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mission impossible

idk have fun
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have fun

i don't ever want to come down

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never landing

wakin up from a dream, wakin up so far from me
neither of us wanted this, but thats just how it has   be baby
be what you want to be, spread your fucken  wings, be free

taken off again, with another fucken friend
i dont care about him, take me back before the end
i said we could just be friends, but im pulling at the ends
of my hair, and what begins is closer to the end

i just wanna wake up and never be here again
time to sell my soul, i have lost my best fucken friend
you were my chosen one, i aint make it to the end
i can't believe i fucked it up, i was a bad friend

torture me torture me tortue me throw me into the bin
torture me torture me tortue me you say he's just a friend
forgery forgery forgery you write my fucken end
torchin me torchin me torchin me you just burnt me again

i know that its me to blame
to you i was just a game
now its time to change my name
cuz i want a little fame
all i do is spit this flame
i want my own damn parade
with the girls and golden chains
cut me up with emery blades
cut me up with emery blades
numb the pain by gettin blazed
makin music, waitin to get payed

that was dumb yuh
no issues when ur young, all about the fun
gettin older, problems are a grower, bought a gun
pulled the trigger after a fight and now we are done
i shoulda rolled a blunt

i shoulda rolled a blunt
i wish you'd been upfront
im cravin to get crunk
but i do not get drunk
so we'll just spark it up
load it up in the trunk
everything i did undone
life really aint no more fun
without music its the gun
put the pills under tongue
i dont want to be a bum
so lets skip the bread and crumbs
and get dough weighin tons
man i am done feeling shunned
time to shine like the sun
and blow up like i mean sumn 

wakin up from a dream, wakin up so far from me
neither of us wanted this, but thats just how it has   be baby
be what you want to be, spread your fucken  wings, be free

taken off again, with another fucken friend
i dont care about him, take me back before the end
i said we could just be friends, but im pulling at the ends
of my hair and what begins, is closer to the end

i just wanna wake up and never be here again
time to sell my soul, i have lost my best fucken friend
you were my chosen one, i aint make it to the end
i can't believe i fucked it up, i was a bad friend

torture me torture me tortue me throw me into the bin
torture me torture me tortue me you say he's just a friend
forgery forgery forgery you write my fucken end
torchin me torchin me torchin me you just burnt me again

i know that its me to blame
to you i was just a game
now its time to change my name
cuz i want a little fame
all i do is spit this flame
i want my own damn parade
with the girls and golden chains
cut me up with emery blades
cut me up with emery blades
numb the pain by gettin blazed
makin music, waitin to get payed

dreaming (prod. nejdos)

hey girl watchu you doin now
got me feeling like im all up in the clouds
i just wanna see you right now, god i just wanna see you right now

dreams into reality x2
i aint another casualty, its a possibility, but not something i want to see, dead aint what i wanna be
i maybe fragile, but i try to not break easily

bitch you got me trippin now and i guess im feelin down, dont pick my fucken head up, cuz i dont really need my crown, i aint no king of no damn town go find someone else around, that job really aint for someone who always wears a fucken frown

boy he dropped out at 17
im a little older you see
fuck work i got really big dreams
i really  just wanna be free

hey girl watchu you doin now
got me feeling like im all up in the clouds
i just wanna see you right now, god i just wanna see you right now

dreams into reality x2
i aint another casualty, its a possibility, but not something i want to see, dead aint what i wanna be
i maybe fragile, but i try to not break easily

dopamine
is what i fucken need
i wanna get big money from these music streams
i wanna make my story, but not make believe
so i wanna thank you, and all that you did for me

im growin now
im gettin older now
im gettin better i can finally lift the shroud
of depression that had been clenching my mouth
tighter and tighter without any sound

hey girl, watchu doin there
you said you were going to play fair
my heart isn't a toy yet you go and tear
it all away from me and leave me bare

im broken now, can't you see that
i knew i would never ever last

hey girl watchu you doin now
got me feeling like im all up in the clouds
i just wanna see you right now, god i just wanna see you right now

dreams into reality x2
i aint another casualty, its a possibility, but not something i want to see, dead aint what i wanna be
i maybe fragile, but i try to not break easily

leave me (prod.nejdos)

(Kamina, gurren lagann)
hey, dont you remember you were the method to my madness, the one who mad all my big talk more than words
your drill outta be totally different from that pebble over there, your drill is right here!

and im dying inside i can't take no more someone help me
tried to help myself, but lo k at me im so damn lonely
got this music thing now, but i dont really think its helping
wanna be successful but i aint got no soul to sell sheesh
everyone around me on the come up and then baby theres me
hopefully one day im gonna make some bands and make this lonely wrist freeze

what have i been doing this whole time
i got aspirations of the top but cannot make the climb
i can make what i can make but it wont ever be that fye
so i tear myself down and say whats the point of even trying

whooooo
who do i want to be realistically
i hate myself so much im done with me
why can't i just have normal functioning

whoooooo
who do you think will remember me
maybe on a christmas eve
but probably just hazily
please do not forget me
not until this wrist freeze x2

(solo/background)

someone please help me
im still so fucken lonely
this shit aint helpin me
sellllllllllllll
i just dont wanna be left behind
make my wrist freeeeeeze

freezing (prod. nejdos)

i wanna die
there aint nothin that can help me pass the time
there aint nothin that can help me feel alive
i been alone nothin new with the quarantine
wanna say im fine
and mean it and not lie
there's something wrong with me, but baby im a different kind
so let me try and find, whats hidden in your mind, i bet i can find a way for us both to fucken shine

im gettin on the grind
makin music for all the people who go and cry
all alone at night, ive fought that fucken fight
they need to know its alright to struggle and have a blight
but fuck it that aint right, i shouldnt give advice
my life on a thin string and i really want suicide
i dont wanna be the type, that leaves it all behind
cuz one day i'll be at the summit remembering the climb
i shouldve died twice
lets not make it thrice
hearts can't get colder than ice right?
you being so heartless is my only gripe
but without you i feel like i can't find the light

i wanna die
there aint nothin that can help me pass the time
there aint nothin that can help me feel alive
i been alone nothin new with the quarantine
wanna say im fine
and mean it and not lie
there's something wrong with me, but baby im a different kind
so let me try and find, whats hidden in your mind, i bet i can find a way for us both to fucken shine

snort another line
grab another knife
lead me like a kite
kill me with your bite
whip me like a bike
trip me like a mine
squash me like a fly and
hang me for my filthy crimes
hope youre satisfied
underground i lie
no one else in sight
to witness this pleasant delight

in the dirt i writhe 
craving cyanide
pondering how long it will take before im a geist

look me in my eyes
look me in my eyes
look me in my eyes
tell me itll all be fine
look me in my eyes
look me in my eyes
look me in my eyes
tell me its not all a lie

it aint all a lie
kick into overdrive
lets not waste any more time
before i end up with no life

none of this shit ever right
emotions aren't locked up tight
i dont wanna lose the fight
and end up taking my own life

i wanna die (prod. nejdos)

lyrics:

and i can't take anymore
i wake up tired and hating myself more and more
when did i get so bored
nothing is fun everything just feels like a chore

i dont wanna bide my time
i just wanna live my life
but i wanna live it the way i see it in my mind
feel like i got no time
thinking it will be alright
but im not too sure, been thinking about ending my life

gotta do somethin now
tired of feeling down
sick of the endless sounds
telling me to lay underground

and i can't take anymore
i wake up tired and hating myself more and more
when did i get so bored
nothing is fun everything just feels like a chore

i dont wanna bide my time
i just wanna live my life
but i wanna live it the way i see it in my mind
feel like i got no time
thinking it will be alright
but im not too sure, been thinking about ending my life

feelin stuck for a while and its time to get out
tired of this sad shit, its all i think about
need to do something to turn my life around
the first step is picking myself up off of the ground

and i can't take anymore
i wake up tired and hating myself more and more
when did i get so bored
nothing is fun everything just feels like a chore

i dont wanna bide my time
i just wanna live my life
but i wanna live it the way i see it in my mind
feel like i got no time
thinking it will be alright
but im not too sure, been thinking about ending my life

cant take anymoar (prod. yago)

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