ugly (prod siemspark x xmichaelwarren)

think of me 
anytime at all
pass a mirror 
you’ll see how far you fall
you hate your skin
you’d wish it all fall off
skipping meals
and downing alcohol 

what does it take to love yourself
for you
to not hate everything you do
and not worry of people judging you

too easy to
crawl back 
into these old habits
i wish i could stop them
but fuck i get nauseous
my god i’m so toxic
i’ll never make progress
i’ll tear off my own limbs
cuz i’m fucking selfish

i’m so ugly
ugly
you’ll love me
if i’m pretty
wont you 
hurt me
fuck me
i’m so tired
of being so big
hate my 
skin and my bones alike
i just wanna fucking die

i just lost my pride
eyes glued to mirrors
tongue tied with fears
of
seeing me with peers
romanticizing

ugly (sped up) (prod siemspark x xmichaelwarren)

lyrics :3
-----------
shattered:
im alone 
in a house
that feels like it’s crumbling
and you came along
and ripped out the foundation 
making me change
the whole course of narration 
fucking my progress up
with temptations
(x2)

cuts:
i don’t wanna waste my life 
if its not with you
i tried to make things right
but what can you do
i keep thinking of the things 
that we could be
and i can’t think of anything 
but you and me
i don’t wanna waste my life
i wish you knew
all the shit that’s in my mind
what can you do 
i keep thinking that youre mine
but she had you
i thought holding on would help
now i hate you

both:
im alone 
in a house
that feels like it’s crumbling
and you came along
and ripped out the foundation 
making me change
the whole course of narration 
fucking my progress up
with temptations
(x2)

thank you for not being around (ft. cuts) (prod siemspark x chrismarek)

between his arms
i felt the poison
inside my head
thats why i wrote this
im going home
i can't control it
you say you're sorry
but you don't know why

between the looks and the stares 
that u give to him
were you thinking of me
when you kissed his lips
you said i love you finn
didn't mean for this
now im all choked up  
and i lost a friend
oh

you make me sick with all the lies 
how the fuck did you decide
suicide is on my mind  
you make me wanna get the knife

fairy (michael harrison x guda)

i wna rave

i wna

sitting on the pavement  
feel like you lost everything

put your face in your hands
feel your skin start to break
when they meet

will your grave be shallow
or are there secrets you keep

ill never be enough
write it down on my tomb
people always say they care
when it helps them the most

pavement (prod. michael harrison)

overpass

telling me you love me
you don't know even know my name
telling me you want me
i said baby no way
all these shorties text me
but i don't know what to say
you're a ghost
by the coast
smoking roach
in the coach

call me 
cuz i'm lonely
i just want love
she just want drugs

u don't love me
u don't love me

you playing all my music
never thought you cared
i was at the party
all you did was stare
now i'm alone in my bed
with my sheets on my head
like a ghost
your girl does the most
playing at my head like atari 
look up at the sky 
yeah it's looking pretty starry 
paint your picture in my brain
feel your pain
feel your pain

telling me you love me
you don't know even know my name
telling me you want me
i said baby no way
all these homies text me
but i don't know what to say
i'm the ghost by the coast
smoking roach
in the coach

2 in the roll
and a g with some blow  
got no money
and no thotties
imma die all alone
never wanted any fame
i just wanted to be loved

u don't love me
u don't love me

u don't love me w/ lil dusty g

u don't love me (prod. HOllY BEATS)

lyrics:
so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

wake up in my bed
with the thoughts stuck in my head
my wrists are looking red
cuz of all the blood i shed
texting you at 2
baby you know what to do
call me up again
i wanna hear your precious voice
let me haunt your dreams
with the time that we were teens
hear my final song
while you hit your parents bong
i know that you don't care
i'm wishing i was there

so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

do it for the fans
never switching plans
heart in my own hands
throwing up a couple grams
you never even cared
talking shit like i'm not there
but i see you in his hair
like the weed that's in the air
baby i know you've been playing me
you got me torn in my heart
watching it all fall apart
watching it all fall apart

tell me that you miss me

SPOTIFY

tell me that u miss me

acoustic guitar: https://soundcloud.com/taurusmoon
lyrics:
i thought you were the one for me
turns out your just a cheap
and now i'm all alone
crying on the phone
wish you were
a different breed
but you hurt me
and i thought you were different
but now i'm here sickened
wishing you 
out of my head
it never worked
i am hurt
and i still seem to care
even though your never there
even though you never cared
lets take it back
to when were 
acquaintances
setnences
back and forth
through our phones
you told me 
to promise
to not hurt my own skin
but you did that
on your own
no regard
for my groan
what 
went 
wrong
when i didn't call
across the hall
i want you
to love me
like you did 
way back when
when we were only friends
when we were only friends

when we were only friends (acoustic)

https://soundcloud.com/hatefulbeats
lyrics:
drop dead
on the doormat of my ex again
feel the empty space
when she's clogging up my head
now i can feel the
brain cells start to fade away
she take the pain away
she take the pain away

i'm trying
i'm trying
to live life this way
every day
feels the same 
with the pain
no one can stop me from making the bops
i'll never quit until i hit the top

hitting the tops of the charts with my song
hoping that you heard it hitting your bong
hoping that one day that i'll sing to you
rotting in hell know i'll see you here soon

cutting my wrist until all the pain stops
smoking the tree until my lungs go drop
never gonna find a girl as crooked as my ex
only use me for the sex
and now i think im coming next

smoking all day and all night and all day
never found another way to take away the pain
falling to the ground because i only got cement
and my life is not content
i lose my shit when we connect

drop dead
on the doormat of my ex again
feel the empty space
when she's clogging up my head
now i can feel the
brain cells start to fade away
she take the pain away
she take the pain away

take away the pain

follow hateful

take the pain away (prod. hateful)

shoutout to soundcloud.com/itsyungvan & https://soundcloud.com/daddydandy <3

lyrics:
shattered:
shawty you know that you lie
you wouldn't care if i die
you wouldn't care if i cry
shawty why do you lie

i wish i didn't date you
i wish i didn't know you
i'll sell shows to break you 
i flex on my ex
cuz that's all that i got
she run away cuz she know she a thot

i hope it was worth it 
bite like a serpent
act like a bitch cuz it tears me apart 
truth is i'm hurting
truth is i'm learning
truth is that i hope that i end up burning
your legs are like doors
you open and pour
you'll love anyone who won't call you a whore
but
that's what you are to me
i'm just a casualty

manipulating
when we were dating
you told me don't fret
he's just an old friend
he's just an old ex
i only love you 
back of my car 
we can have so much fun boo
do i still love you
baby i can't tell 
you talk to others
while i hide in covers	
sheets on my head
make me feel like i'm dead
texting your phone but you leave me on read

yung van:
fuck you, you don’t about care me
fucked up, naw the blames not on me
don’t talk shit behind my back, cause i don’t roll like that
i know you wanted on me
what’s he got that i don’t
he’s got you, that’s a joke
you’ll switch up, like a roach
just make sure you don’t choak
with all that shit your mouth
you better shut the fuck up
cause when this news gets out
all your friends gon’ switch up
i have no remose for you
don’t come back crawling to me
when he finds out what you do
he’ll throw you off like his shoe

shattered:
baby
you're faker
than santa claus
than santa claus
the guy 
that you are with
will leave
so please just don't come back to me
shawty 
you're colder than ice with some salt
my friends were right
about the night
when we had met
you got me set
like juliet
with bayonets 
ready to fire on me at your will
choking on smoke while we kiss and we chill
leaving my ass for a kid with some skill
you just a park all you give is a thrill

flowars:
bad girl in a mad world
ass fat where you at girl
let me hit it from the back girl
i ain't got a jack shit black pearl
i don't wanna look at you
everything you put me through
but you won't go away
so i guess ill fuck your face
ask that nigga how i taste
does he know your love is fake
tell the boy that i relate
ooh i relate
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat

romeo & juliet! w/ yung van & flowars (prod. nick mira & lucky bennu)

lyrics:
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt:
got the louie v
on my coffin 
shawty say she like it how im rockin
she been slurring all her words i think she off it
ive been making money ive been making profit 

throwing up in your bathroom
ive been off the pills what about you
breathe carolina i wont blackout
im too faded but im still gonna cash out
black jeans and my louie v
got my black nails painted match my gucci
got some money spend it all now my wallet empty
trying not die, but it's tempting

shattered:
got the louis v on my coffin
shawty say she like it how i'm rocking
everybody on me since i'm popping
break my heart again just for profit

got 100k in a week bitch
now i hit a million watch my friends switch
but i'm still alone
did this on my own
plug hit me up only time i get my phone

no name thotties all in my mentions
i don't feel like i'm in this dimension
i don't ever wanna be like you
i don't ever wanna talk to you

coffin! w/ lil skele & swoon (prod. discent)

shattered:
in the benz
no more friends
smoking up that indica
with my luck
yeah i feel like i am dead again
in my head
something here doesn't feel right
feel right

woke up 
still gone
yeah i write another song
shawty won't love me for long
guess i gotta move on

always been chasing 
always been lacing
my heart is racing 
your guard is fading
i think i hate you
my soul is screaming
i'm dreaming
there's no escaping
i'm shaking

and when i die
will they shout my name
will i get the fame
will they stay the same

i've been coming up
loko in my cup
sorta funny how these bitches wanna call me up
never felt my pain
never felt the same
never knew the reason that these bitches give me brain

i've been coming up
shawty wanna talk
i don't wanna talk
so that bitch gets blocked
she just want the cock
put my heart on lock
shawty wanna fuck
tell that bitch good luck

sad chill:
i don't give a fuck
i've had enough
i just wanna be myself
is that too much
pressure on my chest
can't breathe 
can't sleep
neck deep
imma choke 
blow smoke
can't cope
all the things unsaid
can i die instead 
im sick of fake love
i just want a friend
all they want is gucci fur
all i need is @gucccifer 
i would die for her 
but im already dead
dont know what to do
dont know what to do
always back to blue
always back to blue
will be gone soon
will be gone soon
hope i follow thru
hope i follow thru
and i try my best
but not for myself
is this fucking hell
i can't tell no

sick of fake love w/ sad chill (prod. jakkyboi)

soundcloud.com/convolk

convolk:
so i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now you're saving face
you're winning the game
i'm losing the race
but 
i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
down 

shattered:
keeping my hopes up
i wanna throw up
she don't feel nothing
yeah she don't feel nothing 
i write songs
try to make you go away
but your so close
almost touching on your face
and i love you 
but you always lie to me
i can't trust you
i guess it's only up to me
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now i'm losing sleep
i'm getting the bag
but still feeling sad
but i'm keeping my hopes up
maybe you'll show up
maybe you'll love me
and not wanna break me
i highly doubt that 
you tend to be rude
you never loved me
but that's just what i see 
i could write another line about the time you broke my heart
but 
inside of my head 
is where my problems tend to start
i got panic
i got sadness
i got all the things that hurt
and i've fallen for a girl
who would fuck me for a shirt
took my heart 
and you ripped and you burned it
your last love 
was a gift
should return it
should return it
should return it
should return it 
don't let me down
down 
down 
down

convolk:
so i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now you're saving face
you're winning the game
i'm losing the race
but 
i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
down

keeping my hopes up w/ convolk (prod. jakkyboi)

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/bornhero for the amazing beat <3

lyrics:
where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i do not know
how to fit in
smoking me out
ripping a spliff  
everyone loves me when i go and dip
everyone loves me when i go and dip

everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
i'm stuck here 
writing simple songs
hope to take the pain away
when my eyes turn to gray
i know 
that my secrets buried deep below the bong
will release
every thought i'm feeling making me do wrong

where i belong
i will not know
every weekend i'm feeling so low
no where to go 
staying at home
staring at walls scrolling twitter alone
hit up my phone
leave you on read
people around treating me like i'm dead
feel like a ghost
no one will post
sit in my bed think about you again   

no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti
no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti

i take control of the whip in my mind
driving me places that i can't define
exploring the road, taking my time
lie to my friends when i say i'm alright
where have i gone
i do not know 
hop in the car and i'm driving alone
phone is on silent not trusting these tones
i feel the weight all the way to my bone

where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i take control of the whip 
going straight 90 i dip
exploring the vessel of me
tell me about what you see

where i belong (prod. born hero)

original sample: https://soundcloud.com/kahlua-and-milk/cheap-wine-1
by kahlua and milk 

shattered:
your beauty is something to notice
unravel my mind like a lotus
got something to say you might know this
but everytime i see you i just lose focus 
lips on your thighs got the roses beside 
swear to god i think the stars have aligned
drunk out my mind like your pussy is wine
stuck on your lips like a grape to a vine 
words fall from petals like roses
loving you shawty you know this
cupid hit me at my lowest
missing you takes all my focus

9TAILS:
turning grey
youll be okay though
no halo
i am no angel
gotta worn down old face
cold gaze
how im spose to love you how u want it
with a full plate
every step i stumble i got no grace
its a trick maze
up inside my mind im on a tight rope
how i fix it up fuck if i know
fuck a high note
smoking blunts singing slow while my eyes low
thoughts attack me make the lyrics sappy
turn up the tune cause my voice scratchy like a vinyl
i hear another person bitching i might uninstall the game
eye strain back pain tooth aches weed shakes
took a break from the music for a week 
came back and it was all the same
new face with the same sound
damn
something like a "we already lost" game plan
fucking up they life to make a new song slam
u wont make a banger just because u kick cans
still it could be poppin if u got the right friends
no reason to sweat it tho u bringing in bands
you and me are gone eventually we all end
we should live the life we proud to live amen to that
amen to that

shattered:
your beauty is something to notice
unravel my mind like a lotus
got something to say you might know this
but everytime i see you i just lose focus 
i'm losing sleep over you
dreaming of colors that i never knew
painting the picture of you in my mind
wish i could somehow just stop all the time 
from the ashes of your love
we can go and fly above
leaving rainbows when we die
really hate it when you cry
feeling really slow
i got the flow
give her the ice now she colder than snow
i wanna know will she love me for long
or is it a feeling from ripping the bong

flowars:
babe i'm afraid
i'm just letting you know
i never loved someone like you before
hearts in my eyes
i been shot in the skull
mind in the sky
feeling gravity's pull
oh
words fall like petals from roses
your beauty is never unnoticed
shawty you're glitching my focus
oh shit
shawty you're glitching my focus
you're bringing hope to hopeless
i think you already know this
know this

lotus love w/ 9TAILS & flowars (prod. taurusmoon)

lyrics:
i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me 

yeah you hate me
but you wanna date me
stay a little while
and baby you could save me
spinning words around my head it's getting hazy
you could never love me fuck it i'm too crazy
fuck it up again when i see you around
kinda getting nervous when you try to bring me down
kissing in the back of your whip
we're going 80 now
driving to the end of the world
we're never slowing down
woahhhhh ohh oh
we on a comedown
looking at the stars while you're looking for your coat now	
drunken off your love so i'm looking for a kiss now
replicate your dreams and live through me
open up your mind to find the key
woah oh ohh
and i know that i can't stay young forever
but i'm waiting outside in this shitty weather
hoping that you can love me tonight

i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me

i can't live like this forever w/ lil skele (prod. irby)

shattered:
got 2 lives
i already died
pieces of my heart breaking by your blue eyes
she already lied
she ain't even mine
drugs numb the pain when you getting real high

d1v:
she only come around when i got drugs
(when i got drugs on me)
i dont rly mind it cuz i just want her closer
yea she always lookin for sum fun
(she never sleep)
baby that alright with me if it makes u stay with me
if i should be honest i dont want to be attached to u
had another girl i loved so i did the dash for u
hate when u make me sad
baby dont feel bad
laying in my bed got my eyes at the ceiling
drain my pain with meds yea i guess i like feeling

shattered:
got 2 lives
i already died
pieces of my heart breaking by your blue eyes
she already lied
she ain't even mine
drugs numb the pain when you getting real high

i've been feeling down
she be taking drugs
i be getting love in the back of the club
shawty say what's up 
pour another cup
 your love is like a drug and i cannot get enough
i can't explain all the pain in my heart
you took the blade and you cut through my scars
when i go to sleep i just crash in my car
but it was all good till you left me in the dark

drugged up shawty w/ d1v (prod. born hero)

spotify

finn & marceline ft. keshore (origami)

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody
art by @ihateshota
prod by https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

this song means a lot to me bc i don't really hold anything back and it felt so good to say all of this. that being said, im still not in the best mental state, but i'm trying my best.

can someone tell me why i feel this way about love
and why i try to hide my emotions behind these drugs
my friends just tell me its apart of growing up
my bones seem to get much older but i never feel in touch

i talk to my friends like i talk to the people inside of my head
and sometimes i ask them for closure cause i never remember what i said
so tell me what i have to do to feel grown up in this world
maybe ill ditch my old life and just try and go fall for a girl
cause its been a long time since i've felt a thing called trust
and i don't think i've fallen for a girl without feeling a bit of lust

break me down
to my core
and you'll see 
that im the enemy

my age is a factor in this but i feel like im falling too quick
and if i dont slow myself down maybe ill just mess up and ill slip

can someone tell me why i feel this way about love
and why i try to hide my emotions behind these drugs
my friends just tell me its apart of growing up
my bones seem to get much older but i never feel in touch

growing up

art by @vvspurpp on twitter
kevin kazi:
my sins they comfort me
they talk to me
eventually
they'll swallow me
and desperately
i search for peace
i fight a war 
from wake to sleep
(x2)

kill me 
kill me
baby kill me
feel me
if you wanna feel the real me
she said im evil but she talkin bout the pill me
and it hurts everytime you fucking pill me
cut me 
fuck me
i know that you lust me
i can give you everything im triple 7 lucky
i wont talk about shit if it dont got nothing to do with money
i wont talk to you bitch cuz u so stupid its not funny

my sins they comfort me
they talk to me
eventually
they'll swallow me
and desperately
i search for peace
i fight a war 
from wake to sleep
(x2)

shattered:
the drugs they comfort me
i find my peace
they help me breathe 
they help me see
angel wings
upon your back
can you save me don't look back

my sins 
they comfort me
i try to sleep
but i can't dream
no i can't dream

you making me go crazy
baby why you hate me
i see it in your eyes yea you really wanna save me
cut me 
fuck me
i know that you lust me
i can give you everything baby girl just trust me
diamond rings
you can meet me in a private jet
where you going babe i know that you ain't tired yet
when i look around your heart i see a wire fence
now im faded on my own off a percocet
cut me
kiss me
make me feel lovely
baby your a cancer
your goal is just to infect me
i won't talk to all your friends like how you seem to do with mine
you were my diamond in the sky
now you just fuck with other guys

the drugs they comfort me
i find my peace
they help me breathe 
they help me see
angel wings
upon your back
can you save me don't look back

comfort w/ kevin kazi (spyder)

now im leaving 
will you ever miss me
you were never there 
you're so decieving 
i can't breathe
when i speak
it's like there's no air
pretty bitch
cut me deep
with her pink hair
pink hair
green eyes
shawty so misunderstood
she always gotta lie
now im tryna run away 
i can't escape your tide
im gone for good
no more fights
like every single night

when i die
will you be crying
or will you fuck the guy you told me never to worry about
im choking 
on all the bullshit you told me
while we were sitting on my lawn
passing time
looking at the clouds
ill never forget that
ill always regret that
i could've been sleeping in my room
but now im another boy who gave up his heart
just so you could break it
and now i passed out on your fathers couch
i swear i should've been taught not to fall for you
my dad raised me better than that
but now my knees kiss the front of your doormat
i ring your phone but i know you wont call back
your texts turn green
and you blocked me on snapchat
i swear i saw the signs from a mile away
and now im stuck laying in my grave

now im leaving 
will you ever miss me
you were never there 
you're so decieving 
i can't breathe
when i speak
it's like there's no air
pretty bitch
cut me deep
with her pink hair
pink hair
green eyes
shawty so misunderstood
she always gotta lie
now im tryna run away 
i can't escape your tide
im gone for good
no more fights
like every single night

pink hair (prod irby)

ur dad doesn't seem to like me much
but i don't care i just want your touch
and when you kiss me i just get a rush
passed out on the front of your lawn
now i know 
i'm stupid 
i fell hard
you felt that
but now i'm 
so fucked up
so in love
i'm sorry 

i hope that you hear this
i hope that your worth it
your dad makes me nervous
i fuck up on purpose
no 
no i don't deserve this
oh 
oh

i should stop running my mouth
i get in trouble everytime 
your dad seems to comes around
its not his fault
he just hates me 
cuz of the way that i sound
im super nervous
kinda quirky
i can't figure him out
he wants me dead, a grave right into the ground

watch the world burn as i walk thru the flames
discard my body the ashes will rain
kill everybody 
brain with no body 
talk to myself when i’m scared and i’m crying
emotionless eyes i can’t tell when i’m lying
far from the end but the end is still nigh 
how we all dead but still feelin alive
came out of the womb and i’m not even crying
baby wanna say bye bye
takin my life like i
don’t wanna feel alright
don’t wanna wake up 
don’t wanna step outside
bitch i been up all night

ur dad doesn't seem to like me much
but i don't care i just want your touch
and when you kiss me i just get a rush
passed out on the front of your lawn
now i know 
i'm stupid 
i fell hard
you felt that
but now i'm 
so fucked up
so in love
i'm sorry

ur dad fucking hates me! ft. joseph cash (prod irby)

(prod. shattered, bangss & ryan medina) 

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

hope i die slow
in a car crash far from home
you can't stop what you've created
i am everything you hated
i know i'm not the best at everything
i'm trying really hard just to get you to finally see
you're pulling on my lungs and you're making it hard to breath
i'm going over 90 right into this fucking tree

everything stops when you say that it's over
i never wanted this
i just wanted some closure
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted your heart, 
but i fell too deep and now you want us apart

falling down on my bedroom floor
i dream of days where i don't have to feel anymore
im overwhelmed with emotions that i can't explain
i think im dying slowly every day i mask my pain

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

you can take the wheel i got my eyes closed
wonder what the fuck goes on when my eyes close
night-time see you when the blinds close
every other days like the same it doesnt change

fall out
fall out i can hear you call out
from a far like a fallen star
gone so far
off of it
so im stuntin hard
and you get lost in it

caution to the wind
and often i find
that all my friends are coffins
gone and lost again so toss it
all your effort is forgotten

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

driving with my eyes closed (ft. dylon bangss)

dont feel like im present
but im still right here
she told me don’t worry
i’ll still be right here
can’t see shit in life
so i just need a light
im going so fast
might just fuck up and die
crash my car
i’ll make it nice
i’ll make it nice
think we’ll be alright
think we’ll be alright

yeah
yeah
can we slow down
real quick
shawty i been feeling fucked
i feel different
all the feelings in my chest
they don’t make sense
i just really wanna know if your bout this
im a lot take on
hope you know that
i been on my phone
hope you hit me back
been 2 fucking long since i felt love
so i wrote a song
hope i did enough

hope i did enough
for you to text me
bitches expectations are always just gonna wreck me
unexpected
adolescence
baby give me space just so i can get a breath in
i fucked up my liver
every time i text she just hit me with delivered
cuz im just too high
and im way too fucked
and every time i call she just hang the fuck up
ill say my last words cuz i feel like im dying
i don’t feel like being
your fucking appliance
im tired of being used
but that’s something that u knew

dont feel like im present
but im still right here
she told me don’t worry
i’ll still be right here
can’t see shit in life
so i just need a light
im going so fast
might just fuck up and die
crash my car
i’ll make it nice
i’ll make it nice
think we’ll be alright
think we’ll be alright

i think we'll be alright (prod. sketchmyname)

[this is a very early demo, ik it sounds pretty rough but its a work in progress]

you’re not the person
that i knew
its killing me
but i wonder what happened to you
did he change you
rearrange you
your body language doesn’t seem to match your mood

i stole your car again
but it hurt me more than it hurt you in the end
you ran up the mileage of trust
and the miles of love
that we said we wouldn’t forget
i still smell the cigarette smoke
on the hoodies you stole
from my closet back in march
i tried everything
to get the smell
out of my clothes
and out of my fucking mind

you stabbed me in my chest
but it felt so good
just to feel your touch again
i lay my head on the concrete
cuz you brought me to my knees

you’re not the person
that i knew
its killing me
but i wonder what happened to you
did he change you
rearrange you
your body language doesn’t seem to match your mood

please don't tell my ex girlfriend that i wrote this about her (demo)

guitar tracked by lokel
written by me

you’re not the person
that i knew
its killing me
but i wonder what happened to you
did he change you
rearrange you
your body language doesn’t seem to match your mood

i stole your car again
but it hurt me more than it hurt you in the end
you ran up the mileage of trust
and the miles of love
that we said we wouldn’t forget
i still smell the cigarette smoke
on the hoodies you stole
from my closet back in march
i tried everything
to get the smell
out of my clothes
and out of my fucking mind

you stabbed me in my chest
but it felt so good
just to feel your touch again
i lay my head on the concrete
cuz you brought me to my knees

you’re not the person
that i knew
its killing me
but i wonder what happened to you
did he change you
rearrange you
your body language doesn’t seem to match your mood

girlfriends (acoustic)

omg
hello kitty tees
ripping up my jeans
heelys on my feet
(x4)

give me back my monster
kiss me on my collar
pictures in my lockette
i got cigarettes in my locker
(x2)

kicking in the crib
watchin invader zim
watch u fuckin fall to the ground
when u take a hit
molly hit hard when the sunset drop
sunset drop
sunset dropppp

on and on and onnnnnn
on and on and onnnnnn
on and on and onnnnnn
on and on and onnnnnn

omg
hello kitty tees
ripping up my jeans
heelys on my feet

hello kitty (prod. deadat18)

i know i'm a mess
you say that you're depressed
but you haven't met me yet
im as hopeless as they get

my mind is over run by enzymes 
hope that ill die soon
hope that you wont cry to, or lie to,
me or my friends cuz u know what u did 
oh my god 
im so fucked
i just wanna feel in love

so nonchalant as you 
watch me break before your eyes 
falling apart will you
meet me on the other side
look past the flaws
can’t you see i just was traumatized 
i can’t blame the drugs 
but i wasn’t myself at the times

when we got together again
i got as low as it gets 
influenced her to seek change 
and live like me on the edge 

she got away but 
the damage been done 
i lost some loved ones 
over my own problems

i posses a modicum of skill it makes me depressed
i just wanna feel something cutting through my fucking chest
baby let me bleed on the floor
ive fucking done this before
you just judge me at my core
i got no fucking support

i still have the photos of you
in my room
in my head
cant fade out 
wont go home
ill get stoned 
on my own

cuz i hate u now more than evrrr
cuz i hate u now more than evrrr
cuz i hate u now more than evrrr

i still have the photos of you
in my room
in my head
cant fade out 
wont go home
ill get stoned 
on my own

i know i'm a mess
you say that you're depressed
but you haven't met me yet
im as hopeless as they get

hopeless (ft. j-sin)

Florida native shattered, is best known for his pop-like delivery which encapsulates moody and sad imagery.

The 21 year-old producer, currently living in Tampa, has crafted a versatile and experimental discography that is not able to be placed into one genre, sonically.

Dipping his toes into emo, rap, and pop, shattered’s ability to craft carefully constructed beats featuring attributes found within multiple genres has enabled him to rival and surpass other producers older than him – illuminating his talent and strong drive for success within the competitive industry.

Starting his music journey at age 12, shattered dived headfirst into production on his DAW of choice: FL Studio. Now having built a close-knit and dedicated fanbase, shattered has an array of singles on the way – with music to please his older fans, and new fans alike.

“Getting playlisted on Spotify and getting interest from a record label have been some of my greatest musical achievements so far,” shattered says – Kyle Hughes

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