prod. @irby <3

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lyrics: 

im feeling...
so demotivated...
and i hate it...
i hate it...
i...hate it...

tell me how im supposed to live like this
i try to exhale this pain from my lips
and im getting kinda tired
of questioning my...existence...
yeah its just one big mess
nothing fills this absence in my chest...

maybe i could end this all?
cuz lately that is all i want...
i swear to god there not much more to this
i know that it is kinda morbid but...
i dont rlly wanna stick around to watch it all play out

tell me how im supposed to live like this
i try to exhale this pain from my lips
and im getting kinda tired
of questioning my...existence...
yeah its just one big mess
nothing fills this absence in my chest...

i dont wanna keep on like this now...
i dont want to
would you rlly blame me if i tossed it all away? 
i dont want to...

i dont want to x6

demotivated  [+irby]

I sip 40's until the morning
Can't speak English
All my styles fire
Can't extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Can't distinguish
So I took them both and now I'm spinning

On the come down seeing shadow people
Swear I'm hearing voices
Know they're evil
Now my songs at the top
Like a steeple
She said I'm the shit, Boy I'm fecal

These drugs got a hand up on my neck
Watch me bleed out for a check
Hit the plug for the green enhanced effects
Live in a swamp like my name's Shrek
Not in control of mind
Feeling high from the weed I grind
Burn my soul so I'm fine
Endless scroll what did I find

I sip 40's until the morning
Can't speak English
All my styles fire
Can't extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Can't distinguish
So I took them both and now I'm spinning

Still this don't fill the hole in my empty chest
Working every night no I never rest
Too high, spoke to god he gave me a quest
Got to reach the top like it's Everest

I could sit here
And just act like I do not need help
Boy I'm fighting this is hell
From the outside couldn't tell
Eating until my stomach hurt
Drilling my head in the dirt
I could fix this
But I'm going to need my fix first

Red or Blue [abysshund]

Featuring skele: @lilskeleskrrt

[not home.]
Smoke up on the porch
Watch the snow fall
Friend still gotta hold me
Man. I'm too gone
Curled up on the floor from the moon rocks
Chillin in my hoodie and my new socks

Haven’t had a meal in about 3 days
I’ve been feeling crazy in my own way
Feel the drugs spill through my thin veins
Can’t tell if i’ve been breathing, am I okay?

Watch the sun turn to night
I swear these drugs keep me alive
Oh. won’t you look at all the lights
Now I'm sifting through my memory while I’m fried
Now I’m staring at the trees, red eyes
Now these walls are looking wavy in my sight
Now they look at me differently
Dark coat dark smoke underneath the trees

Ripping joints, feel it in my knees
Numbing in my room, I’m just tryna sleep
Watch this knife fucking cut me deep
I can’t talk, I can’t think, I can barely breathe

Watch the trees slowly paint on the silent creek
Now i see someone else looking back at me

[Skele]
Every night wipe my eyes
Why am I alive?
Blue pill, cold air
But I hate the high
Why you look so sad every time you lie?
I never see the signs, god I’m fucking blind
Don’t look at me like that
Pretty eyes with a knife in my back
You love to cut me it hurts so bad
And I still love you, it’s kinda sad

[not home.]
Watch the sun turn to night
I swear these drugs keep me alive
Oh, won’t you look at all the lights
Now I’m sifting through my memory while I'm fried
Now I’m staring at the trees, red eyes
Now these walls are looking wavy in my sight

garbage

I need this

not home. - I need this w skele (nevrfall)

i gotta stop the emotion 
its getting hard just to focus
drowning my problems in various
pills from a shrink that im not really close with
torture in silence the beautiful melody 
said thats what holds me the closest
punish my body for being a headcase to people i thought id grow old with
i try my hardest but it doesnt matter when everyone tries to belittle me
im not the smartest but ive learned my lesson ill tell you how ive really seen some things
given an option ive tried all but one think its coming on time for that final thing
wandering thoughts of my life flash inside of my head i hope they could remember me
im letting them down know this isnt my year
i hate all of the shit that ive went through
therapy sessions that dont really matter
they wont understand why i left you
its getting harder to keep my sobriety 
fighting yet i tried to tell you
nothing could stop me from feeling the pain and the burden the way i was meant to
changing my life and my habits didnt switch up a thing i still feel more than less
i dont mean to pry no i dont mean to bother i guess ill just stick to the meds
remember the pain that i felt back in hell coughing blood with a tube in chest
i dont wanna feel me wish that it killed me
dont wanna write out this mess

headcase (neverforever)

Feathers N Glue

FUCKPARTY

SomewhereTropical (bbybleach)

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Reefan - Yours Truly... (Prod. Truett)

lyrics
——————
i feel like a mess all the time
its a nightmare
im tired n stressed all the time
i get night terrors
but sometimes im blessed
& its fine
im alright yea
i’m alright

i feel like im waiting to die
what do i care
im broken inside
im just running from my fears
ruin my life
push away all of my peers
i dont wanna die here

she dont like the way that i act
i dont like myself, as a matter a fact
orange empty bottles right next to my bed
nothin but a junkie, fuck i wish i was dead
i wish i was someone else
i wish i was someone else but me

(guitar solo)

faded im falling fast
things change & i fade to black
dying while time goes past
my head 
there i stay trapped

i wish i was someone else
i wish i was someone else but me

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i wish i was someone else [prod. dr3amb3ing]

"𝕒𝕕𝕕𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕡𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖"

First track with the new mic, thought i would go for something different then i usually do hope you guys enjoy it!
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Lyrics:
[chorus]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me
 
[verse 1]
waiting for someone that i can commit to
asking myself, is it me or is it you
i cannot keep going i need a tissue
tragic, im panicked i think i need help
i don't think she's good for my mental health
think of the memories that we once held
think of the feelings that both of us felt

[bridge]
Was it love or was it fucking lust?
I leave all my friends in the fucking dust
addicted to the concept of love 
but when it comes down to it i'd rather do drugs

[chorus]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me

[verse 2]
why am i here
laying decaying in the atmosphere
look in your eyes
cant tell if i want you, are you in disguise?
my purpose in life
wish i new that, it might restart my strife
pick up the knife
asking myself who would care if I died

I'm falling tonight
always gon find a way out of these lies
never gon find a way out of my mind
i cannot fucking see it i know i am blind
~
procrastinate all problems
nobody will ever solve them
wait as I slay all my demons
fucked in the head for no reason

never gon find a way out
throat dry its like im in a drought
contemplate all that i think when im high
yeah sure im glad that you met a new guy.

[chorus SLOWED]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me

cycles [prod. Discent]

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Lyrics - 
light is blinding
i can't see straight
intertwining
will you stay here?
come and find me, yeah
and i miss you
will you stay true to me?
true to me
stay true to me

the way i feel about you
take a step back
with the situation let me
fix that yeah
my mind is still fucked
but i keep track of you
keep track of you

taking off with me
let's just fly away
watch the sunrise at the edge of the earth
and i'll say
'let's stay here forever baby'
cos you're where i wanna be
and you're who i wanna see

and i'll say it loud
saying that i'll die for you

light is blinding
i can't see straight
intertwining
will you stay here?
come and find me, yeah
and i miss you
will you stay true to me?
true to me
stay true to me

and i'm wasted now
got you on me now
guess it all worked out
took a different route, yeah

i just wanna rewind
i wanna pass the time
but we entwined
but we entwined
baby what you tryna do to me?
i was so blind, i was so naive
oh we were falling at the seems
baby what you mean, oh
don't try to come back tonight

baby you should know
you should know

blinding
i can't see straight
intertwining
will you stay here?
come and find me, yeah

headcase (neverforever)

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