(1/5) SWANG (prod. plure)

Deathstar (prod. Skaleaton)

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PETTY FT KOI X MIKUL (PROD. PATSY)

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Pray For My Time To Extend ft. Braindeadvic (Prod. Ignoredbymyself)

Mixed Mastered & Produced by Kid Splinter

Kings Throne 03/30/2022

Nail in the Coffin

PackYourBags (prod. Sorrowbringer)

Dizzy

Grey Parasite” is FatMatt’s most venomous horrorcore diss — a Ruby da Cherry / Lord Infamous–inspired massacre of online haters and copycat clout-chasers. Over frantic hi-hats, distorted 808s, and eerie samples, Matt rips through verses with grotesque wordplay, paranoid flow switches, and breakneck triplets. This is therapy in a terminal haze — raw, unfiltered, and unreplicated. Perfect for fans of $uicideboy$, Lord Infamous, Three 6 Mafia, and underground horrorcore rap.

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Grey Parasite

“When I Say I Love You" opens as an intimate father's confession, questioning whether his children truly believe in his love while grappling with self-doubt and the crushing weight of modern parenthood. What begins as vulnerable introspection gradually reveals itself as something more urgent - a meditation on how authentic human connection becomes an act of resistance in a world that treats families like banks and children like commodities. The track moves through the daily struggle of working multiple jobs while missing precious moments, the systemic pressures that reduce parental love to financial transactions, and the breaking point where words themselves feel inadequate to express the depth of paternal devotion.

Set against dreamy, psychedelic production that creates space for both contemplation and emotional release, the song builds to a powerful declaration that distinguishes real love from both saccharine romanticism and cold calculation. The haunting refrain "You feel it? It's in our blood" serves as both question and answer, grounding abstract concepts in visceral, shared humanity. This is a father's blueprint for choosing authentic connection over performative sentiment, creating "rich soil for souls to grow" despite living in a system designed to exploit that very tenderness. The track ultimately positions parental love as the fundamental force worth protecting and the reason to keep fighting for a more human world.

When I Say “I Love You”

I BE WALKING ON THE BLOOOCK

PISSED OFFFF

PROD ME

COVER BY: @HuggyShark

CRISS CROSS

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I live in a confined state of blissful ignorance and chaotic truth

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Pray For My Time To Extend ft. Braindeadvic (Prod. Ignoredbymyself)

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