brawling my eyes out

Vezal

LVL - A$AP Rocky (Instrumental + Slowed + Bass Boosted)

Failing all my fucking classes
I dont want to pass them
Everythings so bad and i want to quit
Nauseous, i feel so exhausted
I dont want to talk and
Please just go fuck off and
Leave me alone

And i know its all so shit
I just wanna sleep in
And i know the game’s all rigged
So ill just fucking quit

Sleep In

teeth (you)

spit in my face // slowed

HIGH

east coast - alex g

newgen fakecels..

if you're a girl and single, DM me... maybe..

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling detached
There's no coming back
I wanted to say that
I hate you
The hate in my heart
It drives me so far
Away from the things that
I always knew

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

[Verse 2]
You're all getting kids
You're all bowling pins
That I would strike down
If life was a game
So thoughtless and cruel
You think you're so cool
I don't think you deserve
Another day

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?
I miss thе one that I know I lost
I miss the one that I lovе a lot
Drinking again in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

The Love I Lost - Fried by Fluoride

Where I got it from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wzx5omy2Ga8

Fried By Fluoride - From The Start

Where I got it from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKACUspriis

Fried By Fluoride - Lonely

Decalius - Loneliness

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

Alien Blues

Tired of wanting to add this to playlists and it not being on soundcloud so im ending my suffering

Buds

Surf Curse-Freaks

Where is my mind (Slowed)

from 'room' out on all streaming platforms December 6th. 

Preorder is live:
https://liveslower.bandcamp.com/album/room

room

sundots - small

eyedress - jealous (slowed)

my attempt at using an audio interface and DAW. I want to drive off a bridge

Gloom 4Ever

Stay in my room all day long
I need to get a job
but I cant because im messed up
scared of everything and everyone
I stutter and stare anytime that anyone talks to me
and at this point I wanna drop out of society

Im an agoraphobe
so scared wherever i go
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

terrified wherever I go
something's wrong me and everyone knows
they all realize that something's up
they know that I'm a fuck up
never moving forward again
beat down by the shit in my head
I just wish that my life was fun

Im an agoraphobe
so scared wherever i go
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

Agoraphobe

im never speaking again
too much dumb shit that ive said
so much dumb shit in my head
i would be better off dead
i would be better off gone
i am a fucking retard
i fuck everything up
i make my life so hard

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

im never making new friends
my life has come to an end
people think i am a sped
why am i so retarded
just put me in the grave
i dont know how to behave
i cant communicate
i am a fucking dumbass

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

spaz attack spaz attack
didnt mean to fucking say that
spaz attack spaz attack
too many things that i cant take back

Spaz Attack

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
I fucked up my whole life and i never was aware of it
I wish i could go back
I wish i could fix the past
But im handicapped by the choices that i have made

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
But its hard to care when the worlds so careless
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
Everyone hates me, even my parents

Im so ashamed
Ooooo
Im so ashamed
Oooo
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed

Somwthing is wrong with me
I am always so confused
I need to fix my life 
But i dont know what to do

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
But its hard to care when the worlds so careless
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
Everyone hates me, even my parents

Im so ashamed
Ooooo
Im so ashamed
Oooo
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed

Embarassed

Feeling burnt out and feeling so bad
I try to do stuff but I give up so fast
I want to progress and I want success
But it's hard to do that when I'm always so stressed

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out

Feeling so numb and feeling so dead
I want to enjoy the things I like again
But I'm messed up and everything hurts
I'm starting to think things only get worse

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out now

brawling my eyes out

jeremiah