the weight i’ve always carried
greater than i could ever tell
but i could never reach my home
if i’m nailed into the ground
i’ve never quit
complication is the hole you stabbed in me
never again
i miss when i could call you a friend
these two paths lead straight to hell
run out that door
what have we done here will never grow
i can’t wait for snow
the windows that shape the skyline are here to guide your way to enter eternal life
don’t come look at me
the sky moves so slow
don’t come look at me
its all I’ve ever known
you can’t help me
the scenes forever
birds fly by
this shit is tethered
you can’t help me
The scenes forever
birds fly by
this shit is tethered
all I’ve known
all i’ve known
what should i say?

Where the sky meets you

slave trade- all my wishes were thrown down a well and should die there

#screamo #skramz #socal #diy
lyrics: You take me in bury me in your skin leave while I bleed, just let me be, 
And I hope you go somewhere far from my home, hope you go somehwere far from my home, you bury me in, a graph full of your skin

Infected with your lies

alinah - Autumn Leaves

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I've severed ties with God
But it's taken its toll
I can feel it on my soul
And through my hollowed out skull

A shell of who I am
Now playing sacrificial roles
Where I can never see the end
It's fallen out of my control

It's out of my control

Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me
Slaughter me

Goodbyes written with a letter taped to the bed
It's just another cold December where
Misery has spread
Broken glass beneath me in
Every step that I take
Every foot ahead of me is just another dumb mistake

ilostmyfaithanditmademequestionmyownsanity

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A kiss of death
Remember me by it
And I know
It's hard to find
Someone
Who loves you like I do
Tear me apart
It's up to you

She died
Really pretty
Doing what
She loved
Manipulation
At it's finest
Such a cruel, cruel girl

A kiss of death
Remember me by it
And I know
It's hard to find
Someone
Who loves you like I do
Tear me apart
It's up to you

Oh-oh
It's up to you
Oh-oh

Oh-oh
It's up to you
Oh-oh
It's up to

she died really pretty

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I want to be a child again
I don't want more regrets
I wanna erase all of my mistakes
I really miss being a child

I'm afraid of my own damn face
So afraid of the future, it's coming now
I'm afraid I can't escape from this hell
I just want to be a child again

Let me return to innocence
I can't help but reminisce
I just want to be a child again
I just want to be a child again

I can't help but mourn the past
All this time, that has passed
I can't help but cry
I can't help but cry

i want to be a child again

brighter side i've never seen unravels
cross out this blank slate, for you have shown me truth to a darker kind of life, i'll seep through and i can't turn around, it only feels right to be one with you and it tears me apart. a path closer to separation, seep through my heart as your kind smile infiltrates my soul, glancing back on the things we used to do it only makes things hard it only makes things further out of reach, i've sewn up my heart no you cant save me torn the thread you've blemished my view so ill do nothing but we'll stay coalesced forever only by vulnerability,
state of impermanence sympathetic waves break the mold

she died really pretty

itsdecemberandwemustbebrave

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