need me a biddie to die beside me to this

the playlist to exit the depths of depression

The Romance Of Affliction

The End To A Brief Moment Of Lasting Intimacy

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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - "The End To A Brief Moment Of Lasting Intimacy"

I'm Not Irreplaceable (feat. Lil Lotus) [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

king christian - I'm Not Irreplaceable (feat. Lil Lotus) [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

life (prod. drip-133)

taste of concrete

all instruments by me

(barren)
and all at once it hits the fan 
god damn !
is this life you live one you’ll fully understand ?
how many things go wrong til they go according to plan
why
why me is a question I could ask
an ability to make such request is one to be felt so fast 
So fast
i Give my thanks and hold this grasp 
On the best years of my life that I’ll never get back 

(Harlow)
and the life I see
Is the life that will be 
I gotta get it back on track 
it’s all moving too fast for me 
for me to relax 
I gotta take a step back 
I gotta relax !
If there’s a question to ask 
it’s how fast ?
just take one good look at urself
You’ll find every thing that you fucking need 

(barren)
For one second 
can I stop talking about myself 
there’s so many others around you
who need to see 
a life worth living on this earth
no matter how much it might hurt 

(barren)
All at ounce ! All at ounce !
all at once it hits the fan 
(Harlow)
God damn god damn 
is this the life I’ll fully understand ?
(Both)
how many things go wrong until they go
 according Right to plan?
how many things go wrong before they go
 according to plan?
why me?
is the question that I could ask
but that ability makes me feel everything 
All at once so fast 
i Give my thanks and hold this grasp 
On the best years of my life that I’ll never get back

all at once ft harlow road

sing me something sweet to sleep to

teenage breakup song - dandelion hands

@lilxlotus

~I'll Pack My Bags~ 

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
If I Leave Tonight I'm Never Coming Back 
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y 

ColdWorldGang

YungJZAisDead X Lil Lotus - My Switchblade Is My Wrists Best Friend

I jus wanna get thru
the night w you
baby
i jus wanna get thru
the night

I jus wanna get thru
yea
i jus wanna get thru
the night

yea ur everything i want
all mapped up inside
of the fucking darkness
of my mind
yea ur everything 
i want
yea ur everything
i need
then i swear to god
ill try to be fine

I jus wanna get thru
the night w you
baby
i jus wanna get thru
the night

I jus wanna get thru
the night w you
yea
baby u should jus put down
the knife

get thru the night w you

'one sky, one destiny ep' coming soon

i need to break away escape this winter cold

among the darkness i find solace

in the cracks along the road 



im letting go

of all i know

ill run in circles hoping i find answers

to everything that i have questions for



forget everything that you think i am

you think you know me but youll never have a clue



reject me

and leave me to the vultures

its getting colder day by day

forget me

and brush me off your shoulder

let the vultures break me down



its half past noon and ive been sleeping on the floor

empty bottles are my closest friends

they dont leave me alone

what the fuck

is the point of this

if all i ever do is bitch and moan

and stay up all night staring at my phone



fuck my head and leave me dead

ive lived and learned and i have bled

for all ive learned and all ive said

the vultures tear me up to shreds

download

vultures

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

theres no sympathy for the dead (escape the fate cover)

my friends don't know i know they hate me

BOREDOM

WiLDFiRE

MY BEST

I'll Never Let Them Hurt You

Corpse of a junkie (deleted track) prod. triplesixdelete

past where the river bends. past where the silo stands. past where they paint the houses.

official IIDF page

ifidiefirstband@gmail.com

I'll Never Let Them Hurt You

IF I DIE FIRST

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