@violetxx9

Second chance, second life
Can't decide, you or I
Fingers locked, intertwined
Love and hate, suicide
What's the price? I don't mind
Take my soul, it isn't mine
Better luck another time
Send me up, I'm paralyzed
Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

Skin to skin, bruise to bruise
What's it like being you?
I can't think, I'm confused
I cant speak, my words removed
Wait for spring, my heart will bloom
& hold you like we didn't move
Nothing changed, inhale the fumes
and realize I'll always lose

Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

bruise prod violet

prod. tlz sxmya

he fallin back we not gon leave him behind
come get what you want imma just show you the signs 
if he puttin racks up then he gotta know its mine
if you not about that then u dont gotta do that time 

like why did he say that im in the backroom and im chillin w a bad bad 
my brother go way back we in the high rise and he pull up w a gat gat 
like why did he try that 
i got a 556 leave that boy with a eyepatch
beatin that boy with a bat bat take his lil snapback momma see the news onna ipad
he wanna run it like track 
run up he wont im not turnin my back 
i got evisu sit on my lap 
brand new a6 and the windows all black 
on that lil shit dont try it 
im in the trap and i feel like im dying 
you see the new wheels lil bitch whinin 
my wallet in office not talkin joe biden 
like what did he talk bout 
boy u been in too deep no cop out 
im in that brand new whip i ride round 
i like her hair when i ride with the top down
we in the bando
tryna fuck on her friend tho 
run it back gotta change the lil end note
we in the back imma see where her hands go 
she tryna cuff i wont give her a chance tho

the signs

[i don't rly like this song anymore
but was convinced to drop it anyways]
@digipak @r1yy

ur losin me by the second
n im stuck
tryna find the second exit
lost it

have i lost it will u be honest
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't sit well in my throat
like i was drinking a cheap tonic
rly hope nobody knows
all of the shit in the past 48
thas been up in my nose

u can go thru my phone girl
js dont go thru my notes app
unless u rly wanna throw up
can't think i'm 2stuck
she wna fk up my life
i wldn't duck if she tried

i wna be flexible
tryn bend backwards like sheet metal
hope my head don't meet metal
by the time i do wna fix myself

finally fix myself (x2)

yea, whoa,
it's like half past midnight
girl i luv talkin 2u
i been so damn depraved
think im catchin feelings
wish u knew
n i feel replenished by ur presence
like electrolytes
y don't u come lay wit me?
we can both turn off mental lights
n js be 2gether

ur losin me by the second
n im stuck
tryna find the second exit
lost it

have i lost it will u be honest
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't sit well in my throat
like i was drinking a cheap tonic
rly hope nobody knows

electrolyte @digipak @riyui

@gmodravemix
my  voice was recovering from a bad cough when i recorded this i think my vocals sound like shit but im going to drop this anyways

spotify

stay hidden prod og

prod martyr & phoenix
<3

cant you say something useful for once
i run away and it burns thru my lungs
blood on my tongue
it's easier to fill my brain with nothing else but your voice
i know it's not good for my head but i cant take all of the noise
i like to be all my own i dont concern myself with boys
if thats so true then why do i talk to them like i have no choice :/

i dont want you to want me
its easier if theres nothing there
destroying me slowly
its better to act like the one who cares

dont tell me you want me 
get weak with every heart that you spare
cant i feel like i won just this once
truth is that i'm just as scared
now its been over a year and im still as terrified
bad intentions i dont think ill ever find the right guy
i should work on myself but when someone likes me im surprised
doesn't even matter cus i cant make up my own mind

chlorine (martyr & phoenix)

@vampiremutual photo by @zzoos

damn
yasuyuki ishii yea, she stay in my business yea,
my flow dirt like dishes, im the top percentage
they said im just decent, bitch like bitch im busy geekin
how im posed to gaf what u thinkin, they said im not the one boy u tweakin
i swerve coupe no lamborghini, she spilled liquor on my jeans
im kickin shit just like its fifa, she wan kids like please jus eat it
yea like zjay undefeated, zjay undefeated
he talked mad shit now he dont mean it, he talked mad shit now he dont mean it
i got dope i flip that work, i see her i go berserk
im not ready to be hurt, shots to the neck like charlie kirk 
i fell in love with the percs yeah, she say im a jerk
im rlly tryna make this shit work, need a new style yo old shit burnt
need a new flow that shit been used, know u been noticin my dudes
they goin up to tell the truth, love to see it so should you
old hunnids old news, new hunnids that shit blue
roadrunnin, she want my ig, ion run it, that shit not true
yasuyuki ishii yea, she stay in my business yea
im jus tryn go kick it, im just tryn get lit
im in new york city, might go hit dc
i got this micro drac on me, how im posed gaf what u think
how im posed to gaf what u say, cuz i pop out anyway
any day, like nothing changed
new outfit of the day, all white cocaine all white cocaine
ion doubt it, they said i changed but i ain changed i stay the same
i stay the same u recognize im ridin round in candy paint
new wraith
yasuyuki ishii yea yasuyuki ishii

CANDY PAINT PROD. SYDNEY RUNNER

@1hallow @popilization @violetxx9

ha, yea, like what happened to fashion talk?
i just did my fashion walk
drop money on all kinds of stuff
i just stay posted
i just walked to the bank, to the vault
spin her round from the back to the front
i got my swag up and u stayed a bum
idk u bru how u think we gon chop shit up?
double cup, pass the blunt
mix stimuli feel all types of stuff
and im wit my brudda we got shit out the mud
money talk thats all i love
i'll up the stick i'll call yo bluff
how u say u notice me
but u dont even know my name
she say she over me
she must not know that i changed
when i shoot my shot it's green
when i light this blunt it's dank
i just got some brand new jeans
made a withdrawal out the bank
bank, bank, bank, bank x4 or something

ay, yea, like what happened to fashion talk?
i just do my fashion walk
and she call me a fashion god
and im feelin real good off the wock
adderall got me off the wall
and u know its not yo fault
so dont act like u in the wrong
idk u bru how u think we gon chop shit up?
double cup, pass the blunt
mix stimuli feel all types of stuff
and im wit my brudda we got shit out the mud
money talk thats all i love
i'll up the stick i'll call yo bluff
i do this shit for the love of the game if u dont fw me u cant hang
when i hop out the car im jus testin my aim but bru this could be yo last day
and u know i put prada all up on my frames i can see shit even thru rain
and i rlly keep the glicks on me no franks dont play w me this not a game

FASHION TALK PROD. HALLOW & POPILIZATION & VIOLET

mv: https://youtu.be/G6FWbBBkVg0

feat @cruseyyyy
prod @advxrse

lyrics:

do tht shit for @lifeline0001 !!

i done sent u my location indefinitely
your friends ask if i love u, i said definitely
im tryna bag u but i cnt, im protecting my peace
so every day tht i go by i feel tht feeling beneath
im not feeling relief
tryna feel u in the sheets
these days repetitive without u
i feel like a machine
sometimes i forget to breathe
i guess something’s wrong with me
i guess my system’s faulty
so i put myself to sleep

opposite forces
they attract
n u look gorgeous
for sum i cnt have
our love’s a fortress
that had to crash down

one day you could meet me with the remnants 

i ain need your sentiments
why are u hesitant?
is it cause im sensitive?
cause im argumentative?
who i gotta be better than?

let me know

@cruseyyyy
my heart is racing
just know theres nobody who can replace u
catch me by surprise, thats when these feelings get too tangled
yea im not one to lead by example

our lives, wasted by the second
cant focus on it so im not stressing 
yea i got some feelings im repressing
i dont mean to get too obsessive

id let u tear me apart
i still feel u in my arms
ill be the one u forgot
just leave me out here to rot

now im crashin,
yea this blunt had to ash it
did that shit for a reaction
all these problems that im masking
guess ill see u when im passing
i cant seem to detach
it feels so relaxing
yea i think that i need that

Indefinitely feat crusey prod advxrse [MV IN DESC]

pull up to the party to the block party x4

my thoughts are wrong x4

taking off my flesh going to the block party
she said babe what happens next im like girl im so sorry
got my hands around her neck dont know go bout
got my teeth around her flesh think im gonna go for it x2

pull up to the party to the block party x4

block party

ON THE GRIND (Prod. by Kazakaru)

Lyrics:

I'm on my way, shawty
No time to play, shawty
I'm on that real grind
Can't stay up late for you
I'm making paper for you
I'm trying to bring it home
You know I'm certified, certified
Yeah, you know me
I'm on the grind
On the grind
Yeah, you know me
I'm bona fide, bona fide
Yeah, you know me
I'm stack, paper-chasing
Best one in the making
I got all the time and patience
No time to waste it
I gotta make it

Okay, bona fide, bona fide
Yeah, you know me
I'm on the grind
On the grind
Like it's supposed to be
I do this happily
I do this for my family
Make sure they proud of me
I know they proud to see me on the grind
I can't complain, shawty
I'm on my way up, shawty
I'm on that real grind
The type you stay up late for
I'm out here making paper
Best not forget it now
I'm out here stack-making and money-chasing
That's how it goes

I'm on my way, shawty
No time to play, shawty
I'm on that real grind
Can't stay up late for you
I'm making paper for you
I'm trying to bring it home
You know I'm certified, certified
Yeah, you know me
I'm on the grind
On the grind
Yeah, you know me
I'm bona fide, bona fide
Yeah, you know me
I'm stack, paper-chasing
Best one in the making
I got all the time and patience
No time to waste it
I gotta make it

Okay, you know
Better than anyone I know
That I can't be in last place, oh no
Gotta rise to the top, yeah
No taking my spot, no
Give it all I got, yeah
And that's what makes me certified
’Cause I'm really that type of guy
To do anything I said I was gon' do
Like I'm supposed to
Surpassing my limits
My goals, like my cars
They ain't got no ceilings, no

I'm on my way, shawty
No time to play, shawty
I'm on that real grind

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