i cry to this somg it was the first time my ex saw me cry and this song was on

19 years on this earth and i done seen trauma i just want to fucking die tbh this song gives me so much hope

one of my favorite songs ever, so fucking deep, ily so much Shini

i wonder what you felt when you said you love me💔

6 years later.. Fuck man, I’m 24 now, so much has changed, but it’s all the same still.

Everyday you help me remember I have a place on this earth. Thank you😌😔🖤

6 years bro and I still play this full blast, this music is my therapy ❤️

that one winter night when the stars started talking ⭑･ﾟﾟ･*:༅｡.｡༅:*ﾟ:*:✼✿

Lyrics:

chorus:

in the same ole clothes, bout dirty as hell

this life i live feels just like hell

just leave me alone, just let me be

so much goes on inside my head


verse:

it’s early october 

this is how i feel

how i feel

this is how i feel

no im never sober

no im never sober, yeah


bridge:

my grave is calling

God is always stalling

im ready to go, yeah

im ready to go

its early october (prod. Xalithh)

got inspired by the legend and decided to make this lil flip

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rip nujabes

please wake up

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sanctuary 💕

please wake up. we need you.

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/b51e38'>dowload for free here</a>

sprites

we need to leave this place.

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/35dd93'>download for free here</a>

this is a simulation

you accept darkness, yet choose to live in the light. so why is it that you loathe us who teeter on the edge of nothing? we who were turned away by both light and dark - never given a choice?

satori

luna has risen

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this girl hit my phone up but i dont care
your words mean nothing to me 
i just wanna go home
will i ever go home?

the walls in my bedroom theyve seen it all
stumbling through the door as i fall apart 
alone
why do i feel so alone?

i wonder what you felt when you said you loved me
hiding in my sheets cos im good for nothing
no
this is all that i know

the clouds paint the skyline like ghosts at twilight
these stars up above make me feel so finite
can you see my heart glow?

i feel the growing pains
in me every day
trying so fucking hard to escape my fate

the way i hide is not your concern
if i fuck this up then i might change
get myself in better shape

so i hold my breath and i hope for the best
its fucking hard to breathe with demons on my chest
the thought of you brings gloom in my room
and i cant fucking stand this place
i just need to get away

luna

download

all that i know 🌌

banshee

wasting time

occam's razor

disconnection

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

I <3 me way 2 much 💖 insta - jakkyboiii

shoulda called back shoulda called back shoulda but i didn’t and i coulda cuz i want u now i never wanna know yeah
now i never wanna know yeah woaaahhh

shoulda called back shoulda called back shoulda but i didn’t now ur gone in the back ya forget everything i told ya 
forget everything i told ya 
and don’t call back again

whoaaaaaaaaaaa
ya don’t call back like

ayye money coming in i told ya
paint my nails say i’m pretty and i want love
ya I don’t think i want her and i don't ya
i’ll admit it baby it’s just paranoia 

ayye now go do a line
put shit to the side now i’m dripping by 
hey I think u missed this time 
stab me in the back but i’m perfectly  fine

u and i in a little toy shop
buy all the dope old stuff we loved 
i don’t give a fuck i love me too much yee
i love me way too much

i’m getting high just to numb the pain
i don’t think i’m fine but I'm better that way
i don’t think i’m fine but I'm better that way
I think I'm over it 🤷‍♂️

shoulda called back but i didn't

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

prod. sapphire2001

lyrics:

i can feel in the air tonight
smoke seeping from my lungs tonight
i dont wanna disappoint you
i dont wanna disappoint you

yeah you are so toxic like a poison i just threw up in the bathroom
medicate myself until i feel like i dont have you
stab me in the hall, leave my body by the stairway
bag me up and throw me somewhere nobody will find me
you cut me off so the cuts are on me now
i was by myself, now im choking claustrophobic
medically diagnosed depression from my therapist
you say im faking, check the fucking trash bin

disappoint myself and everyone else thats around me
you wish you were richer oh my god now thats astounding
i wish i could be a different person than myself yeah
ive been making plays might book a show at the foundry

chemically engineered they say that im so toxic
everyone around hates when i sing cause im obnoxious
i dont wanna die but i dont wanna fucking be me
ima shoot myself the day i see my face on tv
ima get a bag like my name was louis v
ive been making music vids im on a shooting spree
i dont wanna live and i dont wanna make you cry now
all the voices in my head are telling me to die now

u cut me off so the cuts r on me now..

make up [prod. greaf]

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all that i know 🌌

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