Name: you don't even know by samara in drained
Duration: 2 min 19 s
Description: mixed by me

drained

artemys - my mind (iwi)

prod. me (obviously) s/o @luvlxckdown for co-mixing
(samara)
fighting these battles in my head 
I won’t give up won’t let this end 
Ik some times things get real sad 
but I won’t let this all go bad 

I’m losing touch Reality is getting farther away from me
But Ik one day i will return and U won’t even  seem to see 

Blood on my hands and on my shirt 
Are u okay? u look real hurt 
You won’t come back you won’t be heard
Ever again...

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far x4

I’m feeling lost inside my head
I hate u I wish u were dead
One day we’ll finally cross paths and we’ll see who’ll be laughing last 

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far

I’m feeling lost inside my head
I hate u I wish u were dead
One day we’ll finally cross paths and we’ll see who’ll be laughing last.

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far

i wish u were dead

drums + bass done by @romedigi :) show him love


2001
theres nowhere 2 run
u finally won
yea u finally won



im just the second option
ill always be ill always be
wish i didnt have a face
so i couldnt breathe, so i couldnt see 


woke up in a pool of blood this morning
bouta fuckin leave  without warning
something about you my head keeps turning

2001

prod. and mixed by me. (obviously) cut me into pieces plz. </3
(lyrics):
(samara)
hide my face from the people 
They don’t see me as equal 
I’m standing  here, they look they stare
I don’t know what I wanna wear 
I hate my looks I hate my hair
I hate my life, this isn’t fair x3

They all want me to avoid this
but i won’t let them forget
I won’t pretend I’m no different
Than everyone, I’m over this 

Put on makeup and cry again 
I hate u all, I had no friends x4

I’m standing  here, they look they stare
I don’t know what I wanna wear 
I hate my looks I hate my hair
I hate my life, this isn’t fair x4

dysphoria

prod. @haveonlyonechance
(lyrics):
I been lost in my head now.
Bitch I’m feeling dead now.
Moving like a zombie in the cut of I’m of the meds now.
Always Feeling down bad bitch I’m in my bed now.
feeling like i made it way I’m getting this bread now. x2

When I Rush myself, it puts stress on me.
It’s not good at all, y can’t u see.
I luv da bread must be a fiend. 🤑
I hate myself because of me. </3

It’s all ur fault and I know u won’t like it.
Ur down to oh no I doubt that.
smoking on pack bitch Im smoking on sadness.
been in need been down bad and famished.

I been lost in my head now.
Bitch I’m feeling dead now.
Moving like a zombie in the cut of I’m of the meds now.
Always Feeling down bad bitch I’m in my bed now.
feeling like i made it way I’m getting this bread now. x2

been thru it all (tenoji!)

prod. @2variant x @negative_creeper
proud of this one. first track of 2022, more 2 come <3
(lyrics): 
I feel like a ghost 
I’m on the outside looking In
No I do not like you , no lil bro I’m not your friend
Left me all alone rite here let’s not pretend 
letting all these feelings overtake me I can never win x2

 I been feeling sick since seen u
Never wanna see ur face, bitch U make me wanna puke 
Always got the big guns, shoot a clip and now ur thru 
How did I upset you with something that I didn’t even do?

Acting like a friend, don’t even start now
Never gonna let u in, always keep my heart bound
Creepin thru the bedrooms of ur home at night won’t make a sound
Got a 9mm, it’s silenced and I’m shooting rounds.

I feel like a ghost  
I’m on the outside looking In
No I do not like you , no lil bro I’m not your friend
Left me all alone rite here let’s not pretend 
letting all these feelings overtake me I can never win. x2

ghost (variant x negative.creeper)

prods: @starboyrob @1gokami @med1c @thedavidson
HUGE THANKS TO THEM FOR MAKING THIS POSSIBLE!
VERSES:
@tsundere, @1crusey, @kirosnoo, @prkrblu, @plsrun, @girl07, @1crusafix, @kirame-e, @popstarpatch
VERSE 1:
(injurd)
and im back,
and im baaaaAAAck,
i been stuck, but i stand so sad,
but i break myself, i get my bag,
nobody care about me that's so sad,
i move on, keep myself in your blood,
i want you, why u always die?
i wanna talk, but i see you switch sides,
proxies running back, and we out for the night,
a-and i hit him to the sky,
on my shit with my 9,
4-4-4 i might die.
bitch wanna talk,
ar15 run em off,
here we go again!
h-h-here we go again!
and here we go again!
here we go again.

VERSE 2:
(crusey)
a-a-aim a glock and we went at yo place,
shooters in the back and they point it at yo face,
talk shit, get smacked, now yo body fucking chafe,
me and gicc in the back one shot in the gauge!
t-t-talk shit bitch, ion see an issue,
all these rules make me bleed, need a tissue,
yeah they wanna see me lose, what a bitch do,
if i take your fucking life i wouldn't miss you.
what do you want from me,
pulling me back, they just wanna see me bleed,
don't want your company,
i don't wanna fucking see can you please just leave.

VERSE 3:
(KIROSNOO)
n*s always talking to me, what they want?
he catching bullets you gon think he hit a taunt
he catching bullets, ion give a fuck about nothing thats ok
i keep the steel on my waist, i call it chucky, wanna play?


how df u talking tuff
when yo man shot in da back
i cant really say to much
like dat n*a not coming back
shouldve told em not to lack
call me sofaygo ima take em off the map

y u acting like homie
like n*a u cant get no dap
like y u capping in yo rap
this 40 make u take a nap

when i run up on that n*a
im pulling out the steel i make it clap

tell that n*a get low get down
like thats wrd up to my mtha
get low dont make no sound

like and yo bitch want me now
i didnt mean to make u frown
if that n*a want some static
got some shit that make em drown

like i aint fucking with these clowns 🤡
like im a king i need my crown
i aint playing with nobody
ima put em in the ground


VERSE 4:
(PRKR BLU)
got the choppas on lock cause an intervention
if he want the smoke yea we gon pull up yea we gon let him have it
me and injurd fuckin up this shit cuz u know we da baddest
pull up in an srt i shoot i think i gotta have it
i just gotta go
fuckin on that bitch is a no
spend a couple thousand on a coat
u wish u could do it but ur broke




VERSE 5:
(PLSRUN)
got a slash it's gon hit that n lip,
i got 20 in the clip cause he been posting all this shit,
and n think he won, he ain't do shit,
cause im still posted with my gang, and im still posted with my twin,
and why he talking on my body?
killing n's is my hobby,
but yeah i only got a shot, so i ain't aiming for the body,
g-g-got a cal it's rip,
straight up n u a bitch, and when i see that little fucker ima punch him in his lip.

VERSE 6:
(GIRL-07)


VERSE 7:
(CRUSAFIX)


VERSE 8:
(KIRAME)

VERSE 9:
(PATCH)

here we go again

long time no see but imy next pro lmao* @yureiclub
+send luv to gang @waystalkerr & @sunrisess
 lyrics:
I keep a strap like a menace 🔫
talking down on me bitch your finished ☠️
i'm with yc and yea we all winning 🤞🏾🤍
Shoot you in your face and leave your head spinnin 😵‍💫 X2  

shootin at ur windshield you can’t see shit. 🚘
Give me all of the loot u don’t need it 🤑
Shooting up the party don’t like who u came with 🎊
hit him with that 40 leave his ass faceless 😷

raise him up like a face lift 😇
it was really “painless” 🩸
and I’m feeling shameless 🤷🏽‍♀️
my clothes still stainless ✨🤩
leave that boy nameless 🤫
Nothing that I do is aimless 😤
shooting up ur fucking crib and leave that bitch frameless ❌🪟

I keep a strap like a menace 🔫
talking down on me bitch ur finished ☠️
i'm with yc and yea we all winning 🤞🏾🤍
Shoot u in ur face and leave ur head spinnin 😵‍💫 X2

menace (Waystalker & sunrisess)

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这是不是我想要的未来
我很奇怪
这是不是我想要的未来
忘记现在
这是不是我想要的未来
你也不在
这是不是我想要的未来
出现在我梦里面的未来

我被困住放不开
我被困住放不开
没有人告诉我会来
没有人告诉我会来

一个又一个的晚上
我撕碎了我一片翅膀
在我肩膀
看起来没有伤
他们认为我很健康

我舔舐着溃烂的伤口
你看不到的都被隐藏
我舔舐着溃烂的伤口
你看不到的都被隐藏

这是不是我想要的未来
我很奇怪
这是不是我想要的未来
忘记现在
这是不是我想要的未来
你也不在
这是不是我想要的未来
出现在我梦里面的未来

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这是不是我想要的未来 The Future I Wanted Was Gone + Cat Soup

had to re-upload the song because of the weird waveform bug on soundcloud mobile :( but it's back up and I changed the mix please show luv. let's get back to 500 plays! <3
prod. @yuki-pons
mixed by me & @luvlxckdown

save me! (shyburial)

prod. and mixed by me (obviously)
@vampires09x + @gamergirlgangxd

(LYRICS)

(“samara.”)
I can’t control these thoughts I have 



No one to blame but my head 



I hate myself, cry in my bed 



Don’t know the truth, these lies I’m fed x2





Thought u were friend of mine but u don’t rlly like me 



I don’t know where else 2 go. I need some fucking clarity 



My brain always fucking hurts I thinks it’s the anxiety 



Tryna balance music and the rest is so damn tiring 



I just want you to know that u burn me out  and make me feel bad, I hate u 



Leave me alone, I hate u, leave me alone, I hate u 



I just want you to know that u burn me out  and make me feel bad, I hate u



I can’t control these thoughts I have 



No one to blame but my head 



I hate myself, cry in my bed 



Don’t know the truth, these lies I’m fed x2



(“This Is A Vampires09 Exclusive.” “Gamer Girls.”)

lies

prod. me (obviously) shoutout @luvlxckdown for co-mixing <3
(LYRICS)
(“This Is A Vampires09 Exclusive”) 



(“Gamer Girls”)



(“Samara”)



Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do x2





wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Bash my head into the wall.





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do 





Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2

bash my head into the wall

prod. and mixed by me ( obviously)
lyrics:
("vampires09") ("hashtag gamer girls")("cloudgem") ("samara")
you’ve been really wanting to see me but I’m never around 
haven’t heard from me at all Ik ur  craving my smile
And Ur here all alone, and Ur feeling so down 
U just wanna hear my voice But U can’t rn 
And Ik u won’t get it 
We’ve been here so many times 
This shit is so upsetting 
Why won’t U accept our fates I do not understand this 
Crying alone cuz I want this to end...

I use to consider u my best 
U ripped my heart right out my chest
U turned out 2 be way much more
u spill my blood all on the floor x2

Treat me the way tht I treat u 
I want luv back but u refuse 
u cut my heart rite in two
Idk what Else to do x2

I use to consider my best 
U ripped my heart right out my chest
U turned out 2 be way much more
u spill my blood all on the floor x2

I won’t clean up this fucking mess
This is for u I tried my best
I just don’t care anymore 
U spill my blood all on the floor </3

spill my blood all on the floor

you don't even know

[cure]
i jus die in my dreams
i dnt rlly wna sleep
u always talk abt me 
but u say its not that deep
nd i dnt wna talk no more, no
no

nd from time to time again
ig i will try
but wuts it to u?
all those nights i jus cried
u were nevr there
when i needed u most
i jus wnt u bck
nd i jus wna hold u close

trapped in my mind idk wut 2 think
i got no time 2 suffer nd i got no time 2 blink
cant believe my eyes
nd i cant believe ur lies
u messin w/ my head nd am so fuckin tired
am so uninspired
am jus worried abt my health
doin this 4 me give a fuck abt the wealth
nd ik i cnt trust u no more
i dnt wna talk am 2 busy crying on the floor

[kuru]
theres 2 much in my head nd i still dnt wna talk 2 u
nd i wish it wasnt like this
nd i h8 2 say it
i dnt rlly think tht it will work out
its the answer, yea am feelin down
like the stars in the sky, i dnt rlly have a place 2 go
nd its so cool when we in ?
nd i feel like my heads right in a spiral
oh, i rlly think tht it wuldnt last
i still dnt feel the same, nd i cnt use my head
nd i see u in my brain i jus see u runnin bck
i dnt wna go out sad
i wnted the bag i fuck w/ da racks

you don't even know

samara

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