Killing Yourself To Live (DEMO)

Lyrics:

Everyday I don't know
Whether I should stay or go
Should I leave and never call
But if I did that I would fall

And as I look into your eyes
All I see is a disguise
I don't know how to feel
I don't know what is real
And as I look into your heart
It just tears me apart
And as I look into your eyes
All I see is a disguise

All day long I just sit
I'm so sick of all this shit
Everyday I think of you
Wondering what I should do

And as I look into your eyes
All I see is a disguise
I don't know how to feel
I don't know what is real
And as I look into your heart
It just tears me apart
And as I look into your eyes
All I see is a disguise

I don't know what you want
I don't know what you need
All I really know
Is that you want me to bleed (x4)

You need me
Why can't you see (x2)

And as I look into your heart
It just tears me apart
And as I look into your eyes
All I see is a disguise

As I look into your eyes
All I see is a disguise


The Disguise (DEMO)

Lyrics:

Hurting inside
Wish I could hide
Feelings disappear
I have no fear

Everything dies
Please don't you cry
I am right here
I have no fear

This is the end of rope
The end of all hope
It's what I've been waiting for (x2)

I have no more to give
I feel like I can't live
I think I'll go home and kiss the sky

I put the bullet in the gun
I'm ready to begin the fun
My life is lost 
Please don't cry

This is the end of rope
The end of all hope
It's what I've been waiting for (x2)

All alone I just feel
No one around is real
My heart aches and I know it hurts

This is the choice that I have made
In the ground I am laid
This is where I want to be
I wish that you could see

This is the end of rope
The end of all hope
It's what I've been waiting for (x2)

I feel you inside my head
And I wish that you were dead (x5)
 

 

I Did Not Die