bump this whole project tripping, you'll love it

i never asked for this at all

ft. @lilnarnia & @anxietyattackss

prod @youngburial x @noahmadethiss x @anxietyattackss

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3K5kafrQyso&ab_channel=%E3%83%87%E3%83%BC%E3%83%A2%E3%83%B3Astari

lyrics: 
i just shed a tear while sitting slump in the car--

wish i had a moment left to waste
tightening my skin and prepare to brace
open all i am for you to see
take the things that you want to keep

not another night on the edge
i just shed a tear while sitting slump in the car
yeah i'll drink another, i won't think anymore
yeah i'll black my lungs and watch me fall to the floor
die all night and then feel like shit again

yeah the truth it always hurts when it comes to light
i saw ur hand but i don't really show mine
by myself in a new place
nothing really feels right, tripping now i'm tongue tied

another night on the edge w/ lil narnia & anxiety attacks!

Back Up Plan 2 The Back Up Plan

back up plan 2 my back up plan (prod. Xtasane + Secretsss) w/whatafuckingbitch

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

patterns

breaking the bones in my hands (prod. dollmaker)

Vocals: @kurominmp3
Mix: @kurominmp3
Prod: @prodhilen
Some Inspiration: https://soundcloud.com/minok0/urthereason

thank you to everyone who was apart of making this song, special thank you to @minok0 for some presets for the adlibs and also just helping me with ideas, thank you to @beela1 for listening to the mix over and over again helping me work this out.
Pretty personal song for me and I'm happy its finally out It's been quite a while since I started working on this and I hope you guys like it.

Lyrics:

I watched u grow up 
I watched u grow up
I watched u grow up
I watched u grow up
Girl i miss my fathers voice
And i miss my mothers touch
I watched u grow up -up
I watched u grow up -up

Tell me do u luv me
I miss when we grew up
Back when u would trust me
All those words u said they crushed
Had to cope by my own, bro ur gone it's just me

I watched u grow up
i- i- i-
I watched u grow up
i- i- i-
I watched u grow up!
Omg like wtf!

Ok stop it.
Drop it.
I don't wanna talk so I blocked it -it -it

Fuck, oh my gaw-god

Want the clothes so i coped it!
U can't get inside of my head bitch i locked it
Omg all my motivation bitch i lost it
I don't need u in my life i need profit

I watched u grow up
I watched u grow up
Girl i miss my fathers voice
And i miss my mothers touch
I watched u grow up
I watched u grow up

And we watch ourselves grow up
We were inseparable yea
I can't get enough
And i hate ur gf
Omg she fucking sucks
Bro i don't know how u do it
How tf do u feel love

And thats my bad
I think that i fucked up
My bad
Tell me how u see me
How would u describe that
If i die tonight
Then u know it's by my hand
-my hand -my hand
How would u describe that.

That-that-that-that-that-that-that-that
How would u describe that
How would u describe that
If i die tonight then u know it's by my hand
How would u describe that
How would u describe that

My b- bad
My- my- my b- bad
B- b- bad
How would u describe that
Tha- th- that
My b- bad
If i die tonight -night
My hand
My hand
My hand
My hand
My hand
My ha- ha

I watched u grow up 
I watched u grow up
I watched u grow up
I watched u grow up
Girl i miss my fathers voice
And i miss my mothers touch
I watched u grow up
I watched u grow up

Thank you for listening :D

i watched u grow up 🌳 (prod.hilen)

Shinigami - I Miss U (ft. YungJZAisDead)

@familypet

shinigami: you said thisll never last so now im falling apart
my face is feeling numb again 
a shattered soul
dont let me go
you killed me first
im sure you know

she said thisll never last now im left in the dark
you saved me from myself again 
after the fall
i knew it all along
i never asked for this at all

you shouldve never let me in at all
now all you can do is watch me crawl
away
isolate myself
and i still can feel it all

and you can see the devil in my gaze
i think its best you stay away from me
im weak why cant you see this

familypet: thinkin back i fucked it up
my brothers just don't give a fuck
we skate until it's dark enough
to smoke and drink
we act don't think
don't think we act our age with it
i know i always ruin shit
i hope i never ruin this
i hope we'll always stay like this
putting each other in hospital beds
remember last summer when i broke my leg
doing a jump at the gap at 18th
remember the time that i knocked out your teeth
i'm glad that you always forgave me
these are the stories and memories that made me
i know i wasn't worth saving
i was just crazy
can't help the fact that i love misbehaving

i never asked for this [feat. familypet]

Lil Boo Weep - I Wrote This Song 4 U

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6bt08gOCHM

lyrics: 

poppy tears: 

everything is a lie and nothing here is true 
how I feel inside and what meant to you
when I broke my spine I lay inside my room 
tried to take my life before a flower could bloom

where you go when I fell into your heart 
in a galaxy alone I found your star 
she said are you with it, I said if you are 
she be going for my neck like a vampire x 2

my dark red blood drips on your skin 
my heart holds love just deep within x 2

9TAILS:

one side of my pillows always cold 
cant sleep and i thought you should know
summer heat seeps in through the windows
2 o clock and youre still not home 

2 o clock and im still 
heard the ring but i cant find the phone
summer heat seeps in through the windows
3 o clock and youre still not home

4 o clock and im in my zone
fuck out my room can you please not touch me
she said she wanna know how to feel empty
if thats the case then just watch me

they always want me to meet their friends
why would i do that if i dont have any of them
i abandoned everyone i dont wanna start again
im still learning bout myself so i wont let no body in

pour it up
roll it up
smoke it up
drank

fade away
looking like
my eyes
sank

feeling worse
than i look
think i might
faint

feel myself
coming down
roll some more
stank

what you mean you cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what you yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

❄︎ ✰ ❄︎ ✰ ❄︎

where you go w/ 9TAILS (prod. YungJZA)[visuals in description]

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

cyberbully mom club - i'm tired and i hate this song

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over
wish I didn’t love you so much
I’ve been getting used to what it does
trying to loosen my grip
girl I know I won’t get anywhere by
holding on too tightly I’m trying
not to lose my fuckin mind
you’re so confusing all the time
I don’t wanna lose you ill do anything
damnit I think you’re gone already

I wonder what you think of me but
god I know i shouldn’t
fall apart every time that you come when
I’m standing still alone and fucking stuck
wish I didn’t care about you so much
miss the way we used to talk
lately you’ve been gone
so far off from what I thought I would want
I love you so much 
you can use me just know I love you and

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over
wish I didn’t love you so much
I’ve been getting used to what it does
trying to loosen my grip
girl I know I won’t get anywhere by
holding on too tightly I’m trying
not to lose my fuckin mind
you’re so confusing all the time
I don’t wanna lose you ill do anything
damnit I think you’re gone already

I don’t wanna waste my time with you
spend a couple months now I’m back into
this game that I hate and I know its forsure
that you’ll leave me broken when you walk out the door
wish I didn’t fall so easily
cuz I feel you start to walk away from me
and I know I gotta get my self together now
feel so small underneath this ground
can you tell I’m breaking
with every word you’re saying to me now
all my bones are shaking trying my best somehow

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over

gonna keep loving you
cuz its the only thing I know how to do
I’m useless I’m used up
your perfect I’m in love
holding onto pieces that would keep us connected
pouring out my heart I should have kept you protected
I don’t wanna lose you after all that we went through
if it has to be this way ill never forget you

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shinigami

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