😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

prod. and mixed by me. (obviously) cut me into pieces plz. </3
(lyrics):
(samara)
hide my face from the people 
They don’t see me as equal 
I’m standing  here, they look they stare
I don’t know what I wanna wear 
I hate my looks I hate my hair
I hate my life, this isn’t fair x3

They all want me to avoid this
but i won’t let them forget
I won’t pretend I’m no different
Than everyone, I’m over this 

Put on makeup and cry again 
I hate u all, I had no friends x4

I’m standing  here, they look they stare
I don’t know what I wanna wear 
I hate my looks I hate my hair
I hate my life, this isn’t fair x4

dysphoria

prod. @haveonlyonechance
(lyrics):
I been lost in my head now.
Bitch I’m feeling dead now.
Moving like a zombie in the cut of I’m of the meds now.
Always Feeling down bad bitch I’m in my bed now.
feeling like i made it way I’m getting this bread now. x2

When I Rush myself, it puts stress on me.
It’s not good at all, y can’t u see.
I luv da bread must be a fiend. 🤑
I hate myself because of me. </3

It’s all ur fault and I know u won’t like it.
Ur down to oh no I doubt that.
smoking on pack bitch Im smoking on sadness.
been in need been down bad and famished.

I been lost in my head now.
Bitch I’m feeling dead now.
Moving like a zombie in the cut of I’m of the meds now.
Always Feeling down bad bitch I’m in my bed now.
feeling like i made it way I’m getting this bread now. x2

been thru it all (tenoji!)

prod. @2variant x @negative_creeper
proud of this one. first track of 2022, more 2 come <3
(lyrics): 
I feel like a ghost 
I’m on the outside looking In
No I do not like you , no lil bro I’m not your friend
Left me all alone rite here let’s not pretend 
letting all these feelings overtake me I can never win x2

 I been feeling sick since seen u
Never wanna see ur face, bitch U make me wanna puke 
Always got the big guns, shoot a clip and now ur thru 
How did I upset you with something that I didn’t even do?

Acting like a friend, don’t even start now
Never gonna let u in, always keep my heart bound
Creepin thru the bedrooms of ur home at night won’t make a sound
Got a 9mm, it’s silenced and I’m shooting rounds.

I feel like a ghost  
I’m on the outside looking In
No I do not like you , no lil bro I’m not your friend
Left me all alone rite here let’s not pretend 
letting all these feelings overtake me I can never win. x2

ghost (variant x negative.creeper)

I wanted to do this cover for a long time

@ways15x

Toxic (bleachcraft + frikke)

Ft. @deepinparis
Prod. @mycorpsebridee + @prod_permafrost
"Feel like max payne shootin at these junkies"

Lyrics:
--------------
PermaFrost:
You said I've had enough
150mgs in my cup
Think it's time to sober up 
But I'm used to lightin up
I can never have enough
You can send the file
I won't promise that I'll use it
Shootin bullets through the hall you know you can't do shit
I can tell that by my skill I'll never fit
Shittin on these kids make 'em...🤯🧠

Feel like max payne shootin at these junkies
Imma make it work I'm countin money
Vocals so bad that shits funny
I might work for you but for money

Black eye bloody nose everyone knows
It's the price I pay, I know what I chose
I think I need a break, What do I know
Tell my girl to steal your bitch, have a trio
Always askin how I do it
I can never tell
It's my dirty secret
Sorry I got secrets
Always by myself it's not a pretense

deepinparis:
Boy he gettin wet up
Let me paint a picture for you 
You getting set up
Bitch you set up
I just don't give a fu-
I said you outta luck
Bitch I'm runnin it up
Bitch I'm countin the bucks

Making all this money put it in a safe
Made a couple racks
I'm not here to stay
M-M-M-Made these bands
When I'm not awake
When I'm not awake
Bitch I'll find a way

PermaFrost:
Black eye bloody nose everyone knows
It's the price I pay, I know what I chose
I think I need a break, What do I know
Tell my girl to steal your bitch, have a trio
Always askin how I do it
I can never tell
It's my dirty secret
Sorry I got secrets
Always by myself it's not a pretense

What I Chose + deepinparis (+mycorpsebride)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1YTTOURFYdtuKNzHFOiEgF?si=d484906f983d4279

prod @aintitmardee master @chriad

paper’s getting thin, i gotta make it back again
count your blessings, count your sins, i’m doing really bad again
chemical on top my tongue, i’m going to hell and back again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

how hard is it to be a decent person anymore
they made me sick, my eyes are sore
life alert, I’m on the floor
if you were a bird, where would you fly?
baby, i would fly around the world
read the symbol on the bill, you know there’s something more
in between the light, you’ll find it at the corner store
calypso tasting funny, forgot that it was muddy
that’s some funny colored honey, their liver popped inside their tummy

paper’s getting thin, i gotta make it back again
count your blessings, count your sins, i’m doing really bad again
chemical on top my tongue, i’m going to hell and back again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

call me mr arctic man, they way i’m on a glacier
i miss the days when we were laughing watching frasier 
finger tips, they started lacking circulation
if this keeps up, imma need an amputation
cut the treads attached to my back
i’m a real boy, the crickets came with circumstance 
whatever does it take to make my reality enhanced
i got like 20 belts but none could really hold my pants

even if i had the money
count your blessing, count your sins cause you might go back to bad again
fuck the chemicals cause i don’t want to go to hell again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it

spotify

the water is cold (mardee)

hope yall like,, w/ @user-912411347 & @kidarjuna
prod. @azami37 .. all plats pls stream plssss

@zixdown
blame me & hate me..
its crazy,,
i yell to save me
save me !!
cus ineed help
i try to talk
but always end up tlkn to myself /:
cus u dnt wnt to hear it
thats alright, i wish u well
i wish u the best.
say im ok, i cry layin in bed
cus i cant,, cant take this
i try hard, cant make it.. ugh

tried to run away
i went the wrong way
"im not here 2stay"
thats okay <3

ill find you..
ill b there
behind u
on the pierre

i cant seem2go
hold me close now <3
tell me u wnt go
theres no way out :p

theres no way out
were 4ever, no end evr
tried to stay down
only do it 4the better
read ur letters </3 ugh
were 4evr... aghhh

@user-912411347

When I tell you I’ll be there
We’ll find a way jus to disappear
Throw my life away jus to see you here
Feel lik I’m okay everytime your near
As you see there’s jus never a moment I can ever jus be fine
I jus feel so alone ts tearing me aside
I jus need you I jus need you in my life
Jus to see thru jus to see thru

@kidarjuna

i'll float too high
i touched the sun and cried
will you be mine
i havent see you write back in a thousand years
its not right
dont forget about the times i held it down
teach me how to walk again
splinter for my crutches
i dont wanna have to fall again
the monster's laying in my bed again
fuck the pain away, i think i need some harder medicine

ill find you w/ invain & arjuna [prod. azami37]

i hate getting on yt beats but us an da beat 2 hard...so here's a lil sum wit da gang! prod. @haveonlyonechance 
w/ @nvrfallen + @ilyexotic | @yureiclub
lyrics:
samara:
You know I spent it all at fendi 🤑
I don’t need ur fucking racks lil bitch I got plenty 💰
Talking all that shit tryna end me ☠️
Shot him in his fucking face and no it’s not a semi 😏
I’m with the bros bringing pack in 🍃
That money we is stacking 💸
you don’t have a gun ur lacking 😆
You need to check the facts bitch 📋
I got blood on my shoes now 🩸
You know I stabbed like the whole town 🔪
You don’t need ur backup u just need to stand down. 😈

nvrfallen:
everything is getting worse
and lately ive been living like a curse
and i feel like u jus put me in a hearse
no matter wut i do im always first
cuz im up now, yurei up now
pullin up,, btch im up now
focusing on yurei yea tht is my only goal  now
w/ jade + zotic yh we'll nvr fold out

eczotic:
i jus got mor bands
i jus got mor guap
i got diamond pants
yo btch gimme top
in a wraith 
not inna lam
yea u is a fukin bluff
yea u is a fukin fan
yea u is not where I am
yea u is not gettin bands
ion think u wanna catch these hands
ion think u rly understand.

gotta luv that d0llywood1 reference lmao

stand down w/ nvrfallen + eczotic (tenoji!)

my club going up frfr...🤫 horror movie song thing freestlye or wahtever. 😈💀
@yureiclub 🤞🏾🤍 
prod. @waystalkerr (tha goat ! <3) 

I’m pulling teeth just like a dentist 
And imma eat you when I’m finished
I’m under stress I’ve been sinning
Stab em in the face while I’m grinning

Stab em in the face while I’m grinning
And I’m with the yurei club and we still winning 
I’m feeling violent I might kill him 
Stepping over bodies it looks so grim 
hang him up on a flag pole 
think im not? I’m a cannibal 
These kills are so obtainable 
I’ll hide your body in the hole 
chopping ur limbs off 
U can cry I won’t stop
Imma watch your body flop
my knife is real it’s not a prop 
Get the bag then go shop 
Take him out the picture like a crop 
He broke he wear flip flops 
I’ll take ur life no brainswap 
I love the way your organs pop 
You a bitch you talk to cops
No I will never give up on music till I’m on top 

I’m pulling teeth just like a dentist 
And imma eat you when I’m finished 
I’m under stress I’ve been sinning
Stab em in the face while I’m grinning x2

cannibal (waystalker)

@sunrisess & @ilyexotic
lyrics:  
sunrisess:
fguns
Speaking on my gang
Shotgun with the switch
let it spray
we aiming at ur face
we'll kill u, u a lame
big sword to ur brain
take u out
with no pain

Лобби YC подтянет вас
С грязными стволами
Черный меч в руках
Это про нас
Целимся ниже горла
Курим газ
На поясе гранаты
Думаю покажем класс

eczotic:
they all tryna b like me
they cant b
fgunz i b playin wit my team
45 ima hit u in yo spleen
im wit tha club and we sippin on sum lean
run him for his pesos
choppa hit him once had to lay low
im wit jade and we playin on sum halo
yea ion want tha fame jus want tha payroll
ion chase hoes
i jus chase dough
got sum new clothes
writin new flows
m.i.a woulda thought i was a new ghost
dont come here btch u too close

been thru it all (tenoji!)

samara

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