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needed you, what happened to all your friends?

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friends

guitar by me
second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

say I'm so deranged I'm so insane but all I really need
is your touch and all your love, don't you take that away from me
but burn myself with the lighter that I stole so
please don't hide, I want you till were old

I wanna come back like were healthy
she's getting skinny she said this aint for me
you call me rusty, you call me dirty
but are we helping, all our hurting

second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

- stupid mockingbird

rusty, dirty

full credit to the owner, as i do not own any of this content

jaydes - disassembled

https://open.spotify.com/track/4t6fNE7JadOLuJiehoWS1o?si=70901db5abd34748

why dont you walk away
play your part
don't even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours
lets find another way out
time is only running out
but youre scared

my dear ive been waiting all night
just kill me inside with your
tongue twisted lies
my dear i hope you find whats right
cuz im tired of waiting for the right time

why dont you walk away 
play your part
dont even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours

my dear i’ve been waiting all night

https://www.instagram.com/trulyhatelondon

episode 1: after he find out the secret about the love his life (his ex fiance) and best friends had set him up. after finding out this light a fire inside him and his decides to put a hit out the super star couple as REVENGE. but notices the letter disguised as an eviction notice is signed in her name....

i really hate secrets

lyrics,,

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

was it something i said
that changed your mind?
why? i gave you all my time
oh time
is such a lonely thing
listen

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

i wanna be someone else

time is such a lonely thing

so lost w/casper's pishouge

https://www.instagram.com/trulyhatelondon

episode 5: after arriving in london the two start wasting the days away falling back in love. its like nothing LA ever happened. they need to continue laying low locals are starting to wonder. local police have been seen talking to them about the two. her banks have been locked (assuming a tactic from the police). everything’s going to shit. and he just wants to go home.

I REALLY HATE BEING HOMESICK

*REUPLOAD FROM 2024* 
https://www.instagram.com/trulyhatelondon/

Breath (reuploaded)

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf

too far gone (Deluxe)

it's hot outside

forgotten & lost

winter mood (feat. GUSII)

It’s whatever (w/exiqutee)

An alternative take on Christmas away from the traditional pop classics and into the darker corners of that time of year, where some people struggle and suffer.

Wake Up The Children

Mood (feat. Wer$e & Bluchrist)

Fear. Is knocking on your window and saying can you let me in. Your young and anxiety isn’t a thing it wants to weaken that and it’s about the Fears you grow up with and that you should live in the Present otherwise the thoughts of the future will lure you in but because it’s not physical your drawn to fear of the unknown…

Drawing on harmonies. Bigger than life instruments and slapback vocals to show the fragments of the present and the future…

Fears In Your Future.

I really f*cking hate london

Ig: @trulyhatelondon

I REALLY HATE BEING HOMESICK

i really hate london

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