p. kurai

i look away, but can’t stand a world without you here
waking alone, was my biggest fear

i got nothing lose, now that i’ve lost you
i got nothing do, but sit here and miss you
i spend every day, just thinking about you
i thought that i didn’t, but i guess that i need you

i can’t sleep at night cause my heart isn’t resting 
I’m feeling ungrateful for your presence was a blessing
you left me no answers or clues so I’m guessing
did you think i wouldn’t care if you left me

late night on a walk imma sit at this bench
wish I could see your face one more time and not pretend
the way life goes, thinking about how it went
can’t believe yesterday you were just in my bed

1.katai - 4j + he (c)

Made this while I was drunk :p
Cover art by prdsjas
@prodmelik

Lyrics:

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave 

Running around town, moving slow
And when you come back around,
It’s so hard to let go
Every hour, every minute 
I was right there when you needed 

Rot me down to my core
I can’t wait anymore 
There’s nothing left in store 
You make me feel so ignored

And if you’re turning away, turning away, just go
You know I feel the delay, you’re fading away, 
It show
But I gotta reap what I sow 
and keep my feelings down below 

I feel like a setback 
Remember when you missed me,
You always felt the need to text that
Now It’s so hard to get a text back

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave 

Lie to myself, when I say I don’t miss you
Cut up my fingers, there’s always an issue 
I feel like a setback 
Remember when you missed me,
You always felt the need to text that
Now It’s so hard to get a text back

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave

Imperfections (melik)

prod @xoarwhy & @tukaru1
mix by me n @deathrayyyyyy
master by me

tuve k dejarte atras
mami no lo puedo ocultar
1 peso k no puedo sacar
tus bsos en mi recuerdo ma

kiero + d estas rackz
coraline take my life

dime k lo k sientes es real
acaso no lo puedes notar?
que yo ya no aguanto +++
es k a ti no te importa??

ya no puedo sentir nada
como si mi cuerpo adormecido estara
siento que mi alma me falta :///
el diablo se escondía detrás d tu cara

canthide + deathrayyy #Angelzzz&Devil (xoarwhy,tukaru) 仮面の後ろの悪魔 仮面の後ろの悪魔 仮面の後ろの悪魔 仮面の後ろの悪魔 仮面の後ろの悪魔

my first remix anyway

u-cha-cha-u-cha-cha

lilac insp

#430:self

@8xp @v6y

what is it that u want from me
i thought u was the one 4 me
inagawa tee
undercover my jeans
me and vrai we da fuckn team

no sleep always jugg and repeat
eye 2 eye yea i see thru u
u rlly thought u was deceiving me
what do u want frm me
i see ur eyes lock on me
2 bad bitchez
yea u kno i got the prada on me

bow:
in tha traphouse but id rather b in the studio rn
2 bad bitchez they gon suck me up then wipe me down
they like tha way i sound
vrai prod tha beat so they like tha way it sound
vrai ma brother, but u should know that by now
i was sellin pounds n u was trynna flip an ounce

they worried bout ma health
they say i smoke too much
but im doing well
i was in ma room flipping proxyz onna dell
n they said that i couldnt do nothin well
now look at me n go look at urself
cuz u broke as hell

2badbitchez +bow (vrai)

n i fell in love with every part of u
now im in love with only part of u
2 years with me, id hate me to
2 years with me, id leave me to
three hundred sixty five days without u
n all these songs i put my pain into
u wont even listen to them anyways
ur new man probably better than me
im just playing aint nobody better than me
i cant let u get the better of me
n i swear satan wrote a letter to me
n it said that i should off it
i get fucked up too often
i pray i wake up in a coffin
i love the drugs i dont wanna stop em
but for u id get sober again
im out
theres nothing here to care about
n whats that sound
whats that song about

three hundred sixty five days

mixed & mastered by @boodl3ak :p

lyrics:

You tell me that every single day is the same 
That every single effort thats made,
thats all a shame. you wish you could simply
 just blow out your brains
every single fucking time you hear you me 
calling ur name. 
the time is gone, the love is lost,
 i told you went to far. 
but you made it seem like loving me
was too goddamn hard 

you made me feel like this,
like i was just a burden. 
you always told me fibs, 
acted like i didnt exist 
i took back my heart, 
ripped and torn apart 
i took a step back then, 
the then the fear creeps in

l3ak: 
And I tried wait in faith 
Oh, and you’re always far away 
Girl, I guess I don’t wanna wait
Oh, I can’t fucking run away

I can’t tell if it’s you or me
Poison my heart with your ecstasy
I can never breathe when you’re next to me
Oh, but that’s how I want it to be

And it stays misdirection, I can’t complain 
Your heart was something I couldn’t obtain
Im rotting away 
Another book filled with pain

I can’t tell if it’s you or me
Poison my heart with your ecstasy
I can never breathe when you’re next to me
Oh, but that’s how I want it to be

ecstasy w/ bloodl3ak

1 solo
2 solo
3 w/ @m2iden
4 solo
5 w/ @m2iden
6 solo

plug pack + maiden

Prod. @sshinju

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de que sirven las drogas?
y estás putas son falsas
Percocet no me falta

y evita que me intente matar

Ya no estoy 
soy un ghost
Soy un Adicto 
No me cansa oír su voz 
Quiero cash y su cariño
Porque no me dañan 

anoche me volvió a llamar (ella)
se preocupa por mi cada cuanto

Si me importa algo es ella
Ya no estás buscándome 

Ya no estás 
Te iré a buscar 
Y la verdad 
Tu y nadie más
Dame un beso más
Solo una vez más 
A donde vas 
Ven dime a donde vas

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20 Dec. 2022

2badbitchez +bow (vrai)

krimz

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