I’m going to be forgotten, and therefore you won’t be able to give me the time of day because you have bigger things to pursue

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A Pain Interlude (prod. fyodaydoe)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

everyday i feel like i become part of something greater than myself. i couldnt and wouldnt have done what ive done without the help and support of all of you. thank you so much, and here's to new beginnings. <3

follow guardin @guardinmusic <3
follow sadeyes @lilsadeyes <3
follow cxld blxxd @cxldblxxd <3
follow acid castle @acidcastle <3

take me away w/ guardin (prod. by cxld blxxd)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

9TAILS - "I'll Try To Explain" (Prod. Beatz Era)

I think I'm getting good at this.

Artist:
Insta@quietlysarah
Twitter@impastele

Lyrics:

You could ghostride 
Nigga let the ghost drive
Whip around the coast line
Picking up the most dimes
Shawty what’s your star sign 
Cause I really set the bar high
But on the bright side I’m a Pisces 
And I don’t care if you don’t like me
Up in the air call me Jordan 
Cause I’m lifted by endorphins 
Power ranger mighty morphin 
I’m in danger blood is coursing 
Through my veins 

Borne outta blood but I’m sane
Insight enough for my brain 
Novacane numbing the pain
Drifting off like it’s a dream 
Baby I’m keeping it clean 
But damn you look thick in those jeans
Fuck it I’m pretty obscene
Honey you’re hotter than steam
Vaporize me laser beam
So censoring won’t be a thing 

She’s an Aries kinda scares me
Cause she’s too sweet: diabetes
Found a cancer, and she thick too
But I’m ice cold like an igloo
Maybe I’ll link with a Leo 
Bitty for me  on the d low
Pussy just like a Bugatti 
Attitude no one can stop me
Brought her some dick and some coffee couldnt keep lioness off me
And it’s awful but it’s great though
Not the type that I could date so
My horoscope said I’m a whore 
And I doubt it’s true 
cause I’ve been keeping score 
I’m at 4-5 and I’d love to find 
Another love in time

--producer--
www.youtube.com/channel/UCWFO8Stq8KpS7ACc66hEEqA

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Useless - (prod. unown)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. by @taylor

lyrics:

why does this 
seem never ending i try to be patient
i wake up everyday just trying to escape it
this darkness is lurking don’t want to embrace it
i left my sanity dead in the basement
i burn with the demons
i drink till i’m wasted
this life full of color just seems to have faded
though i know my hearts temporarily jaded
and i will be free on the day that i face it

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

(guardin)
why do i
even try 
i swear that i've 
lost my mind
it's not right
losing sight
of direction objection i'm losing my pace
caught in the storm and my head's outta place 

grip my hand and we can make it out alive
trust my integrity it's eating me inside
they say honesty is crucial to survive 
but i know a couple people comfortably living a lie
so why do i feel so uninviting
head vs heart and they keep on fighting
lost my mind but i just keep writing
lock my door in my bed i'll be hiding 

(ooo ooo ooo
oh no
oh why)

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

oh no ft. guardin (prod. taylor morgan)

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

I know what it’s like not knowing what’s going on in the other room.

afterprom

Facts

i'm getting so cold
i think i'm turning blue

синий

Art by Helen

This is my 17th song i posted a video of me singing this song back in early December 2019 pn my instagram  so this songs like 3 song books old but i didnt record it til like 2 months ago Its a Myspace Scene Revival type song for you to dance too and with everything going on rn this song is for u to listen to while locked up in ur house  But this songs about a couple exes of mine and other girls ive known who have played with me and thought they were all that or that they liked me  yet they  stole my heart tho i still really love a couple of them S/o to Adharmasatru and Yungjza Coldworldgang bby Rawr XD

Lyrics: Yeah she said she love me but she dont really care Acting like a model while the ppl stop and stare Got camera's flashing everywhere music blurring in my ear pop rocks on me As im crying candy tears then she just disappears like magic everythings so tragic I carry all this bagage Yeah she stole my heart Never said that you could have simi automatic The way you shout me down and left my heart on the ground I was lost and never found all the walls that surround

(hook)
Yeah hot topic zumiez go ahead and sue me candy dispensers i saw you at spencers memories never fade but some of them are rendered  yeah some of them are rendered  (2x)

(bridge)
I love you sue me cant believe this is how you do me i love you sue me cant believe this is how you do me(2x)

(Adharmasatru)
Your love it consume me If you do not like ut then you can sue me And im sorry baby for asuming  Everything that i thought you were doing I saw you at the mall You didnt care at all i never caught me when i fall Make it all my fault U dont return my calls its not ur fault at all at all at all
(hook)
(bridge)

I Love You, Sue Me w/ Adharmasatru <333 (Prod. Lord Wavy)

I’m learning and growing. What we want is already ours.

Useless - (prod. unown)

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