prod me + @luvlxckdown

cant we just talk abt this?
ik my sorry's overused :/
sometimes i start to doubt us
cant we just use a word or two?

she wna fight all night n waste my time
y shld i sit back for all my life? 
she wna see my eyes for one last night
y shld i sit back pretend it's fine?

so dont cry
tell me it's alright
i taste it all on ur tongue
point to my head with loaded gun
don't text or call back
ik u want that
i taste it all on ur tongue
on ur tongue
sit back pretend it's fine now :/

taste of melancholy

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

my socials
www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
twitter.com/starfallxos
joshwa's socials
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

lyrics;

lately
been missing you like crazy baby
wonder where we'd be if you ain't hate me right now
i can tell that you still seem to crave me somehow

let's be honest
baby you never wanted me
baby it's never honesty
it always seems to haunt just me
like damn, open your eyes
lately you been so blind
we'll try this one more time
but if you go i'll leave you behind
x2

missing u (joshwa)

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

@starfall
prod. @prodbyjoshwa 
yall both so amazing

We were never on the same page
I liked you but it's too late
One day you'll be into me
and the next you'll be so twofaced
Where could we take this I don't know
There's too much inside my mind I think I'd rather be a ghost right now

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

I don't know how I'm keeping on a leash cause
I'm too occupied with me but
You've been on my eye all week again
You know
That I'm so tired of just being friends
You know that
Maybe you should know
I'm getting tired of the way that you've been treating me so wrong
Keep on trying just to get out my head
Woah
I've been dying just to know how you've been keeping me along
But I'm smiling with the way you move my breath

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

Prod. JustAcoustic
@1kise
@yokulol
@1toge
@flaued
@zephyrcove
Art by @ollofm3 on ig cop art from him https://www.instagram.com/ollofm3/

Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/4UkXbXHD2yY6ijMaLNOJig?si=1e5709b2ee314316

lyrics: 

@1kise
I hear your voice late at night, but it doesn’t compare (doesn’t compare)
I close my eyes, pretend I’m blind because it doesn’t seem fair (doesn’t seem fair)
Words can’t describe how goddamn fine you are all I do is stare (all I do is stare)
I said it’s fine I’ll take my time because I need you right here (need you right here)

@yokulol
Yoku never sent his lyrics.... 

@flaued
How would it be if I
Had a choice
I would’ve waited for
You
Don’t give me reason
to bleed I’m just 
Begging you please

I’m on my knees
Right now
I’m still tryna figure out
If this is all worth
Somehow
Don’t leave me astray
All I want you to do
Is say

@1toge
don't say it's way too late
i swear the same old songs we listen to don't hit the same
in my head, in my heart
them tears are running low
just thought i'd let you know
like fuck, i'm all alone
im a long way from home
this shit not working out for me now
but no stress it's all in my mind
that's what you say when i come to you with my problems oh

@1kise
I hear your voice late at night, but it doesn’t compare (doesn’t compare)
I close my eyes, pretend I’m blind because it doesn’t seem fair (doesn’t seem fair)
Words can’t describe how goddamn fine you are all I do is stare (all I do is stare)
I said it’s fine I’ll take my time because I need you right here (need you right here)

@yokulol






Recorded 4/27/23

comparisons

Spotify <3

comparisons w/ yoku, wil, & manni ✰

From The Start

prod. dec3m/dami4k/me

lyrics:
said what you want to me
don't know what you planned from the very start
i put you on top so tell me what you want
cause i-

baby i need you more than life
baby i need you by my side
by my side
are you alright?

(don't hold back at all)
1, 2, 3, 4

don't hold back at all
now look at all the timing
blood straight from my fall
i guess it's just a reminder
to stay far away from you
we can't stay attached no longer
oh-

said what you want to me
don't know what you planned from the very start
i put you on top so tell me what you want
cause i-

baby i need you more than life
baby i need you by my side
by my side
are you alright?
(don't hold back at all)

by my side (p. dec3m, dami4k, yuni)

whyy (joshwa)

Tipsey

tell me everything i tell u that i wanna hear.


i wish i tld myself im fine but no i never cld
everyone else is telling me i nvr understood 
i swear theres no one else to go to
i dont rlly kno :/
i swear its never getting better
it dont rlly sho
all the ones that i luv nvr call me back
talk for once in a while then i mess up bad
taking that taking this over things i lack
put the mic to my lips n i dont look back

but can u say that u mean it?
dnt go to sleep yet
gun on my tongue
cuz im fiending for feeling
im always gone 4 the weekend
u h8 to see it
whine abt love cuz i act like i need it

ur so far away from me again
i lost everything go back to bed

the grass is always greener on the other side.

i wish i was perfect.

tlk to myself behind closed doors
crying 4 help im on the floor

fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt
got what i get
fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt

break what we had.

wish that i told u i nvr cld.
but baby u wldnt have understood
getting ahead of myself again
ask me if im doing fine but i never wld
i guess im a little bit selfish
baby i cant really help it
gtfo of my head
im trying my hardest 4 u
2 be perfect.

the grass is always greener on the other side.

bixby

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