[he4vy] 
i dont think its fair
and im sure youve got your reasons 
but your words made it so clear 
that im not much more than he is
im sick of being fair
and im tired of having doubted
that out of everything ive feared
youd let your actions speak the loudest

wasting all of the time i get 
instead of 
fighting what comes next i swear 
i always
give up when things get rough
ive got a pit inside my chest and still it wasnt enough
ive got a long road to walk and wind
theres still just 
too much shit on my mind
ive gotta 
calm down and think things twice 
ive had a long hard and lonely life 

[scorpio] 
when did one turn into two,
and three into four?
because im missing you,
now more than before
crazy how we're strangers,
we used to be so much more
promising forever,
now im not so sure

im the problem
it happens often
wish i could turn off my emotions
pulse is racing
my heart is breaking
i know im so dramatic
and you hate it

i dont blame you
after everything we've been through
if i were you
i really would have left too
i dont blame you

do you think im a burden?
is that why you dont reply
am i worth nothing,
to you in your eyes?
is everyone just better?
is that why im left behind?
i dont have to be clever
to know im not worth a try

pit inside my chest ft. scorpio (king theta)

[he4vy] 

 i didnt think that this would happen 
never thought id feel this small
living like a broken shell could you imagine
living like youve never lived at all
and the vices giving me all the distraction 
but it doesnt really help my cause 
swear to god that it feels like im doin back bends
know theyre waiting just to see me fall

pick yourself up off the pavement 
i can tell youre always anxious
if youd give it all youve got kid
i can tell youll be famous
i dont think that i can take this
giving face when faceless
never gonna feel alive
im burnt out like a flamed wick

they dont like the way im living lately 
i know its not healthy 
you say you hate the way im so addicted
god damnit fucking help me
always doing the most
never been one to cope
know its only gets worse
ill pay my dues to a rope
bite my tongue til i choke 
im scared of being alone
can you all just let me go

[halfhearted]

live the same day, again and again
got me looking for the meaning
i keep turning on my only friends
but i hope they know i need them
tried to break a habit but its too late
now i wake up in the morning with these cold shakes 
take a shot to help me ease the migraine 
take a trip and finally leave my hkme staye

never coming back
told u id be better
no need to be sad
no need for the letter 
i was scared that youre broke in two
thats why i never reach out too

hate the way im living
its true
and i know that it drives u crazy
when im stuck inaide my room
in shock
when i think abt you
no other soul that id rather run to
so have space if that what you need
but come back to me x2

let me go ft. halfhearted (king theta)

i just wanna drown inside your love
wanna feel your everlasting touch
id give you it all 
know its not much
just to let you know that youre the one
i just wanna drown inside your love
be here when you feel like things get rough
never leave your side no matter what
i just wanna drown inside your love
i just wanna drown inside your

cold lips 
sweet mint
wont forget the taste
long trips
heart aches
wont forget the pain
over and over
play inside your brain
dont care what people say 
i wanna change the way
you think
love means never ending things
no distancing could ever come between
bandaging up every pretty piece 
of what they left right here for me
i wish that i could make you see
flaws are just like flowers growing leaves
they say perfect cant exist it does to me
want this forever and i mean it
first time in my life not keeping secrets
i could be just who i want
its what i needed

drown inside your love (6astard)

i dont think they get it
im just not who i used to be
sentimental presence
feel they all got used to me
tie up my loose ends 
while my best friends write eulogies
the one they didnt expect 
to take his life it keeps pulling me 
down
so deep into my thoughts
wont leave 
in my head i scream 
for that last good reason

lay me to rest
but please dont you cry
i tried my best to make it somewhere id be fine
the pain in my chest
ive dealt with my whole life
i just dont expect an understanding all the time

tried so long to make it better 
nothing ever seems to work 
i tried so hard to get it together 
never reflect on the past or my worth
reading over notes ive written
all the same but different words
suicidal tendencies 
nothing ever seems to hurt

understanding (king theta)

take it from me
devilish habits the fruit from a tree
dont wanna be 
the person they thought 
i would never achieve 
no enemies 
stick to myself 
while they talk about me
dont wanna link
lately theres been too much pressure to think
 7 to 3 
you hear the numbers 
dont know what it means
not what i need
your negative energies 
not what i need
smokin the tree
dont wanna talk 
why you talkin to me
dont wanna link
keepin my distance 
like its a disease

i dont like that shit
pull the light back i
try to keep distant but 
runnin right back
it’s everything that ive wanted 
and its everything that im not
saved seats for summons
flip pages read lies
reach out for nothing
they took the light
reach out for nothing 
it hurt deep inside
guess that its tough
never get back what i thought was a light
look in my eyes
never a truth from your rhythm despite

7 to 3 (6astard)

imagine a world where things turned out alright

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