drained

artemys - my mind (iwi)

prod. me (obviously) s/o @luvlxckdown for co-mixing
(samara)
fighting these battles in my head 
I won’t give up won’t let this end 
Ik some times things get real sad 
but I won’t let this all go bad 

I’m losing touch Reality is getting farther away from me
But Ik one day i will return and U won’t even  seem to see 

Blood on my hands and on my shirt 
Are u okay? u look real hurt 
You won’t come back you won’t be heard
Ever again...

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far x4

I’m feeling lost inside my head
I hate u I wish u were dead
One day we’ll finally cross paths and we’ll see who’ll be laughing last 

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far

I’m feeling lost inside my head
I hate u I wish u were dead
One day we’ll finally cross paths and we’ll see who’ll be laughing last.

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far

i wish u were dead

drums + bass done by @romedigi :) show him love


2001
theres nowhere 2 run
u finally won
yea u finally won



im just the second option
ill always be ill always be
wish i didnt have a face
so i couldnt breathe, so i couldnt see 


woke up in a pool of blood this morning
bouta fuckin leave  without warning
something about you my head keeps turning

2001

prod. and mixed by me. (obviously) cut me into pieces plz. </3
(lyrics):
(samara)
hide my face from the people 
They don’t see me as equal 
I’m standing  here, they look they stare
I don’t know what I wanna wear 
I hate my looks I hate my hair
I hate my life, this isn’t fair x3

They all want me to avoid this
but i won’t let them forget
I won’t pretend I’m no different
Than everyone, I’m over this 

Put on makeup and cry again 
I hate u all, I had no friends x4

I’m standing  here, they look they stare
I don’t know what I wanna wear 
I hate my looks I hate my hair
I hate my life, this isn’t fair x4

dysphoria

prod. me (obviously)
@ilyexotic (hook)
@luvlxckdown (verse 1)
@luvknshi (verse 2)
me (verse 3)
lyrics:
eczotic: ion talk to bitches ion wanna talk abt it 
i got all these guns steady that i’m walkin out w 
i got water on me like ima water fountain
 bitch best shut tf up unless u wanna poundin 
we only getting big dubs 
we only getting big bucks
 shawty by my side and u know that she gone kiss up
 focused on the money yea that is my only mission 
i be getting to the bag ion care bout ur opinion.

luvlxckdown:
i feel like a cheeky cheeky minion cuz im yellow
she fw me cuz i am that dude, yea im that fellow
foot up on his neck, imma step him like a tile
shoutout jammy for that line, all my bros on dial
fucked up - i feel like im dead like a zombie
took too many drugs
HA
its not funny >:L
she say that she want me
yea i fw these hoes
imma rearrange all their tummy 😛

luvknshi: cause i be staying posted while these bitches run away, cause my bro he got that bag and now the top is where we stay, cause baby who am i to care? bitch we pull up anywhere, let that bitch unload cause i ain’t got no one to fucking spare, it’s our time, we ain’t feeling the pain, cause my broski going dumb he pull that nine in the rain, cause baby it’s our time, bitch we feeling the rage, the whole squad going up, shoutout my homie jade.

samara: runnin to dis bag i got gucci on my socks
ur music rlly sucks and all ur shit just fucking flops
i dont care abt ur gang bro
i dont fw lame hoes
i dont fw fake hoes
pull up let my k go
pull up w the squad and u know we gonna cop shit
you cant afford nothing look at ur wallet
im wit da squad i just copped like 3 outfits
if u want smoke then you know we will start it

on a mission! w/ eczotic + luvlxckdown + luvknshi

prod. @haveonlyonechance
(lyrics):
I been lost in my head now.
Bitch I’m feeling dead now.
Moving like a zombie in the cut of I’m of the meds now.
Always Feeling down bad bitch I’m in my bed now.
feeling like i made it way I’m getting this bread now. x2

When I Rush myself, it puts stress on me.
It’s not good at all, y can’t u see.
I luv da bread must be a fiend. 🤑
I hate myself because of me. </3

It’s all ur fault and I know u won’t like it.
Ur down to oh no I doubt that.
smoking on pack bitch Im smoking on sadness.
been in need been down bad and famished.

I been lost in my head now.
Bitch I’m feeling dead now.
Moving like a zombie in the cut of I’m of the meds now.
Always Feeling down bad bitch I’m in my bed now.
feeling like i made it way I’m getting this bread now. x2

been thru it all (tenoji!)

prod. @2variant x @negative_creeper
proud of this one. first track of 2022, more 2 come <3
(lyrics): 
I feel like a ghost 
I’m on the outside looking In
No I do not like you , no lil bro I’m not your friend
Left me all alone rite here let’s not pretend 
letting all these feelings overtake me I can never win x2

 I been feeling sick since seen u
Never wanna see ur face, bitch U make me wanna puke 
Always got the big guns, shoot a clip and now ur thru 
How did I upset you with something that I didn’t even do?

Acting like a friend, don’t even start now
Never gonna let u in, always keep my heart bound
Creepin thru the bedrooms of ur home at night won’t make a sound
Got a 9mm, it’s silenced and I’m shooting rounds.

I feel like a ghost  
I’m on the outside looking In
No I do not like you , no lil bro I’m not your friend
Left me all alone rite here let’s not pretend 
letting all these feelings overtake me I can never win. x2

ghost (variant x negative.creeper)

long time no see but imy next pro lmao* @yureiclub
+send luv to gang @waystalkerr & @sunrisess
 lyrics:
I keep a strap like a menace 🔫
talking down on me bitch your finished ☠️
i'm with yc and yea we all winning 🤞🏾🤍
Shoot you in your face and leave your head spinnin 😵‍💫 X2  

shootin at ur windshield you can’t see shit. 🚘
Give me all of the loot u don’t need it 🤑
Shooting up the party don’t like who u came with 🎊
hit him with that 40 leave his ass faceless 😷

raise him up like a face lift 😇
it was really “painless” 🩸
and I’m feeling shameless 🤷🏽‍♀️
my clothes still stainless ✨🤩
leave that boy nameless 🤫
Nothing that I do is aimless 😤
shooting up ur fucking crib and leave that bitch frameless ❌🪟

I keep a strap like a menace 🔫
talking down on me bitch ur finished ☠️
i'm with yc and yea we all winning 🤞🏾🤍
Shoot u in ur face and leave ur head spinnin 😵‍💫 X2

menace (Waystalker & sunrisess)

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这是不是我想要的未来
我很奇怪
这是不是我想要的未来
忘记现在
这是不是我想要的未来
你也不在
这是不是我想要的未来
出现在我梦里面的未来

我被困住放不开
我被困住放不开
没有人告诉我会来
没有人告诉我会来

一个又一个的晚上
我撕碎了我一片翅膀
在我肩膀
看起来没有伤
他们认为我很健康

我舔舐着溃烂的伤口
你看不到的都被隐藏
我舔舐着溃烂的伤口
你看不到的都被隐藏

这是不是我想要的未来
我很奇怪
这是不是我想要的未来
忘记现在
这是不是我想要的未来
你也不在
这是不是我想要的未来
出现在我梦里面的未来

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这是不是我想要的未来 The Future I Wanted Was Gone + Cat Soup

had to re-upload the song because of the weird waveform bug on soundcloud mobile :( but it's back up and I changed the mix please show luv. let's get back to 500 plays! <3
prod. @yuki-pons
mixed by me & @luvlxckdown

save me! (shyburial)

prod. me (obviously) shoutout @luvlxckdown for co-mixing <3
(LYRICS)
(“This Is A Vampires09 Exclusive”) 



(“Gamer Girls”)



(“Samara”)



Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do x2





wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Bash my head into the wall.





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do 





Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2

bash my head into the wall

prod. and mixed by me ( obviously)
lyrics:
("vampires09") ("hashtag gamer girls")("cloudgem") ("samara")
you’ve been really wanting to see me but I’m never around 
haven’t heard from me at all Ik ur  craving my smile
And Ur here all alone, and Ur feeling so down 
U just wanna hear my voice But U can’t rn 
And Ik u won’t get it 
We’ve been here so many times 
This shit is so upsetting 
Why won’t U accept our fates I do not understand this 
Crying alone cuz I want this to end...

I use to consider u my best 
U ripped my heart right out my chest
U turned out 2 be way much more
u spill my blood all on the floor x2

Treat me the way tht I treat u 
I want luv back but u refuse 
u cut my heart rite in two
Idk what Else to do x2

I use to consider my best 
U ripped my heart right out my chest
U turned out 2 be way much more
u spill my blood all on the floor x2

I won’t clean up this fucking mess
This is for u I tried my best
I just don’t care anymore 
U spill my blood all on the floor </3

spill my blood all on the floor

you don't even know

prod. me (obviously)
mixed by me & @luvlxckdown (2nd verse)

ur fucking TRASH lol w/ luvlxckdown

[cure]
i jus die in my dreams
i dnt rlly wna sleep
u always talk abt me 
but u say its not that deep
nd i dnt wna talk no more, no
no

nd from time to time again
ig i will try
but wuts it to u?
all those nights i jus cried
u were nevr there
when i needed u most
i jus wnt u bck
nd i jus wna hold u close

trapped in my mind idk wut 2 think
i got no time 2 suffer nd i got no time 2 blink
cant believe my eyes
nd i cant believe ur lies
u messin w/ my head nd am so fuckin tired
am so uninspired
am jus worried abt my health
doin this 4 me give a fuck abt the wealth
nd ik i cnt trust u no more
i dnt wna talk am 2 busy crying on the floor

[kuru]
theres 2 much in my head nd i still dnt wna talk 2 u
nd i wish it wasnt like this
nd i h8 2 say it
i dnt rlly think tht it will work out
its the answer, yea am feelin down
like the stars in the sky, i dnt rlly have a place 2 go
nd its so cool when we in ?
nd i feel like my heads right in a spiral
oh, i rlly think tht it wuldnt last
i still dnt feel the same, nd i cnt use my head
nd i see u in my brain i jus see u runnin bck
i dnt wna go out sad
i wnted the bag i fuck w/ da racks

spill my blood all on the floor

samara

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