need me a biddie to die beside me to this

The Upload

SACRiFICE [prod. billy martin & shini]

Original Video from HOT MULLIGAN down below

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VcGs82cN1oo

Hot Mulligan - Drink Milk and Run

music video out now https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpaXYZvJrXkdn7VL8xr2IMA

lyrics
verse 1:
you couldn't do it 
take yourself serious for more than a month 
lies and excuses
based off experience its never your fault 

pre-hook: 
if i kept you too close its cause i wanted to keep you longer 
and if i let you go its cause i don't wanna need you longer

hook:
your done with this well so am i 
guess that makes two of us 
and i meant the words i said tonight 
we've both been through enough 

second verse:
i made up my mind 
i never wanna go through this again 
i stayed up all night 
to write a list of everything i think about 
like how you chewed me up was just to spit me out 
forgive me now is what you used to say 
but things are different now 
but thats all because 
thats all because 
thats all because 

pre-hook: 
if i kept you too close its cause i wanted to keep you longer 
and if i let you go its cause i don't wanna need you longer

hook:
and i know your done with this well so am i 
guess that makes two of us 
and i meant the words i said tonight 
we've both been through enough 

post-hook:
the more that i hate you 
the more that id wait for the 
door to be open 
then slam in my face 
i'm taking all that i need
i've bled out all i can bleed

written by sace6
produced and mixed by noah thomas 
mastered by Chris Gehringer

bled

The key is to be grateful and help others when you can.

I Have Such a Good Life

The Earth Pushed Back

This Old Ark

Two Worlds

I Saw The Wolf

Keep Safe

Too Much, Too Soon

Feel Something

Daylily

Movements - Daylily

lyrics:

i just wanna feel like im alive
the voices in my head tear me up from deep inside
i cannot feel anything anymore
the key of the chosen
unlocking the door

ill live to see another day
the walls are closing
you watched me fall
into the dark

and all i know
is i am not the voice you hear
or the face you see

so now you lay
into my arms
you whisper silence
into words so soft

and how could i
ignore the patterns
after all that weve been through

break ur fucken necc!

the flood will rise
unto the gates of heaven

i need my angel
where is she now
her voice it haunts me
6 feet in the ground

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video - https://youtu.be/9mTGTjh39Kc

mix/master - @youngburial

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that I'm sorry
and its all my fault
will you fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off 

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
maybe it's drugs I'm missing
really I'm numb to all this

outside I look calm
but in my head I'm fucked
like why you think
I always keep that bottle tucked

they talk about my life
as if they're living it
like we didn't crawl thru mud
to get to past where we been

nowadays i just am not sure
still giving everything
still need more

nowadays i just am not sure
I'm not sure
I'm not sure

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that im sorry
and its all my fault
will you Fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
mostly it's just drugs I'm missing
really I'm just numb to all this

anxious from the topic & the adderall

I guess I'm stuck in the past,
and life's been moving too fast,
they told me I should grow up,
but I still feel like a brat,

another pill to the head,
another night til' I'm dead,
and we've been moving so fast,
that's how I know this'll last.

they tell me that I'm just a mess,
and I'm so depressed, yah I get it..
yah i get it..

she love me til my heart cant beat no more,
and I don't get it.. I don't get it..

I guess I'm stuck in the past,
and life's been moving too fast,
they told me I should grow up,
but I still feel like a brat,

another pill to the head,
another night til' I'm dead,
and we've been moving so fast,
that's how I know this'll last.

brat (prod. rohff)

When You Smile (with waitingoncisco)

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

but i'm still loved 
i don't know why
i want to be hated
but the more i try
i gain more than i lose
accept the ugly truth
life ain't fair
dat ain't nothin new

i'm a lil fuckin prick
u a big fuckin bitch
big ole mouth
big target to hit
quite yo shit
imma slice yo wrists
jesus w ur blood on my palms
forgiveness is sin the world that i run
no one gives af if u down n ur done
die in the dirt w ur bitch on my mouth w my middle finger up

ion cry every time something hurts
ion always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
but i do when i see u
god i fucking hate u 
and idgaf if u don't love me at all
cuz i hate so much that i hate being loved
depressed w the world n chumps like ya
 i think i lived enough when u walk in a room
i just don't care for ur life or mine if i lose

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i hate everything (prod. discent)

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

I'll Never Let Them Hurt You

but what did i expect

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
artwork by: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk



i don’t wanna fall in love 
and fall apart again 
idk if i’m ok enough so i keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect 

i said i’d give him everything but everything meant nothing 
but i still stayed so i could feel i’m holding on to something 
n i feel like a burnout 
lie n say that i’m better on my own now 

ok 
alright 
i’m starting to feel nothing when i lay awake at night 
ok 
alright 
i’ll fool myself with every other lie 

i still think of every word you said to me 
trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine 
i swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
but right now just to hear your voice i swear that i’d do anything

medicine (prod. caspr)

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I'll Never Let Them Hurt You

IF I DIE FIRST

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