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i so desperately wanted to share my healing with you, the one person who deserved it. you deserved this version of me all along. this version of my heart thats so ready for everything. but I guess it wasnt meant to ne you. you didnt want to. you disappeared. im going to give the next girl everything I should have given you... im so sorry... I wanted it to be you so bad...

There are a lot of songs with some kind of power. Some, like for example The Only Thing They Fear Is You, make you angry, some, like a ton of songs happy, some, like Dogsong, silly and some, like Past Lives, sad. But this. This is pure Nostalgia, Determination, Calmness and even Sadness. It is life in a song. It starts simple, then as the song goes it gets more complex but also more full and at some point, it starts losing focus and after a little it fades away. Like life. No matter what I feel when I come to hear the song, mad, sad, even scared, this song is unchanged. It allows me to calm down when my ADHD hits, cry if I need to, gives me determination if I have to do something that I'm scared about, and makes me happy about life whenever I'm feeling depressed. And to everyone reading this comment, thank you. Don't change no matter what. If someone is not like you, do not try to become like them. Find someone that is already like you. May god bless your soul. ❤️

i hate how I'm very sensitive especially in our relationship but I'm  saying all this and doing all of this for his own health i told him I won't say anything again I'm trying but i can't

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