poppin pills wats the problem 
LSD mind geeked feelin like the problem 
she said i wsnt worth shit so I started to drive slow 
gun to her head brains all over the window 
demons on my back so I know I gotta tip toe 
spells on my ass they just hoping that I die slow 
eyes rolling back cnt relax and I dnt know 
screamin in my ears she said that she do not wanna go

im such a problem and i hate it

looked into her eyes told her ima deity 
laughin in ma face sayin that she aint believe in me 
I got no hope nd i dnt wanna breathe 
u can find me in the ground layin six feet deep 
yh it hurts ima mess nd I know
I cannot help it leave me alone
no communication i be tearing up my phone 
i dnt go outside id just rather be alone

i dont communicate with anyone, help me

prod y7xnxx

takin all these drugs but I jus feel worse 
i been wantin to die since I entered this earth
i ain’t ever feel happy i jus think that it’s a curse 
nd the only time u wanna see me is in hearse 
always beat me down somehow I’m still the bad guy 
come nd ride with me I’ll make sure we both die 
i been drinking way 2 much always sip when i cry
never stay sober love it when my brains fried 
love it when i pop all these pills nd i get high

i take so many drugs, why do i feel worse

dump her in the lake ion wanna see her face
everyone gotta complain wit a knife stay out my way
off da pills drown out da hate yeh im so fckin deranged
yeh ur so far away
u put that shit on my soul make sure u dont walk alone
i got ppl at ur home pop a round into ur dome
and ur so far away
yeh ur so far away

im crazy, where did everyone go

i been trippin out my mind
say goodbye leavin everything i luv behind 
in a closed box lie down and close both my eyes
whilst i wait for these spirits to pass over me nd die
eyes glowin red nd they rollin back
heart racin lsd gave me a heart attack
i can see butterflies in a field of grass
never gettin off this high i dont wanna go back

so high im never going down

trapped in a cell called my mind

i got love for you, why dont i get it back

lyrics:
dont talk 2 me i cant keep a promise
wud of killed myself by now if i aint met u ill be honest
ive been on amphetamines i aint getting better
a year since u left im still holding on ur sweater
aint seen the sun since i kinda miss the weather
i might disappear today via suicide letter
take me 4 ransom nobody gonna pay it 
everyone wud rather see me dead but i dont wanna say it 
cause the truth kinda hurts i guess its tough luck 
i could die tomorrow and no one wud give af
its okay in my spare time i jus practice curses 
i might cast a spell on everyone ur all leavin in hurses 
i jus sit in my room i feel so worthless 
i aint getting better im the worst type of person

i keep getting pushed away, am i even real?

lyrics:
baby do u feel okay
i can make it better ill jus take ur soul away
looked in the mirror saw tears on my face
lifes 2 fast cant keep up wit the pace
needa get out needa find my own place
2 much goin on feel crowded in this space
if u ever see me walkin please stop me in my way
cause that is not me thats a demon in my place
tie ur body up and ill dump it in the lake
ima leave some evidence it wont be a mistake
held her mouth shut whilst shes choking and i felt her heart break
dont come close to me im the opposite of safe

made her heart break </3

wipe away yr sins </3

takin all these drugs but I jus feel worse
i been wantin to die since I entered this earth
i ain’t ever feel happy i jus think that it’s a curse
nd the only time u wanna see me is in hearse
always beat me down somehow I’m still the bad guy
come nd ride with me I’ll make sure we both die
i been drinking way 2 much always sip when i cry
never stay sober love it when my brains fried
love it when i pop all these pills nd i get high
i been tryna reminisce when i didnt feel so hurt
always shakin wen we spoke it was confidence i learned 
then jus like a kurse it all got wished away
friends gotta hate they deceive me everyday
parents got no love beat me down and they shove me into the darkest corners wit no help from above
built me a ladder and i jus climbed out 
now im stuck wit no voice nd i cant even shout

[extended + mixxed] i take so many drugs, why do i feel worse?

dont wake up

im only here for a while, ill never come home

i cant keep coming back, how do i stop

https://on.soundcloud.com/7trJa58VPfqdmjFM9

dont go near me, im a maniac w/ wizardjit

ts aint a suicide letter 
its my note of resignation i jus hope that i get better
and it might be too late find me my body severed 
if u never hear from me again jus look out for weather
never wanted to leave
nothing that i do could suffice
its got me weak on my knees
always been one to play wit my life
because im cutting so deep
i hope i leave a scar
my last drop fo i leave
jus know my soul wont be far 
ts aint a suicide letter 
fuk, i jus hope that i get better
i been getting tendencies to leave ur body severed 
and ill leave u to burn or freeze up in the changing weathers
I aint wishing for much
I just hope before I leave that I wont be forgot

signing off

seasonal depression

dc: ifeelnothing#8126
I put my lyrics in the desc

sorrow

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