Fatal's Forbidden Files

too obnoxious (prod. stellrr!)

your stepdad x idkfatal - #RipTheKids (stellrr! x merkurii)

living a lie (prod. 10STAR x VIGI)

it is worthless for me to try again (MannyBeats)

No I don’t really got hoes 
Only bros around me 24/7 that’s how it goes 
I just talk bout those couple bitties in my past don't associate wit them no more I can’t last long 
hollup
Not in bed in a relationship apparently 
It’s not like I went ahead and asked one of them to marry me 
I’m barely 19
once I find a girl of my dreams 
I’m buying the ring 
But it’s gon get returned in the Spring
I’m fighting the urge 
To keep a braud instead of a fling 
I might get attached 
Especially if she pull the strings 
Fuck a bitch get back in my bag
You know what I mean
Fr imma spazz on the beat then sleep inside of her sheets
To feel on her body ody ody
She heating up hotty toddy 
I’m Motor-boating like yachty 
Not sober I’m off the oxi not the codone 
Oxy clean to keep her stains up off of me 
If shit get dirty I ain’t worried I could leave whenever cus I’m not a bozo

At least I thought I wasn’t 
They try to come back in my life for favors like I had a lottery coming 
My feelings back in forth like the pacer a whole lot of running 
Someday the dedication paying off itll amount to something 
Maybe I’m taking a chance 
my music don’t blow I’m losing these bands 
Sliding to underground shows for the free so on stage I do my dance 
Ok I’m bussing it down on tape 
Ok Looking zestier than drake
I’m impressing her she could be my bae
If I message her then she MIA 
But fuck it I’m getting this bag tho
Not sharing it feel like an asshole 
Rely on your parents what the fuck do u brag for 
Still got daddy mommy issues that's dope 
Never been to prison I ain't drop no soap
Got the smith n wesson pointed at your nose
Let's play Russian Roulette how long can you go 
How long can you go till you faint on the floor 
Fall on the ground cus u feeling that pressure 
Everything that occurred between us should prolly just stay off of the records 
Nobody need to know about our past but I made our past a lecture 
Honestly glad I got experience but I should’ve left her sooner
God damn cat smelt like manure

i cant last long (prod. jaytheswiper)

Forgot how to breathe while smoking weed 
Gon have a heart attack 
Or anxiety 
In my defense 
At least I don’t try that poppy seed 
Cus genetically it could be the end of me 
Already feel like shit why’d I wanna feel worse 
Tryna find the method to exonerate the curse in the universe 
I don’t know what to do 
But imma start taking you to the room 
Yea If u wanna go there 
U can scratch my back and in response I’ll gently pull hair 
I might get carried away in the moment so just beware 
Shit well I meant be aware 
There’s no reason for you to be scared 
We’re apple and pear
Each one of a kind 
Haven’t felt like this inna very long time 
Didn’t fall from the same tree 
But somehow we both taste amazing
Still ripe and in our prime 
Not completed rotted by our twisted minds 
Struggle wit mental health that doesn’t define us 
Avoiding the violence 
Got Scarred by a Pisces 
Now They wanna fight me 
Cheated on me ha 
That’s their loss they ain’t realize that shit till they met some guy without a purpose 
And got hurt not saying they deserved it cus I’m over it now 
Met a new chick born with same stars in the clouds
Yea maybe I can finally start something new 
And I won’t look back 
Fuck my past 
Honestly only thing I gain from my ex 
Is good technique when I hit it from the back 
I Used to put my brain at ease by packing a dab 
But 2023 a t break till I get peer pressure influenced and prolly relapse 
That’s just how it is 
Strictly business 
This ain’t 2022 
When I pull up to the stu 
Imma spark a blunt up in the booth 
Never smoke shitty weed 
I got that shit printed on two white tees
But I needa quit tho focus on my priorities 
Restructure my whole ass daily routine so I keep myself busy working out it means more to me 
I’m blowing up so imma give em more to see
I’m starting to realize how much I’ve been lacking on this whole life thing
Like I know I’m still in college
And Spend way too much time chasing hoes 
Spent too much time talking bout hoes 
And on top of that I'm only known as a fucking SoundCloud rapper

Forgot how to breathe while smoking weed 
Gon have a heart attack 
Or anxiety 
In my defense 
At least I don’t try that poppy seed 
Cus genetically it could be the end of me 
Already feel like shit why’d I wanna feel worse 
Tryna find the method to exonerate the curse in the universe 
I don’t know what to do 
But imma start taking you to the room 
Yea If u wanna go there 
U can scratch my back and in response I’ll gently pull hair 
I might get carried away in the moment so just beware 
Shit well I meant be aware 
There’s no reason for you to be scared 
Yea If u wanna go there 
U can scratch my back and in response I’ll gently pull hair 
I might get carried away in the moment so just beware 
Shit well I meant be aware 
There’s no reason for you to be scared