this is actually fire 🔥🔥🔥🚒🚒🚒🔥🔥

[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

what do i do what do i say

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

truce

Lyrics ⬇️ 

i wont tell em that im right
if i wake up and i want it
ima get it 
waste my time dontchu get it im not fine
i been tryin all my life an everybody switvhin sides
so what i gotta do to tell em i was right

im pickin fights atleast my parents think im nice
think twice
being honest oh my gosh i think im blind

yea tey to play me youll end up payin the price
never thought id say this but i feel alone at night
yea walk thru where they hangin in the back
I won’t pull up witta tool I won’t pull up wit a mac

yea you think you cool ima lay you on ya back
you been actin like a fool lemme show you where its at
if you hate me its okay im movin on
and i hope that if you ever hear this song
talkin bout you and that new man that you want
i hope they lnow that you had did me so damn wrong 

all he ever did was really talk
walk along the lines i felt like i could never solve
all these issues that hes putting in my paws
guess ill have to tell him off and tell her that hes gone

whyd i run away from everything that i want
i promise that i did everything but i took too long
so whyd i write the song to tell you how i feel
when i feel like i could rot

lemme rot away so i dont feel the pain no more
if i pull then you know yhat you mot safe no more
I dont need nobody else to play these chords
you’re acting like ur purpose wasnt there before
watch me do it all again
past tense where we used to be friends 
no more
i jus wanna know where you been 
I been layin down passed put on the floor

yea now hes gone but so am i
you killed a person with ur disguise
who am i to be if i wanted lies in my life i dont want it i just want you alive

rot. (yunnygoldz)

[yung cray]:

you say that I need help
idk how to reach out
the voices in my head they get too loud
but can you really turn my life around?

and I promise I will call you back when the time is right
but right now nothings going my way and I'm stuck inside my head
and I’m a poltergeist walk thru the night, the days here I am scared
and I don't wanna fix myself I lay up in my grave and rest


you say that I need help
idk how to reach out
the voices in my head they get too loud
but can you really turn my life around?

[safeatlast]:

i try my best to conquer my fears
but i get depressed by all of my peers
i cant stand to look in the mirror
cuz everytime i do im reminded bout the fact that ur not-

breathing
not been good at succeeding
why am i never leading

...the war against myself
im trapped in someone elses shell
how could i ever end up well

leaving
the place i reside is deceiving
... can i be somewhere else

[yung cray]:


you say that I need help
idk how to reach out
the voices in my head they get too loud
but can you really turn my life around?

and I promise I will call you back when the time is right
but right now nothings going my way and I'm stuck inside my head
and I’m a poltergeist walk thru the night, the days here I am scared
and I don't wanna fix myself I lay up in my grave and rest


you say that I need help
idk how to reach out
the voices in my head they get too loud
but can you really turn my life around?

deceiving ft. yungcray

you’re having fun (well i’m not!) (with Flowers For You and Yung Kell)

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

Sad chill - https://youtu.be/D5nlv64abY0?si=AyfLKLpZt0bGqaF2

lyrics ⬇️

crashin in a whole nother land
maybe this was not part of the plan
baby i just wanna hold your hand
way too long for me to even wanna let go

oh i wish you could understand 
but nothing that i do could make you really understand how

every person after you is worse off
and they wish they never met me in the first place

knock down
everysingle picture frame that im in
what about
all of those big diamonds and the necklaces
time out
cant you look at all those messages?
shy now
how could you become my nemesis 

no dont go
blue flowers remind me of you
yea i wish now days you didnt think i was rude

yea well ever since i left you, you dont want anything to do
with me
never got to even really see
our full potential could be
nothing cuz you had to leave me

why you always up in my mind
so long i bet you don’t recognize 
who i became when you had left
im barley the same but you wont check

Long nights i was locked up in my room
Like prom night, thought i had nothing i could lose
then i lost it all the second that you walked away
so now i hold my breath every songle other day

i wish that we got to go to the beach
let down never got to see the sea
never rest now
our love is lost like a receit
youre not nothing to me
but i hope one day we could work out

shy now (yunny goldz)

why do i do this to myself?
i never learn, it's fucking hell
i don't think that i'm doing well
and if i wasn't, i couldn't tell

will i get back on my feet
will i sleep out on the street
if i don't make it the way i thought that it would be

i should just keep my distance
i say it but nobody listen
i'm a pit, it's a dark existence
i can do it myself, i don't need no assistance

oh yeah, he's big talk and big dreams
oh yeah, he's new things and big schemes
all i'll leave is probably a legacy
for a second until they forget me

will i get back on my feet
will i sleep out on the street
if i don't make it the way i thought that it would be

Why Do I Do This To Myself

Spotify

WHY D0 ! D0 TH!$ T0 MY$3LF

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 

Take those yellow pills till I’m morphing 
I drink too much till I throw up in the morning 
I just told that bitch that I’m too busy recording 
I will strike you down for my family just like thorfinn
Your bitch , my bitch 
Cause ur never really on shit 
I don’t even really want it if I’m being honest 
Loudest
Cries will always be the loudest 
Crowded 
Why my eyes always drowning?

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me 
But she gave me..

Smackdown! (Prod.Bøjet)

[+ msg] fuck it ima burn the whole damn world
[+ prod] sailor x jolst
[+ music video]
https://youtu.be/_KH8QNcWegI

[+ follow me]
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www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

I just wonder what u thinkin
I be hanging wit my demons
fuck it ion ion got another reason
fuck it ima burn the whole damn world
burn the whole damn world
2x

god damn
u took my heart and then u ran (took my heart babe)
watch you slip right thru my hands
fuck a bitch I need my bands
but I would die tonight ill die tonight with you
I forgot why tf I miss you
I would try every day to find you, to find you

hook

now my stomach feeling nauseous
and this smoke got me coughing
gotta weigh out all my options
heart bleeding I. cant stop it
burn it down we in the crowd
I want you
undercover off the drugs
that haunt you
I would try every day to save you
I would try every way

hook

you’re having fun (well i’m not!) (with Flowers For You and Yung Kell)

idkconundrum

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