My friend told me he’s going to kill himself on may the 2nd 2024 and i feel pretty bad. He doesn’t care about me and I’ve stayed up late hearing him out and trying to give him reasons to live. And he just won’t listen.

I’m ngl I thought this was the original for a WHILEE

i feel like i hate myself but i also dont

For Cameron

Sleep Patterns

this song is by the band Mom Jeans, I don't claim this track as my own. all credits to the band, love them.

mom jeans - crybaby (on the phone)

a distant, echoing call—dry and crackling
steady wingbeats slicing damp morning air
talons rasping against bark before liftoff
sharp, reverberating cries fluttering in the sky
close, rhythmic, feathers brushing air like paper fans
a rush of many wings rising at once—like leaves tossed in wind
one harsh, guttural voice cracking through the flock
air passing through wings, a chorus of lift and drift
tap tiny claws adjusting mid-air on a current
echoes melting into the distance—like fading rain

caw...caw... distant reply, like a voice across fog
whuff—whuff—whuff— wingbeats rising in sync
fwoomp... fwoomp... others joining the rhythm
skreee...kraaaa... answer sharp, dragging through the wind
flap... flap... flap...flapflapflapflap— a sudden burst as they regroup mid-air
caw-WAH! caw-wah... softer echo, following behind
skrriiitch... talons lifting from a branch
tik... tik... others peeling off one by one
hwwaashhhh— a gust surges under their wings
whoooshhh... they ride it together
kreeeee! KRAA! KRAA! urgent now—shaping the direction of flight
flap... glide... flap... hush... swoosh... settling into a long, dark ribbon across the sky

Murder in the Wind

Cyberbully Mom Club - Lifetime Warranty

dc snuff film / waste yrself

everything is going to hell

these are two songs i made for assorted compilations 
<3

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Nintendo 64 (Alex G)

A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This

all the lonely nights in your life

I used to hate the sand
Now all I want is to be buried in it
I used to hate holding your hand
But I took my skin for granted

I love the ocean
Only cause you were there
When you heard of the news
You weren't even scared

I wanna scoop out my cheeks
So you can't pinch them anymore
I want to add to my legs
And be as tall as the morgue
I want the fat in my arms to melt off my bones
And my stomach to fall out right onto the floor board

Arms, legs, gut, face
All of the things you love but I hate
Arms, legs, gut, face
All of the things you will never see again (4x)

Panucci's Pizza - Aesthetic (more Like Ass - Pathetic)

thrash particle (MoBo) demo

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

Nintendo 64 (Alex G)

if i die in mississippi

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