im gonna send this to my girl hmmpph crying emoji broken heart emoji

my fav ost on your lie in april combine with ur voiceee urghhh so gooood≧﹏≦

hmm... not a fan of bixby at all. gave him a try. 😹

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@ihatebixby
@tennis-player-348430837

if i ever leave w/ bixby (prod. tennis player)

prod me + @luvlxckdown

cant we just talk abt this?
ik my sorry's overused :/
sometimes i start to doubt us
cant we just use a word or two?

she wna fight all night n waste my time
y shld i sit back for all my life? 
she wna see my eyes for one last night
y shld i sit back pretend it's fine?

so dont cry
tell me it's alright
i taste it all on ur tongue
point to my head with loaded gun
don't text or call back
ik u want that
i taste it all on ur tongue
on ur tongue
sit back pretend it's fine now :/

taste of melancholy

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

my socials
www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
twitter.com/starfallxos
joshwa's socials
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

lyrics;

lately
been missing you like crazy baby
wonder where we'd be if you ain't hate me right now
i can tell that you still seem to crave me somehow

let's be honest
baby you never wanted me
baby it's never honesty
it always seems to haunt just me
like damn, open your eyes
lately you been so blind
we'll try this one more time
but if you go i'll leave you behind
x2

missing u (joshwa)

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

prod. ST4ND4RD

cuz i know you burned the bridges that we had its getting old
i used to we used to 
its all up to you
lately i dont know how to feel anymore

can we just talk it out
cuz im falling but i dont know how
you treat me like i dont exist 
cuz im the one to keep 
a million promises
honestly 

I know you wanna spend your time with me again
dont have to worry about the things i say to you
oh i dont feel like i can keep this up anymore x2

i know its hard to tell you i dont feel the same
sometime i wish that i could fall in love again
dont wanna pretend
can we put an end
i never wanna fall back to you

too many times that i just told you that its all of my fault
we had the something that you chose to never realize at all 
cuz this is something i thought of 
you ignored it all too many things to resolve

Anymore

prod pieper beats

girl wats going on with u
textin me all damn time oh time like what's going on with u
damn
girl i could see it thru
said that u want me too
but lately it's driving me crazy ik like let me get comfortable damn
like y
is he on ur mind
went thru all the msgs why dont you say you're mine
fuck, u know it too
don't ask to be with me if you don't wanna see that thru

said u wanna try get a little bit closer
oh look me in my eyes when u say tht it's over ik u want it bad
i can't give u any closure
i know i'm on your mind when you feel like a loner yk i got your back

time flies man i missed all day
limelight when i see your face and i
knew it was another game
too cute to be in my way like why
did u need to waste my time
dead
what needed to be said
you said you'd leave
im over it all over and again,
no you said you'd find me
no you dragged me back
but ik, ya i knowowowo

closure

With @ihatebixby
Prod Joon, @aidanhan, and @prodbyjoshwa
Mastered by @yoshi (Christian Blair <3) 

Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/ihatebixby/
https://www.instagram.com/aidanhanbeats/
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/christianblair/

I think I died again
So we could stay as friends, yeah
I think it all depends
On the truth
I know your friends just hate me 
They acting kind of crazy 
They always laugh and gate-keep
But it’s cool 

People, they always quick to judge
We know, I’m never leaving ya
Bedroom is a haven
We put on our favorite song
Details, the ones I'll never know
She sells the things I’m letting go
But, way to push my luck 
I've been alive when you talk like you do

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

Your hearts grown weak
Enough to keep me your dirty little secret
When you last saw me, baby I couldn't speak
Oh, you'd never really mean that
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Oh, when you're far from me
It becomes so easy to figure it out
So, fine
I know your waiting for-
I don't wanna fall
Oh baby you're the one for me

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

(Yeah my hearts got weak I know)
(Saying I should let things go)
(But my time)
(Got me crying)

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause

Thank you to everyone involved this song wouldn't have been possible without you all!

by my side (feat. bixby)

Test 65

sad song i made hope u like it

fucked it up, lost someone i trusted
after all maybe im just nothing
oh, don't go
laugh it off, guess it's always something
lost it all, watch it turn to dust and
fall, don't go

lost inside my mind i won't come back
i'll sit idly by cuz u like that
waste my time i'll wait till the morning
i can't lie, wish i could control it

reach

tell me everything i tell u that i wanna hear.


i wish i tld myself im fine but no i never cld
everyone else is telling me i nvr understood 
i swear theres no one else to go to
i dont rlly kno :/
i swear its never getting better
it dont rlly sho
all the ones that i luv nvr call me back
talk for once in a while then i mess up bad
taking that taking this over things i lack
put the mic to my lips n i dont look back

but can u say that u mean it?
dnt go to sleep yet
gun on my tongue
cuz im fiending for feeling
im always gone 4 the weekend
u h8 to see it
whine abt love cuz i act like i need it

ur so far away from me again
i lost everything go back to bed

the grass is always greener on the other side.

i wish i was perfect.

tlk to myself behind closed doors
crying 4 help im on the floor

fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt
got what i get
fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt

break what we had.

wish that i told u i nvr cld.
but baby u wldnt have understood
getting ahead of myself again
ask me if im doing fine but i never wld
i guess im a little bit selfish
baby i cant really help it
gtfo of my head
im trying my hardest 4 u
2 be perfect.

reach

bixby

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