I love you Annie.
Wish you lots of happiness and comfort.

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So much going on.
I was finally able to retrieve the missing bank statements that goes back to the initial opening of the bank account, 2020, all I really need is the start of November 2021 to the present.

I have to meet with him and we have to detail what the money was used for,

our County (FX - I’m just being cryptic because we’re on the internet, and to deter spies and stalkers)

FX County, have an exact figure with cents, requesting… no - demanding, that we detail all the transactions.

That’s not the only thing.

The Business office *also* wants me to help fill out an application for another patient.

Which I…. Well, let’s just say, *my nature and disposition* could not refuse her,

the Director commented to me, “Even though I have a new assistant director, she’s still new,”

suggesting and implying she entrusts me more with this task than her, she also responded that she’s trying to teach the other ‘office clerks’ (they’re more like receptionists)

mind you I am technically employed as a Nursing Assistant, and am doing this type of business on my off days and even while working *on the floor* (that’s nursing jargon).

God gave me this skill set and these talents,
my rationale behind my nature and disposition is,

*To not let my talents go to waste - even if it is not in the way I imagined *

these are God’s gifts and graces, He gave me these for a reason.

Always in the back of my head is the consequence of them being discharged because they cannot pay the *rent* which is like

[shit]

$10k a month?

Ridiculous, isn’t it?

People take advantage of me,
I’m not oblivious or ignorant of this reality,

God will give me my judgment, so will He to everyone else,

I try not to dread over inconveniences and unnecessary worrying,


but you know me Annie,
I’m extremely prone to that.


Self-pity,

loathing,
feeling overly sorry for myself.







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UH
STILL AT JENA’S
LOTS TO TELL YOU
HAVEN’T LEFT YET.




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Need my list here:


- Waiting a few days to call my insurance about my ointment being covered and the ‘Prior Authorization’ form
- Still need to follow up about the $51
- Jose
- Resume
- Headphones for Jose and Eskinder
- Follow up about PTO and extra shifts


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Annie,
uh


kinda wanna say this to you:

the days that I’m in the mood,
which I hope you are too, at the same time,

when I’m virile

{lol get to the point}

when I’m horny
I hope we have amazing sex.

Ugh,
us fucking is just going to be so 

deserving.

I deserve this.
I deserve you,

I just don’t want to be forcing as if this isn’t want you want.

I don’t want to force you to love me and marry me,
that’s not real love.

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