bad mood w/ yungfuckingaff (prod. shinju)

end days (twins)

big thank u to @spookybands and beatsbydutchrevz
https://soundcloud.com/spookybands
https://soundcloud.com/dutchrevz

lyrics

this road getting too long
got me thinking bout the things that i messed up on
n i wasnt meant to learn
wasnt made for class
make best friends with a whiskey glass
rather hold a cigarette n my babys ass
guess life feels like its moving to fast sometimes

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

you wont find me no
im probably a state away by now
in a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me
in a brand new fucking town
n im sorry yea
i aint figured anything out
when i try to get high just to pass the time
and i watch the sun go down
i did some cocaine in colorado
with a girl from san fancisco
she told me shes a ballet dancer
but i dont think she wanna dance to this no
watch me swallow all my friends like pills
i dont think that love exists no
but im traveling on this road here still
and i got no plan to quit no

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

road w/ spookybands [prod. beatsbydutchrevz]

lets wait out the storm

Featuring heylog: @heylog

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

[heylog]
Save me before I use this knife
This pain grew on me over time
I wish I was a kid my whole life
'cause I see things that I feel sorry for my eyes

So baby I'm crazy
Don't think you could date me
But I don't have problems
Like your drinking habits
She goes out for the night
To hangout with some guys
Who could care less for her
But she doesn't seem to mind
No she doesn't seem to mind
Mom's worried sick
And dad's tryna ring her line
But she don't pick up
She's gone for the whole night

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

garbage

welcome

not home. - welcome w heylog (Irby)

prod. sorrowbringer

the essence of your perfume stays on the shirt i wore that day 
i try to wash it out to forget the pain
but it seems that i've caught to a plague

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same
since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

so i take myself right back
whenever i meet someone new
but no one's ever just like you
i never knew of the chance i blew

and now i sit, all alone in the shed
pessimistic about what could be next
it's hard to think when you're over the edge (over the edge)

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same
since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same

(yeah) hit the gas we floor it at the red light
(yeah) 'cause no one really cares if we crash and die
(yeah) you gotta feel the wind to fucking feel alive
(yeah) if you're looking for my body look under the tires

perfume

This will be my last track for awhile since I am starting college, hope you enjoy and a huge thanks to my friend Kirsten for joining me on this song! We've got some pretty fire songs together but this one is truly my favorite! 
Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7aBem4wXAnrJFebJwpyTp1?si=AivQKSiMROeouV11Lokjtw

lets wait out the storm

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