every erisu song

[PROD. BY TRECHOR BOY]
MIX & MASTER BY: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy

https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/gehrmanv

"N3V3R M33T Y0UR H3R0'S" ;(((

HOP UP ON MY EGGGROLLLL!! <333


LYRICS:


ERISU:

FACE DOWN put that  bitch UP in a K HOLE!!
YOU THINK ITS FUNNY TILL WE TOTING OUT THE DAMN POLES~

DEFEND A RAPIST,
TALK YOUR SHIT,
YOU AN ASSHOLE!!

AND CUS U SCAMMING ARTIST’s
HOP UP ON MY EGG ROLL!!~
BITCH!!!

I DON’T GIVE A FUCKKK!!
I DON’T GIVE A DAMN HOE!!

THIS STUPID BITCH SCAMMED THE WHOLE SCENE N THATS COOL?!

peep’s friend hit me up, just 2 talk about it 
AND WHEN U SEE Us OUT in  PUBLIC WE GONNTALK ABOUT IT’


YOU GOT 99 PROBLEMs but ur friend ain’t on3?
& Bedhead told the truth now & now we’ve already won
& d@vid d@vid, i don’t think you wanna talk about it..
cus everything i’m saying, you gon kill somebody for it?!

SO WHAT U SAYIN YEAH J@CK DID NOTHING WRONG??!
NO CONSENT, SO HE RAW DOGGIN’ FUCKIN’ HIS MOM’?!
& y’all just mad cus we stealing the scene from under your balls 
& do it better, me & trech r steady, fucking you all!!

TRECHOR BOY: 

I WOKE UP AND CHOSE MOTHERFUCKING VIOLENCE!!!
YOU DUMB BITCH, TRYNA CANCEL ME?!?! 
IN SILENCE?!?!
DELETE UR FUCKING CUNT FACE OFF THE INTERNET..
B4 U GET STRAIGHT SLASHED WITH MY BAYONET!!

EVERYBODY WANT A TRECH BEAT
“HEY BUDDY, WHERES MY TRECH FEAT.?”
-IM BUSY HITTING LICKS
AND MY COCK?
HOW BOUT U HOP OFF PLEASE?!

UR MULTIPLYING UR LIES JUST LIKE A SUPER-SPREADER
& IM SUBTRACTING YOUR ASS,
I DO IT FOR MY PLEASURE!!!


FRVR:

ELIMINATION
WE THE ONLY ONES, WE GONNA TAKE IT
FUCK THIS UNIVERSE IM GONNA BREAK IT
SELLOUT, U A BITCH IN THE MAKING

Yuh
Fuck
How you gonna sell the same feature
Acting like your up, but u broke and a tweaker
Bitch
On this song we the grim reaper
All your fucking fame is from acting like a creature

GEHRMAN
white twitter jits swear they pull strings like gippetto,
meat computer ironic since his bff a pedo,
yeah i’d block me too if i wasn’t even cute as me,
and rolling with a bunch of weirdos talking to some fucking teens,
twitter jit 1 u a bitch,
another pussy nigga up and shit,
white boys take the culture bleed it dry im hip,
imma scene queen and u more like a scene gimp,

ERISU:

FACE DOWN put that  bitch UP in a K HOLE!!
YOU THINK ITS FUNNY TILL WE TOTING OUT THE DAMN POLES~

DEFEND A RAPIST,
TALK YOUR SHIT,
YOU AN ASSHOLE!!

AND CUS U SCAMMING ARTIST’s
HOP UP ON MY EGG ROLL!!~
BITCH!!!

I DON’T GIVE A FUCKKK!!
I DON’T GIVE A DAMN HOE!!

THIS STUPID BITCH SCAMMED THE WHOLE SCENE N THATS COOL?!

peep’s friend hit me up, just 2 talk about it 
AND WHEN U SEE Us OUT in  PUBLIC WE GONNTALK ABOUT IT’

THIS FUCKING TWEAKER SOLD HIS SOUL 
4 SOME KETAMINE 
SO MANY 10’s ON J@CK HE LOOK LIKE JEFFerY EPSTEIN
I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU FRIENDS WITH GA$P 
IM’MA CLAP THAT ASS i want MY MONEY BACK

BREAK IV - ERISU X TRECH X FRVR X GEHRMAN [PROD. TRECHOR BOY]

INUYASHA [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

(prod. by Taz Taylor, Dez Wright, & Pharaoh Vice)

I KNOW YOU - LIL SKIES & YUNG PINCH [COVER] (prod. by Taz Taylor, Dez Wright, & Pharaoh Vice)

A GHOST WITHOUT A FRIEND [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

[Prod. HXRXKILLER]

MY LONG AWAITED LYRICS:

Feel the pain from the blood pouring down your sleeve feeling nothing but me leaving scars to bleed
Till you ran down to hide 
Yeah 
Don’t you lie 

Feel the pain your the same as you 
We’re before though you never implored you were such a fucking whore
Don’t you cry 
You’re fucking ugly
Yeah  when you cry 

Seven days now 
You never came out 
Like a call upon the phone whispered you’d let me die 
See the scars upon your face and torture in your eyes
I wish you’d let me exactly what’s been on your mind 
I wanna hurt you 
Because you hurt me too and I don’t wanna let you know 
The things that you made me do 

Revenge is on my mind 
Blood is clear in visual 
The pain is so insane I think I might just kill you too

I thought I knew you
I thought you loved me 
Too
But I see that you were lying 
 I got scars to prove 
Prove it to my face and show me your just comfortable 
Comfort in your skin and lies are just the usual 


I shoulda never trust a girl
That’s the usual 
I should’ve never given in because I’m used to you 
I’m used to you abusing me your 
Unforgivable 
love that pretty face
I can’t believe That we are through

VENGEANCE [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

I hope you all enjoy <3 much love to each and everyone of you

@erisu-san

EX GIRL FT. ERISU (PROD. DIAMOON)

[Prod, Diamoon]
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

Happy Halloween! <3

ARE YOU MINE? - FRVR X ERISU [Prod. Diamoon]

(Prod. Twon Twon)
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

Another song with my lover Skele <333
Real Sailor Moon type shit <3

BLOOD ON THE RACKS - LIL SKELE X ERISU (Prod. Twon Twon)

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

TEAR ME LIMB FROM LIMB, ALL I WANT TO SEE IS HER SMILE ONE MORE TIME, WHERE EVER SHE IS...

Lyrics:

Tell me what you want me to be
I’m tearing down these walls you’ve built between us
And even if you wanted to see
What I’ve built for us on the other side, 
I’ve lost my mind

So What the fuck did you mean to me?
I can’t answer all of your mindless questions!
You knew it meant almost everything!
Everything I fucking would’ve given to save us!

You don’t know the real me do you?
You only know what I wanted you to think of me!
The problems floating inside of me are endless...
Like the shards of glass piercing beneath my feet!

So Am I not good enough am I not enough for you?
I’m slowly falling apart pieces are breaking!
It’s not enough to see me die in front of you
You need me gone,
And lying on my knees!

So listen here while I scream out for you!
I need the closure of something everlasting!
YOU KNEW YOU MEANT EVERYTHING DON'T YOU?!
YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE I COULDN’T STOP LAUGHING

AND FOR WHAT THE FUCK THAT GUY DID TO YOU...
I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU’RE GONE AND SUFFERING!
BUT LET ME BE YOUR BANDAGE MY LOVE
Pour me down, LET ME SEE WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO FEEL

I don’t believe You need space 
You just wanted him 

I’m breaking out! no I can’t bare, YOU KNow!

BUT KNOWING YOU,
THERE'S NO GOING BACK
I'M ALL BUT FORGOTTEN,
I'M FADING It SEEMS!

So if you see me on TV, my love!
YOU KNOW I DID IT FOR YOU PROMISE ME YOU'LL SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME...

PLEASE PLEASE

SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME,
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME! 
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME [PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving....

Lyrics:

Are we a thing?
Are you with me?
Anxiety is heavy
It’s killing me

I’m a failed pop star,
I can’t feel a thing.
These pills I’m popping,
Xans I’m dropping,
I’m so fucking weak...

Seven nights a week, I’m dumbed out faded!
It’s not my fault I face my problems when I’m jaded!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving,
I’m dying out here with my heart blown to pieces!

I can’t pick them up, No, I can’t feel your love!
I feel the liquor hit my brain,
Then I’m going dumb!
I’m feeling numb,
Break my heart again, I promise love!
You won’t hear me cry again
When my heart stops!

Savor me! Savor me!

Give me all the fame!
Give it all to me!

It’s all I ever wanted, I would fucking bleed for this!
Just to see me happy; you know ignorance is bliss!

The memories seem to haunt me when I go to sleep,
I wake up crying with my heart beating patiently.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK, I JUST WANT IT ALL TO END!
WITH YOU AND ME, HAND IN HAND, FACING OUR DEATHS!


When my heart stops I’m a be rockstar,
Right now imma mediocre pop star!
I haven’t got anything to my fucking name,
But one day when I’m in the grave you’ll remember me!

Are we a thing?
Are you with me?
Anxiety is heavy
It’s killing me

I’m a failed pop star,
I can’t feel a thing.
These pills I’m popping,
Xans I’m dropping,
I’m so fucking weak...

Seven nights a week, I’m dumbed out faded!
It’s not my fault I face my problems when I’m jaded!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING BUT IT’S ME THAT NEEDS SAVING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING BUT IT’S ME THAT NEEDS SAVING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING! 
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, YOU’VE BEEN CRYING!
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, BUT IVE BEEN DYING!
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, BUT WHAT ABOUT ME??!!

I HAVEN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKING LEFT ME! FOREVER WILL I BE FORGOTTEN, DEAD MEMORIES!

DEAD MEMORIES...

FAILED POP STAR [PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

(prod. remghost)
https://soundcloud.com/remghost
Mastering: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

Lyrics:
Press the blade up on my neck and let the blood drain,
All my sins, wash away, let the demons cave;
cause everything seems to go wrong In the worst ways,
I promised I would never leave, but fuck I’m gone ain't I ?

What’s my self worth?
Who the fuck am I ?!
Who are you listening to me fucking cry?
What’s my self worth?
I’m leaking nothing works!
I’ve traded all my life to worship my empire of dirt!

Thank you pretty baby for all the heart ache,
but nothing hurts worse than the one you love being raped.
The pain stops when you put the gun to your brain,
And maybe then the bullet will help relieve the pain!

Fuck this world, fuck MY SOUL, I SWEAR I FEEL TO MUCH!
THE PAIN IT GETS Worse THough I FEEL MY VEINS BURST!
THERES NOTHING LEFT TO SAY EXCEPT IT GETS FUCKING WORSE!
AND WHEN YOUR DEAD, ITS LIKE YOUR LIVING; LIFES SUCH A CURSE!

Maybe I will suffer, maybe she will too?
Maybe she is right now, I can’t have a clue?!
Who the fuck am I? why do I feel pain?
When she’s the one suffering cause she got raped...

Maybe I will suffer, maybe she will too?
Maybe I will suffer, I promise I will too.

Maybe I will suffer, maybe she will too?
Maybe I will suffer, I promise I will too.

MAYBE I WILL SUFFER? (prod. remghost)

LOSE YOURSELF IN THE DARK WITH ME <3
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

ERISU:

I felt this way when I saw her in the moonlight,
She looked up at me she said imma be alright!
I told that girl That you'll be just fine;
But what will happen to me?
Baby I won’t be alright!

Tonight!
Moon light! 
I fell in love with a vampire, 
That’s right!
I fell in love with a blood sucker tonight!
She told me that she'd break my heart; baby that’s fine!

I love the way she loves to hurt me,
That’s alright!
She never really seem to really care about my life...
We’re by the edge,
Holding hands near the cliff side.
If she could she’d throw me off say GOODBYE!
Goodbye!
Daylight!

Hello, Moonlight!

Designer on my waist so I can tuck the blade tight!

Katana by my side Like Saya; Imma take her life!

...For a ride!

Tonight!

Gotta make sure Keep my baby out the sunlight

Tonight, Moonlight!

If she wants me dead, I’ll slit upon my throat,
Right?!

Tonight, Moonlight!

I gotta keep her happy even if it hurts me!
I'mma sucker for love even if she use me!
As long as I am with her, FUCK my life!

FRVR:

I'm bleeding out right in front of your eyes
Never moonlight never alive 
I love the way that she makes feel me inside
Before she rips me apart and says goodbye

Goodbye 
Suicide
If i wake up i'll be surprised
I got liquor in my blood and a chill vibe
I think i'mma go out in the moonlight

I'm getting fucking trippy from the psilocybin 
Never say you love me cause i know your lying
I got these chain around me in my head im screaming
Go to hell i'm fiending
Light my joint and breathe in

I don't even wanna feel shit
Get so high to just forget it
All the pain i cant forget it
So i take another hit

ERISU:

I felt this way when I saw her in the moonlight,
She looked up at me she said imma be alright!
I told that girl That you'll be just fine;
But what will happen to me?
Baby I won’t be alright!

Tonight!
Moon light! 
I fell in love with a vampire, 
That’s right!
I fell in love with a blood sucker tonight!
She told me that she'd break my heart; baby that’s fine!

NEVER MOONLIGHT - ERISU X FRVR [PROD. WELLFED]

(prod. by discent & weirdove)

I WILL SPILL MY OWN BLOOD FOR YOU UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO DRAIN.

LYRICS:

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The LIES that I was FED,
I THOUGHT You knew I TRUSTED YOU?!
You were my EVERYTHING,
I swear I fucking WORSHIPED you!!
BETRAYED, I’ve LOST it ALL; Now WHAT THE FUCK am I to Do?!?

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The lies WHERE I was BRED,
I KNEW I SHOULDN’T HAVE TRUSTED YOU!! 
There was NO POINT to BLEEDING if the SCARS aren’t MENDABLE!
That’s what I TELL MYSELF, but I know I’m just WEAK LIKE YOU!!!

Temptation on your lips,
The feeling isn’t mutual..
I swear I’m sick of you,
The thought is just uncomfortable!
You make my skin crawl; I can’t believe I loved you!
You don’t deserve my breath,
The least I can do is pity you..

FUCK! 
When I’m WINNING  I’m LOSING,
I’m SPIRALING DOWN it’s AMUSING,
The FEELINGS INSIDE are just OOZING,
SPILL ALL my BLOOD I FEEL WOOZY!

ALL of these DRUGS that I’m USING,
The WAY that I NUMB is ABUSING,
I can’t FIND MYSELF in these PROBLEMS,
But MAYBE I can MAKE A NEW ME!

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The LIES that I was FED,
I THOUGHT You knew I TRUSTED YOU?!
You were my EVERYTHING,
I swear I fucking WORSHIPED you!!
BETRAYED, I’ve LOST it ALL; Now WHAT THE FUCK am I to Do?!?

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The lies WHERE I was BRED,
I KNEW I SHOULDN’T HAVE TRUSTED YOU!! 
There was NO POINT to BLEEDING if the SCARS aren’t MENDABLE!
That’s what I TELL MYSELF, but I know I’m just WEAK LIKE YOU!!!

BLOODSPORT (prod. by discent & weirdove)

[Prod. Loopy]
https://soundcloud.com/prod_loopy

Lyrics:

It’s kinda funny how we fucked up, where’d the time go?
All our dreams, all our dreams, Out the window

It’s kinda funny how you do; I wasted so much time for you


Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Fuck you doing to me?! I can’t seem to let it go!
I fucking loved you but I guess that’s not enough for you!!
Break my bones again, and mend me till your heart's content!
Just slit my throat, the pain just never seems to fucking end!!

I swear I love you, but I gotta fucking let you go!
What you did to me was wrong, I hope goddamn know !!
You can’t repair the scars you made, the blood is on your blade!
Forever I would bleed for you; the hate is all I taste!!

Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

THE TRUTH [Prod. Loopy]

[PROD. IOF]
https://soundcloud.com/prodiof

SUISAI
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

ERISU:

You don’t know what it means to me..
'Cause I’ve been hurt more than you can see!
What lies beneath my skin is something unreal...
Behind your face shows a thousand ways to heal!

It’s okay, it didn’t really hurt for me!
My BLACK HEART captures all the pain numbing!
AND ALL MY EFFORTS BURNED DOWN InTO the Ashtray..
All I wanted is to feel at least something...

And Would you even care if I sent my soul to die for you?
IT’S ALL I WANTED was to see you goddamn smile!
Smile for me beneath the pale moonlight!
Because the darkness gets lonely sometimes..

And I believe you can save me somehow!
The way you look at me gets me through this HELL!
And maybe one day I will see the light!
But for now can you bring me through the night?!

Save me, Lover!
Savor me!

Tell my pretty lies..
It’s all I need!


I don’t need the truth,
I wanted fantasies!

So cut my eyes out!

And feed them to me!

SUISAI:

'Cause its been way too long!
I'm beat up the least you could do
Is just see through those promises you made a waste of space in us
What used to be beautifully
Crafted now rusted
Just blown to the edge of the cliff
It mustve been to late
Wish that you could relate
Wish all of the signs that you show
Wouldnt Lead to 
unfinished roads
Lucky i havent hit that dead end yet
Cause ive been through too much shit to be let down
again~ again~~
Painting pictures in my head
Of where everything worked out
Of where all this shit worked out

A THOUSAND WAYS TO HEAL - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. IOF]

FRVR X ERISU - NOISE [PROD. DIAMOON]

(prod. by discent)

You Are Eternal..


LYRICS:

Fill my lungs, I don’t wanna breath!
The man in my reflection just isn’t me!
I wanna come clean, bitch you changed me!
The blood on my hands just can't come clean!

You stabbed me soft with broken glass so I could feel!
I wanna thank you for all of the blood you helped spill!
'Cause knowing what you are underneath all my sweetest dreams!
You’re nothing but the whore who ruined FUCKING EVERYTHING!!

'CAUSE YOU WERE HURTING ME JUST TO FEEL!
AND I WAS WISHING THIS JUST WASN’T REAL!!

I SHOULD’VE KNOWN THAT NOBODY COULD EVER LOVE ME!!
I JUST DIDN’T THINK THAT YOU WOULD EVER HURT ME!

'CAUSE YOU WERE BREAKING ME JUST TO KILL!!
TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME JUST FOR A CHEAP THRILL!

YOU WERE ADDICTION IN THE DARK, 
THE LIGHT CAN'T STOP ME!!!
I WONT LET GO, YOU KNOW THAT YOU’RE MY DARKEST FANTASY!

MY DARKEST FANTASY (prod. by discent)

(prod. by discent)

It'll all end in the Dark..

Lyrics:

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I’ve been going crazy
going through some problems
Nothing helps me anymore I can’t solve them
You were all the reason I could find to face them
Now that you’re dead the xannies make me faceless..


Beat me,
Tear me down to pieces,
I’m not worth it!

Let me drown in my own blood 
Until I’m livid!

I can see them Watching, watch me close the curtains!

Say goodbye to all the shit that made me worth shit!


If you say that this is only for the better..
Why the fuck do I feel worse than I have ever?!

If you wanna know how I’ve been,
I’m still BREATHING!!
It’s the ONLY Way To know MY HEART’S Still BEATING!!!

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I'M STILL BREATHING! (prod. by discent)

(Prod. Jerseyian)
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

LYRICS:

ERISU:

Lost inside my head, bleeding on the inside!
If you wanNa take a break, I think you’ve lost your mind 
Cus I’ve been waiting I’ve been waiting for you all night! 
Just for you to tear my heart out, fucking love me I-

Fuck you think you're going? I can’t seem to grasp your time! 
What the fuck? where you been? who’s been on your mind?
Cus I can’t seem to get attention almost always I...
Seem to play second place in the worst ways...

Tears up on my walls, fuck you think you meant to me?
I haven’t been thinking clearly,  I can’t feel a thing! 
You must’ve thought that it really fucking got to me 
But I’ve been dead for a long time,
I’m numb to you

I’ll catch you in my memories, just think of me 
And maybe when we meet again; I will follow, lead
It’s not that I’ve been playing victim, I just wanna bleed
I wanted this from the start just ABUSE ME!

FRVR:

Shit fucking hurts
Nothing ever works
I can feel it in my veins
Why do i feel the pain still

Why do i crave these fucking pills
I need to make these dollar bills
Abuse me just to feel at all
Believed before now ill just fall

Apart
Everything i run from feels so close to me
Its dark
Every time i think about it i just freeze

ABUSE ME - FRVR X ERISU (Prod. Jerseyian)

[Prod. Wellfed]
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys


LYRICS:

I Found the words to say at the bottom of the Rosé,
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And
I say I say 
I say 
I say...


Look me in the face, 
don’t try to fade away!
Cut me from the shards of glass from your vanity 

And 
you say 
you say

What’s wrong with me?


It’s not like you can change this fate
I’ve been fucked up anyway

The morphine loves to play with me
I can’t cry drowned in ecstasy

But..
You were someone Who i didn’t want to hurt me
In the end I guess it never really mattered, aye?


And 
I cave..
I cave...

Please don’t leave me...



Everything has been so fucked up lately..
And all my memory’s have been eating at my sanity

And I break..
I break..

My mind..
 can’t take...

Lately I can’t get a grip on reality 
I’ve been Popping all these pills like it’s candy 

And 
I take..
I take

A Substance..
I hate..


It’s not like you can change this fate..
I would’ve kill myself anyways..

And 
I hate I hate

Who I am 
today



All I do is just masquerade
Act a part in the play I’ve made

And
I’m fake..
I’m fake...
Plastic and paint..



I Found the words to say at the bottom of the Rosé,
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And
I say I say 
I say I say 


Look me in the face don’t try to fade away
Cut me from the shards of glass from your vanity 

And 
you say 
you say

What’s wrong with me?




It’s not like you could change this fate
You would’ve hated me anyways..

And
you hate
You hate
The man I made..


All I do is just masquerade..
Make a living in the lies I’ve bathed in...

I’m fake..
I’m fake..
Plastic and paint..