This is a song written, edited, and produced by myself. I done it with a very beautiful friend of mine that i featured called J. Hope. As you all know I'm all about the kingdom and i love good music of all genre, so all my music is for the most hight "JC", the one and only, and its also pumping. There's more to come fallow up on my Facebook.

Amazing

This is a brief autobiography about the track #‎BMA, i feel like i need to explain it because of its context. Keep in mind that i write my music based on realistic situations that we all go through wheather conscious or unconscious as Christian teens or just anyone is that matter, and who better to use as an example if not myself?. This track really isn't for the simple minded. You have my complete permission to share this to whom so you may want, infact i encourage you to do so. #‎SHARE #‎SUPPORT #‎LIKE
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We've all been in a certain situation or place in life that we find it quite difficult to escape, a place that you never thought you could ever find yourself in. If you're a Christian you would realise that life become harder when you finally decide to walk in the narrow road of Christianity. Temptation has seemed to be our major downfall and with the temptations of these days, it is so hard to live a righteous life, as we all know that, this generation has not only forgotten about the good old days, they now see Christianity as nonentity. It’s almost impossible to take part in the righteous way, and to take this journey serious (Speaking from experience). 
BMA basically speaks about addiction as it is mentioned in the title. In this track I spoke about the fact that, some people can be stuck with some certain addiction in their lives that they find very difficult to conquer. I called it "Beautiful Monster - Addiction" because it’s that one thing that you know it is not good for you and it is killing you softly but yet you keep doing it and you stay in it because of a certain pleasure it supplies you for a short time, you know it’s wrong but yet you cannot leave it thus "BMA". This can be related to any addiction anyone may have or has been through, and if you've really been addicted to something (even someone that have done you wrong or brings out the worst in you) then you know how hard it is to leave that thing or person. 
I wrote BMA when I was sixteen years old based on my experience of the addiction that really trapped me down as I went on with life from that period of time. Most people might not agree with me and might not believe me, but if you're a Christian, or not a Christian, you can still relate to what I am trying to say that Pornography is EVIL!! Yes I said it; it is Evil, it was my addiction. I never really understood the depts. of Its leads to destruction, I remember when I was introduced to it, it was all fun and games when I was younger , I thought it was cool, my friends and I would boast about it, we felt so proud of it, we felt so big, we saw nothing wrong in it, although the education system tells you that it’s a normal thing that happens once you reach your teenage years which I strongly disagree, just because its common doesn’t make it normal. As I got older I began to discover that this thing that I thought was normal was nothing but destruction, it brought me to roads I did not expect, something so small that looked harmless brought a world of trouble to me, a move that my younger self made that punished, and threatened to destroy my adult self. I really can't get into details on this but just know that it brought me to road of spiritual wives, insomnia, depression, self-hatred and issues that affected my flesh in every way like, relationships, family and mentality, even after I got baptized (hoping that'll be the end of it) it didn't stop, I would go like a month without falling, but when I fall I fall the hardest. The killer thing is that God blessed me with an ability to comfort people and advice, so when people talk to me about their problems I am able to help them and council them, some people see me as a righteous person that had the answers to everything, but yet when it comes to dealing with my own problems, I seem to find no solution, it killed me inside, I would fight it with every little part of me, but still no cure, It even got to a stage, I started hating myself, I wasn’t liking the human I see in the mirror. 
But yet it’s not all hopelessness, just because you were born, raised, taught, and disciplined that way doesn't mean it has to stay that way, you control the flow of your life. Christ gave me the strength to love and forgive myself and to be able to stand strong and fight back, I'm not trying to portray myself as this perfect human, I mean sometimes I do fall but he makes sure that I get back up on my feet to fight again. The book of Proverbs says “a righteous man can fall seven times and still get back up”, he knows you and he knows me, whatever it is don't give up but keep fighting until that one day when you beat it, and come out victorious. "He stands with Grace and proves himself” and says “we're gonna beat it no more falling again today".

Beautiful Monster - Addiction

Hello kind peoples, I'm John Lando AKA IDon't_BeCliche from Dublin Ireland. I love music, I write, Produce and edit music. Everything I do is my own unique creation from scratch, and I do it all for the most high and nothing less. I have a strong passion for music, to learn more, add more knowledge and even collaborate with compatible minds. My main aim is to spread the Gospel of my lord Jesus Christ through music on this domain. #JesusMuszic