I don’t understand how I can feel so alive, in one moment be flooded by everything I see.
Face to face with something ineffable and haunting; watching clouds eat the stars, rubbing dirt in my scars.
Suddenly, I succumb to something darker and consuming. It’s like liquid, the way it moves right through me. 

It took tidal waves to tear me down from you;
You were pushing pretty goddamn hard.

Well, it seems that I’ve lost myself once again to some soul-sucking something. 
That storm swept us up in the midst of its might and it peeled our skin back into nothing.
But I’m still here.
Yeah, there’s a monster inside and he’s losing his mind.

So don’t look at me. 
Keep your eyes on your feet and your tongue in your teeth.
(You were pushing pretty goddamn hard)
It’s been a million months on the tip of my tongue, and all I could manage was nothing.


Tidal Waves

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