music video: https://youtu.be/fatrSFEIkpw 

lyrics:
i was cold, so alone
found the warmth of your heart
holding hope, growing close
this was home from the start

never known where to go
but i’m home in your arms 
there’s a glow full of hope
it’s a sign from the stars

home

sadboy romance

sadboy romance (prod. inkivi) [ON SPOTIFY]

CORPSE x Bring Me The Horizon

Burn me out like cuts
Fade out when Centralia does
Nostrils offa dust
Or like veins too many needles touch

If pain is beauty, im a pretty bitch
Got too quiet now they're whispering

If you blink then you might miss it
Every hour is a week
I dont need sympathetics
I just need some room to breathe
Do not fucking talk to me
My genetics got me tweaked
Running from myself
I cant blame em' when they leave

Time, slips
A, way
Burn, out
Dont, fade
Dance, on, my, grave

I will never be them
I will never be them
I will never be them
I will never be them
I will never be them

My mind is a mosh pit
Think i might've lost it
Starting to believe there's only one way i can stop this

If pain is beauty, im a guillotine
You bring the match, ill bring the kerosene

Let the gabapentin set in, suffocate me in my sleep
Adderall to wake up, omeprazole to eat
Do not fucking look at me, paranoia got me peeved
They say they want to help, but they always fucking leave 

Leave me by myself
Leave me DND
Leave me in the dark
Leave me with these things

Tell me that you love me, i know all your talk is cheap
Baby, im a code mistake, i was never meant to be

(CORPSE)

Time, slips
A, way
Burn, out
Dont, fade
Dance, on, my, grave (burn out)

I will never be them (I will never be them)
I will never be them (I will never be them)
I will never be them (I will never be them)
I will never be them (I will never be them)
I will never be them

I will never be them


I will always be a
Code mistake

CODE MISTAKE

music video: https://youtu.be/U2gA0JS8up8

lyrics:
time slips by
thoughts of death that haunt me every day
i’d die to say goodbye
i never got the chance, but it’s too late 

is it useless? this void still remains 
i’ve been through this, i’ve tried to numb the pain

time slips by
but every night the grief remains the same 
i’ll try to find the light 
i’m finding solace in the darkest place 

is it useless? this void still remains 
i’ve been through this, i’ve tried to numb the pain

fragments

prod. @flwrs

[lyrics]

you kept me safe
you kept me warm
then on that day
you went away
you have a good heart but youre angry
and you have the right to be
people hurt you a lot but youre guarding it tho
yet you still fucked me over

you left me here all alone
you left me here by myself
you came back then you left alone
but now i dont know who i should trust
(x3)

throat closed i dont know i think im losing my shit
falling inside of the pit
i think thats what insane is
my emotions get the best of me
im dying inside
run and I hide
run and i hide
block out the people even you
now its myself but you should be here too
i ran
my fault
you hurt
,my loss

I left you alone
I left you by yourself
and i came back then I left again
and Im sorry you dont know who to trust
(x3)

she said I said [prod. flwrs]

featuring @gehrmvn
prod. @flwrs

[lyrics

brains blown body ache 
lungs fucked cancer ate
eyes sore vision blurry
can the fucking day hurry 
always quiet never shy
always mad so no replies
I hate everyone so don't ask why 
I swear I'm not a nice guy
stare at everybody I don't fuck with you 
ima do the dash so good luck to you 
fade away like a poltergeist
stay in the dark I'm hoarding light 
I'm always in the cut like a fuckin uhhh chef knife?
I'm a negative sad fuck I remember the fucking bad luck I still suck
I'm brainwshed and all of y'all are still washed fucking OGs crying everyday like you fell off
I'm ecstatic like a junkie with a needle tar my shit up 
I remember the good old days on YouTube with machinima
always agitated a shitty state I reside in
I'll flatline myself no health bar suiciding
hollow knight shit battle the shadow I'm grinding 

(gehrman)
Black roses sprinkled on my motherfucking casket,
Prayers from my mother like its something of death wish,
I am like my father but created with a killswitch,
can never feel happy life is something to contend with,
All my idols have been dead and buried except for,
earl and eric andre so dont go and die in a hurry or something,
I can barely function,
Heart racing when im slumped,
Off the drugs and sins by the devil's word and instructions so,
I guess im like a black hole,
Sucking the fun out im wasteful,
I cant see the moments im a pessimistic asshole,
Blowing out my brains,
your bitch mouth on my dick,
They say im not the same,
I roll with different cliques,
Im not worried bout the ties that i tie and then i sever,
not a good boyfriend she bring shine i bring dark weather,
And all these rappers look down on me,
Boo hoo bitch yall be lookin at the dirt yall see

im tired w/ gehrman [prod. flwrs]

w/ @demxntia

manga for cover art: friendseater club

[lyrics]

cant talk much cause everybody just sucks now 
please dont hit my line cause i dont wanna see you come around
no new friends cause i only need my team
and we moving through the shadows fuck i give about a scene aye
(x2)

stuck up in the trenches but no i dont give a fuck
and im trapped inside the void cause im moving with bad luck
times goes by and i cant stop shit
heart still cold and i cant stop this
i dont wanna talk and i dont wanna reply
and im sick of all you fakes that always say you wanna die
never had a problem you just tryna get some plays
but we see through all your lies and your bullshit youre fucking lame
must be nice to never ever have a problem
only in your music cause you know you do not got them
making up these lies but you looking like glass
tryna be relatable youre nothing but some trash

cant talk much cause everybody just sucks now 
please dont hit my line cause i dont wanna see you come around
no new friends cause i only need my team
and we moving through the shadows fuck i give about a scene aye
(x2)

[demxntia]
cant talk much pussy boy you can miss me
i dont even really give a fuck if you diss me
bitches getting mad cause theyre goofy no disney
stay mad you aint coming up with me
and all you fuckers still lame that aint change yet
boy your parents bought your car why you flexing?
stop looking like a clown for a second
before i show you thats a one way exit

cant talk much w/ demxntia

@xcelestia

manga for cover art: jinrou game

[lyrics]
feeling miserable today
same thing as yesterday
dealing with this shit like it's clock work and I can't wait to finally go away 
another 24 another headache
another 7 days I don't wanna be awake
take me to the gallows and I'll hang with the trees
you can throw me to the birds so I can find peace
never ending nightmares on my mind 
I don't really wanna waste my time 
been there done that I don't wanna go back 
I just wanna fix my fucking life 
dealing with my problems you don't know
walking down this road and I'm all alone 
everything's dark and I can't see shit
I just really hope that my life ends quick 

baby it's true
baby it's true
everything I feel
baby it's true
(X2)

[celestia]
trying to taste little bits of heaven 
i felt it in my body
time to reassure the damage 
this is how it was before you met them
so insecure oh caring is a damn chore baby
this is how our lives are shaped
just give it one more day 
times just been slow lately
this is enough
this is enough
i'm driving so fast
there is no looking back
you act like there was a past 
this is enough 
this is enough

still searching w/ celestia

w/ @demxntia

produced and mastered by demxntia

manga: flowers of evil

lyrics

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something i don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because 

frozen winds always break me down but I break down shards like a glass wall
stuck in rooms indecisive 
stabbing backs I'm rising tryna figure it out 
but everything a bleed out and I need out everybody keep out 
I don't wanna be the best I just wanna be enough for you
all along the paths in this road
darkness follows me where I go
and I'm waiting
and you know that 
I'm just waiting for a chance 
bleed out
now I'm knocked out
I just wanna be the best for you

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something I don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because

[demxntia]
wanna go back
back to the place i once knew
back wen i was still w/ u
feelings so cold got nothing to lose nah
follow the tracks
words that i couldn't retract
everything i coulda had
but nothing ever last
something is missing tonight
can't fill the void in my life
im at the end of the road
with nowhere left to go
and i can't see the light nah
drifts around my head

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something I don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because

downfall w/ demxntia

mastered by @demxntia

[lyrics]

everything is dark and im roaming without a heart and im running out of time and i cant even see the light
can you help me?
can anybody help me?
(x2)

tired all the time i dont wanna do this again
everybody fine but im waiting for it to end
i know im not the best person
i know why im always hurting
self destructive acts but its my fault
i been always waiting its my downfall
kinda look like im just a masochist
i dont wanna wake up after this

can this all just end? (x2)

everything is dark and im roaming without a heart and im running out of time and i cant even see the light
can you help me?
can anybody help me?
(x2)

i just drank some alcohol cause im fucked up
i be doing it all the time cause im fucked up
drinking away all my sorrows
if i go to sleep i dont wanna see tomorrow
everything is faded colors all i see is gray
i dont really care i never feel okay
motion blur toggled on my sight
wish i was kidding but i hate my life

can this all just end? (x2)

everything is dark and im roaming without a heart and im running out of time and i cant even see the light
can you help me?
can anybody help me?
(x2)

drowning myself

this song inspired me long time ago <3

Trees of Eternity - Black Ocean 

Oh my love,
Will we make it through this night?
Overshadowed
By our minds.

Do we further entwine?
Through the

Ocean
Of deep and endless night.
Ocean
Calling from inside.
Calling from inside…

No tomorrow.
Nowhere to hide.
Ocean of sorrow
Just taken by the tide

To be further aligned
To the

Ocean
Of deep and endless night.
Ocean
Calling from inside.
Calling from inside…

leiiani - black ocean cover (Trees of Eternity)

leiiani～

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