it is worst when i have the realization in the (continued) presence of others, that i am really and truly alone, an island of some sort, impregnable from all Outside, that i must at once accept with grace and dignity my state of constant interiority, only achieved by being alone, that i must do this, or else someone will know as it happens

the first turn of the screw settles all debts

crystal castles - transgender rmx

the baby gronk ghost lemur incident [fawm 1]

the soundcloud compression shuffle [fawm 5]

Full Body Sprain Release Party Set

song i made two years ago (and subsequently lost the project + stems for), forever 90% finished

Parhelic (Unfinished)

ronald reagan beat

original (((better))) version of the (((now-privated))) klonopin sunrise

new life

found again

desperation anthem

from an earlier version of my album (scrapped in jan. 2024)

euchre (unfinished)

visions of excess

infinite cadence

just for today (death speaks)

plankton clairvoyant beat

island in the sun + avril 14th

the national anthem

slowdance

OUTOFMONSTER

then it could've been on the album. oh well

should've made this six months ago

sledge

to vanish from the earth

faraway child

marble slip

bleeding heart

the ghost in the cabinet

i am waiting around to die

fucking cut the shit out of myself trying to cut the fucking zipties and this stupid fucking shower caddy i bought at target #fucktargetforever i WILL be suing target for damages #fucktarget

if you're thinking about it

my heart is guilty of all things

siobhan

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