first teaser song off of my upcoming album <3 i love you and i sincerely hope you enjoy! i cant wait :)

maybe i should give it up
maybe i should give it up
cus it aint got me nowhere
it aint got me nowhere
care so much bout the shit 
that i cant control somewhere
one day in the past i use to eat pills 
just to feel better
but i didnt knoe that life was real
i was so better off
so better off

id rather drink my life away
cause most times it hurts just to live
i remember being happy
mom what happened to me... ?

maybe i should give it up
maybe i should give it up
cus it aint got me,
nowhere

SOMEWHERE

one day in the past i use to eat pills 
just to feel better
but i didnt knoe that life was real
i was so better off
so better off
id rather drink my life away

dont got anything to make me happy, daytime
and you took the only thing that makes me feel fine
now i dont know what to do with all my damn mind

mom what happened to me
mom what happened to me
mom what happened to me?

mom what happened to me? (okmax saig)

this is my suicide letter
i wont ever ever learn to get better
no
NO
i think i finally care about my life and where its going
i use to not at all and you would know it would show man
on my wrist
on my thighs
on my arms 
it hurts man
we all go thru pain
we all go thru pain
i cant do this alone
what will i do when im alone
when my parents aint here to pay my phone bill
i act like an adult while im not still
16
yeah
maybe 18
but it wasnt, didnt grow up
i stll hate me
what i see in the mirror wanna kill it 
most people wont get it cus theyve never been that sad b4
i know imma die one day but imma take my 4lokos
imma stay geeked as fuck till the day i turn to ghost
boo!
if anybody got a problem with that come and get this smoke
im lying tho
im lying tho
im lying tho
im lying tho
im lying tho
im lying tho
i just wanna feel safe again
i dont know why im even here
am i wondering? yeah i am
why is life so bad like i am?
i still feel the mucus in my throat
studying my whole life
studying my every breath
i guess it takes almost dying to count your blessings
last thing i remember i was in the ER second guessing
im not lying tho
im not lying tho
no, i thought i would be gone
gone!
i hope i end up gone... ;(

countyourblessings (isidor)

im so pressed bruh i hate my body SO MUCHH

i didnt use to struggle with this
its called having you
i dont think i should have wished for this so much

boy ill always love you and i wish you all the best but im
focused on you, and i can not feel my chest :/
my tooth hurts SO bad and its my fault
im to much a pussy to do what i know i need to

neva change i think ill always be a bitch 2
if i eva make it out this place ill teach you how too💔:(
focus on you and understand your more important

i think i find some humour in you
ive been tryna change my lifes hue
that shit aint working like you do
i like feeling impressed by you
i be kinda stressed around you

made it 21 years look what im doing with it
sitting on my ass
wishing time would pass
i watched my whole life thru a glass

bitch2 p. gehx koukaisuru

im so sorry mom but id really like some lean
im so alone
its not fun to always be on my phone
im so alone
so alone, so alone
do you know how it feels to have not any friends your whole life?
yeah.
i cant even sit still without clawing out my eyes
it feels like glue on my skin
baby where do i begin?
baby where do i begin?
babe, baby where do i begin? ;(((

maybe that my life is shitty
i dont know i hate this city
right about now id love some alcohol that say 150
cause all these shitty strains that i cop simply do not fit me
it may taste good but i gotta blink it just to feel it

to be honest i dont know how to make songs
im in my room suffering all night long
if i show you love den that means you have my soul <3
im tired of letting go...

i use to care about myself a little bit
little bit
now im rotting in my tomb bit by bit
bit by bit
the state that i live in dont got the drugs i need
im so sorry mom but id really like some lean
she might say im a fiend (prolly not)
ill act dumb like usual, ask what that mean?
its mean my lungs will collapse before i rot
im making up for all the days i screamed to god
screamed to g*d
screamed to g*d
i want some guidance i get too excited
i simply hope i havent been screaming to no 1

im so alone
its not fun to always be on my phone
im so alone
so alone, so alone
do you know how it feels to have not any friends your whole life?
yeah.
i cant even sit still without clawing out my eyes
it feels like glue on my skin
baby where do i begin?
baby where do i begin?
babe, baby where do i begin? 
maybe that my life is shitty
i dont know i hate this city
right about now id love some alcohol that say 150
cause all these shitty strains that i cop simply do not fit me
it may taste good but i gotta blink it just to feel it


to be honest i dont know how to make songs
im in my room suffering all night long
if i show you love den that means you have my soul <3
im tired of letting go...
i use to care about myself a LITTLE BIT.
little bit ;(
now im rotting in my tomb bit by bit

little bit, bit by bit p. jolst rainn god

do u know how it feels to be alone?
i do
i do
okay ive had enuf time to feel it
whats the point?

i think we're put here for no reason
we died in 2012 we've been fiending since
nothings made sense 
nothings made sense 
nothings made sense

and i for one just belong now
i feel like im messing up every day
seriously i dont think you wanna stay 
with me.
me.
me.
me.

im too sad baby.. :')
i...
i-i..
i-
yeah i feel alot of pain
but i wont tell you a thing
no, no, no, nahnahnahhhhhh ;/
yeah oh wow ;<
now im
i know im ungrateful on this earth
i spent so many years talking dirt 
to god

but where was he? 
but where was he? 
but where was he? 
but where was he, 
when i was in my darkest place?
i was 16
i was scared shitless bout my friend 
mobina
never knew if she would snap overnight while im sleeping
this is why i was worried prolly dead and looking down
SUICIDE
i think im breaking my spine right now
i thought i had friends.

where was he p. glamoonn sutoresu

you cant take my sound 
u can not jock this
nah u can not jock dis
idiedtoday you didnt
and im going thru it you isnt

im gon feel worse by the end of this song
ill never get out of my head its where i belong
i lock myself in my room and i smoke 2 grams a day
if i knew i could save me then id try every day

thats a lie anyway
all i do is lie 
say that im alright 
tell myself im fine
while trying not to cry

you cant take my sound 
u can not jock this
nah u can not jock dis
idiedtoday you didnt
and im going thru it you isnt

im gon feel worse by the end of this song
ill never get out of my head its where i belong
i lock myself in my room and i smoke 2 grams a day
IF I KNEW I COULD SAVE ME
THEN ID 
TRY!
EVERY!
DAY!

HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT I MIGHT NEED SOMEONE?
TO HOLD ONTO WHEN IM FA FA FALLING
OF COURSE NOT CAUSE YOU NEVER PLANNED THAT
NEVER PLANNED ME TO FEEL BAD >;(

RUNNING FROM THE PAST
it hurts
MAYBE IT WAS BETTER
im not sure
i wanna know where i messed up,
so i can try and stop it next time if there is one

next time if there is one p. axry idiedtoday

@peaceneeded
i think ill be disabled by the morning x2
my ears will be stopped up and i wont know what to do with it
im such a bad person

if i knew anything then id tell you but idk why im here
and after every single bar that i record i get worse
i get worrrse..

been inside my head 4 so long that im gone
and i dont think i belong on this earth i call home and i
just wanna be okay without having to try

(idiedtoday)
some things just dont matter
and im one of them
if i could feel better
i would right now

(peace)
why am i tryna kill myself?
idk
why do i not wanna save my life?
i must be slow

(idiedtoday)
i think im bad as it gets
i dont know why i exist
im doing all that i can
atleast thats what i tell myself
im fucking sick to my stomach
i wont do shit to stop it
i wish i wasnt like this

(peace)
if i knew anything then id tell you but idk why im here
and after every single bar that i record i get worse
i get worrrse..
been inside my head 4 so long that im gone
and i dont think i belong on this earth i call home and i
just wanna be okay without having to try

(idiedtoday)
some things just dont matter
and im one of them
if i could feel better
id be doing so much :(

(peace & died)
why am i tryna kill myself?
idk
why do i not wanna save my life?
I MUST BE SLOW
MUST BE SLOW 💔

(idiedtoday)  
i think im bad as it gets
i dont know why i exist
im doing all that i can
atleast thats what i tell myself
IF LIFE ISNT GONNA GET BETTER
IT MIGHT AS WELL END IT

i wish i wasnt like this.

(peace)
why is life so unfair
the only thing in this bitch is despair despair
why do i got to do this x2
hate my life while im here?

I GET WORSE ft. peace needed (idiedtoday x rayan ratta)

@kansas1337 @idiedtoday

get better
i wont 
i wont 
u dunno how the weather gets
yeaaa
what chu know bout pain bitch?
what chu know bout going motherfucking insane bitch?
you neva spent months of your life in your bed, shit
idiedyesterday and idiedtoday to

im lucky im alive i dont wanna date you
and that may be a lie but i dont wanna wait around you
remember everything and how it went, how it went?
vividly, vividly?
i don't want to remember a thing. :(

I DONT WANNA REMEMBER A THING
TAKE ME BACK TO 2013
THERES NOTHING COOL ABOUT ME
I WISH THAT YOU WOULD SURROUND ME
but since you dont fuck with me ill always have weed on me :/
i could neva go out sad again im on my own, B </3

hadda learn it!
the hard way...
i dont wanna!
disturb you... ;(
i just wanna!!!
be a!!!
g̶u̶d̶ ̶g̶r̶l̶ ̶4̶ ̶u̶
im cringe
im cringe
i dont know why anybody would wanna be with me :c
b wimme ;c

better
i wont 
i wont 
u dunno how the weather gets
yeaaa
what chu know bout pain bitch?
what chu know bout going motherfucking insane bitch?
you neva spent months of your life in your bed, shit
idiedyesterday and idiedtoday to
im lucky im alive i dont wanna date you
and that may be a lie but i dont wanna wait around you
im so geekd im so geeked i cant record

idiedtoday

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