The drop hits without overwhelming — BeatOrganic loves restraint.

Copy of Buzzing Pop

✨ Awakening isn’t just a song—it’s a moment.
A pulse that reminds us we’re human, alive, unbroken.
This beat is for every soul who refuses to be silenced,
For everyone rising into a new world with open eyes. 🌍🔥

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Awakening

La voix d’Eddy

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Give Me Your Heart, Give Me Your Soul

Give me your heart, give me your soul

Give Me Your Heart, Give Me Your Soul – Tokyo Moonlight

Eons

Lose your body

Light in the Static is the closing chapter of the trilogy that began with A Tear-Stained Journal and Shadows on My Skin. Where the first two tracks lingered in confession and darkness, this one steps forward into clarity, resilience, and hope — transforming scars and shadows into strength.
Original Version
A cinematic dark-pop journey blending whispered verses with swelling, atmospheric choruses. It captures the intimate honesty of writing in a journal, while the production builds into a powerful statement of survival and self-awareness. Both vulnerable and uplifting, it’s the sound of learning to rise from the wreckage.
Raw Version
Stripped back and exposed, this version leans into the fragility of the lyrics. Sparse instrumentation keeps the focus on the vocal delivery, as if the pages of the song were being read aloud in the quiet. Every breath and every crack in the voice is left untouched, creating an unfiltered connection to the heart of the song.
At its core, Light in the Static is a song about turning pain into purpose, recognising that every scar points the way forward, and choosing to breathe, feel, and rise again.


Light in the Static (Raw)

"to wonder why you are not "good enough" is paralyzing.... the thoughts and feelings spin and dig deep into your psyche and become debilitating....no one should ever have that power over anyone! remember to guard your heart, protect it and be choosy as to who gets to hold it." ~ SheRocks

Good Enough speaks to the soul-deep sting of doubting your worth—and the fierce reclaiming of your power. Written on October 22, 2011, it’s about rising from the ashes of emotional fallout, recognizing that no one should ever have that much power over your peace.

Lyrics like “I was a scared lil gurl… I’m better together without u” transform ache into affirmation. It’s not about settling—it’s about recognizing your value, in all your soft, gritty, complicated glory.

For anyone who's needed a reminder that you're good enough—and maybe even stronger without what broke you—this one's your anthem.

~~~ Good Enough ~~~

You are good
But you're not good enough
Sounds familiar
Yea that's what you use to tell her
That scared lil gurl
So scare of fallen
In love with you

There with you
Up, yea way up
Only to fall
Fall hard
When ya say I'm good
But not good enough

Yea you think you still got something
Something special
Yea, something of mine
You think I'll still go there
Somewhere special
To that place with you

There with you
Up, yea way up
Only to fall
Fall hard
When ya say I'm good
But not good enough

What ya think ya got
Is something you can't hold
Any more
No it's in pieces
All crumbling
To the floor

Guess ya could say
I fell too hard
When I was falling for you
Thinking you would
Catch me
Fell without a net
Fell hard
From the moment we met

Now I'm broke
And I know
I can't ever catch you
Unless you fall too

I know I'm good
Better than you
Thought I would
Of been
Take off
Fly, up and up
Fallen above
No I can't catch you
If you won't fall
Can't call it love

Yea you put me in my place
I was a scared lil gurl
Til I figured out
I'm better together without u

I can be polished
Or like sandpaper
Soft and cuddly
Or a lil gritty and dirty
I can be ugly
Or I can be pretty
I can be bad
Lord knows I've been good
Now I know I'm at my best
Without you

What ya think ya got
Is something you can't hold
Any more
No it's in pieces
All crumbling
To the floor

Guess ya could say
I fell too hard
When I was falling for you
Thinking you would
Catch me
Fell without a net
Fell hard
From the moment we met

Now I'm broke
And I know
I can't ever catch you
Unless you fall too

I know I'm good
Better than you
Thought I would
Of been
Take off
Fly, up and up
Fallen above
No I can't catch you
If you won't fall
Can't call it love

Good Enough

We sleepwalk into dreams that turn into nightmares as we wake

Deep Fake

I Swear It

A Universe of Beaches

Too Unkind

Outside

Dark Walls

all of heaven

Dedicated to a one woman on this earth, she knows who she is.

Universe

downtempo electronic reinterpretation of the original metal version

Shadowlands alternate version

Verse I
I stood with fire in my hands,
Volumnia’s daughter, fierce and wild.
I gave, but nothing came back to me,
The bond undone, the lover reviled.
He touched my skin but never gave—
Only hunger, only grave.

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Chorus 
This is the silence—
Where the wound still sings.
This is the scar—
Where I loved what harms.
This is the silence—
Betrayal bound in flame.
This is the scar—
I love him all the same.

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Verse II
Cleopatra’s star still burns my chest,
But ten sharp quills have torn my rest.
The bed denies me sleep or peace,
The wound remains, it will not cease.
The moon fell down, illusions broke,
Justice twisted, scales a joke.
And yet the world turned whole in me,
The scar became eternity.

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Chorus
This is the silence—
Where the wound still sings.
This is the scar—
Where I loved what harms.
This is the silence—
Betrayal bound in flame.
This is the scar—
I love him all the same.

⸻


Воздух в саду дышал за мной, деревья шептали: ты не одна.
Я замирала, и в тишине росло движение — без шагов, без тени.
Спокойствие мыло меня, а в груди — искра, между ног — огонь; я звала его волком, ещё до имени.
Я говорила о доме, о детях, о том, как уходит жизнь, — и слова ложились на его молчание.
Он не шел, не дышал — только пустота, что заставляла меня казаться безумной.
Вещи исчезли, в убежище оставлен тёмный отпечаток на подушке — знак, что он был ближе, чем мир думал.
Я кричала: появись, покажись — и слышала лишь своё эхо и шёпот духов под листвой.
Когда тишина стала плотью, я отвернулась — не дать ему того, что он брал у других.

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Bridge 
No temperance, only extremes.
Ice and fire, shadowed dreams.
Valentine’s chalice, sweet and vile—
I drank, I bled, I turned, I smiled.
Now the cage is broken,
The chains are gone,
But the scar still whispers
When I’m alone.

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Final Chorus 
This is the silence—
ørlög, seiðr, úlfur fang.
This is the scar—
manidoo nibi, miskwa song.
This is the silence—
Where the wound still sings.
This is the scar—

Scarred

chaotic good. creator and destroyer of worlds. master of none. creative catharsis (headphones please because— layers.) 

Debut album “VALOR” available on streaming platforms everywhere. Second half/album to debut October 25, 2025. :) 


semper prorsum nunquam retrorsum



Currently also writing/arranging/producing/providing backup vocals for Foundation Worship (Orlando.) 


Formerly known as “the quiet years / quiet years” (https://soundcloud.com/quiet-years)

Formerly part of The Franklin Expedition, Warpath, and Tearless. (RIP) 



Professional: www.tidesofthedesert.com 

Art IG: idol.heart or tidesofthedesert (personal: grrrlgotsoul) 

(Available on Spotify/ Apple Music)

Eons

idol heart

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