Can’t let gang know I fw this too heavy😔

written, recorded, and produced by belak

ft. @sadboyprolific & @lunzero

Lyrics:

(belak)

overwhelmed 
but its all in my
all in my head
losing my sense of self
when im pouring up this cup again
wish that i could give a fuck about it but i dont and
i would tell myself that shit but its not true at all
and
really i care too much so i always take the fall
then end up down below 
with all this pressure i get

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

(sadboyprolific)

i hope you cry
i hope you die
i hope you bleed about me
and i dont mind it
everytime you try and tweet about me
they say my musics saving lives
i hope it keep residing
cant think about the place id be
if i aint even found it
got me dead
in my whole body
so im thinking bout it
got in the dirt
searched through the earth
and now im feeling grounded
already questioning my worth
you make it worse by doubting
pouring kerosene along the curb
it burns around me

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

(lunzero)

all in my head
i did it to myself again
cut off my friends
id rather live this way then to
open up my wounds
then try to bleed myself out dry
i thought that it might help me
but it wasnt worth the try
your never really gonna fill the void
so tell me
whatll be the breaking point?

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

yellow

overwhelmed

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overwhelmed ft. sadboyprolific & lunzero

written by me

produced and mixed by noah thomas 

mastered by chris gehringer

buried again

absolutely nothing

Bunnyboy

On Earth As It Is

Check out the Producer:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/sh4dowfigure
Airbit: https://neverforever.infinity.airbit.com
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prodneverforever
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/prodneverforever/

Lyrics
=========
Jealousy of all it breaks me down
Who do you call when I'm not around
Trapped in these walls and can't get out

This time I'll make it right yeah
No lie I've been workin on my own shit
Two times I fucked up and I missed
So you don't gotta hear a word when I say this but
This time I'll make it right yeah
I would watch it all burn if it makes you smile
And while I wash my old life
You could break my heart if it's one last night
I don't care who we are on the outside
These scars dig deep on the inside
Eating me away and I can't fight
So I wrote you this song
I hope you don't mind

If you do then I'll stay back
I lie awake and I laugh
'Cause every moment we had
Was the best I ever had
And if I do it all and get my bag
Would you see me or would you pass
Would you take me for one last dance
Would you ask me to hold your hand
These nights I try and I can't
Through my phone I see what you have
One face that I can't match
Is he the one is he your new man

Will he make it right yeah
Won't lie I'm still on my old shit
Three times I fucked up now I quit
You don't wanna hear a word when I say this

This Time

This Time [Prod. Neverforever]

the pessimist in me is always right

u said i was ur fire 
but those words were just a lullaby

but they don't help me to sleep at night
cuz everytime you talk i cry  
and i'm so hollow deep inside 
but in pain all the time

sorry mom
im on the drugs again
sorry bro
i understand ur pain
sorry friends
i hung up on u, im a mess
sorry dad
i take the pills

but they don't help me to sleep at night
cuz everytime you talk i cry  
and i'm so hollow deep inside 
but in pain all the time

but they don't help me to sleep at night
cuz everytime you talk i cry  
and i'm so hollow deep inside 
but in pain all the time

lullaby (pekarot)

--- lyrics ---
(So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone)

Love from a distance, I've been losing my mind
I can't fix it, vision starts to go blind
Don't solicit, blacked out no time
Lost cognition, I should've listened
I did so much to preserve our love
I don't understand where we went wrong
Vision blurry I'm starting to fall
Seems like you never cared all along

All the effort I would put in, you threw away so our love it is disputed
You treat me like I should've understood and I don't, I won't

So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone
So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone

Seems like our love is misconstrued
I think it's time to conclude
The only reason we're apart is your attitude
I don't have the time to follow through
I'm so tired of the misconceptions
Using my words as a lethal weapon
I feel so stripped down can somebody step in
Consequence you can only threaten

And I'm so sick and tired of the games, I thought I told you that I don't wanna play
You say you're different but I see you're the same, again

So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone
So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone

cross

Feels like a stick up...

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Lyrics:
I hate saying goodbye
I needed more time
I needed to love myself first
I needed more wine

I hate saying goodbye
I needed more time
I needed more time

I don’t wanna lose you
It’s coming true
All that I did
I did for you
I know it hurts you
It hurts me too
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know what to do

It feels like a stick up
Nobody move
Nobody move

I hate saying goodbye
I needed more time
I needed to love myself first
I needed more wine

I hate saying goodbye
I needed more time
I needed more time

It feels like a stick up
Nobody move
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know what to do
I needed more time
I needed more time

Bunnyboy

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