you were by my side and now we are worlds away from each other

Upgrade 2

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

when ur around (prod. brody)

prod https://soundcloud.com/xlhc & me

woke up
head hurts
i'm still so fried
nosebleed
maybe we get too high
numb face
4 shots
blacked out last night
3 blunts 
double cup
i'll treat you right

i got 1 too many problems gotta kiil one
i got 1 too many things to do im ghostin
i keep that tylenol on deck, murder this migraine
sometimes i wish i could go back but what's the point tho

yeah i fried my brain hundred times, thousand times and im not proud of that
i was getting bent on the reg and now i moderate 
i just put a gram of the wax inside my cigarette 
i was dippin reds inside the red when i was way 2 young 

i like who we are
i like who we are
(if you don't wanna stop then we don't gotta stop)

i woke up at JFK and we were going off
we were saying things we shouldn't say
we're always fucking off
now we ice up but our wrists hurt
smoke until our chest hurts
i wake up at LAX
i'm depressed and I miss her
now it's london calling me up on the phone
nowadays we add the 44 and listen all alone
wishing i could paint your fingernails
so i gave mine the black and blue
u carved your name into my back and i miss eighteen too

i like who we are w/ xlhc

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@erdo

u can break my heart 
swear i won’t say nun 
bcz love n pain 
is really what i’ve came from 
pack a punch 
shoot myself wit a ray gun 
pills for lunch 
nodding off 
ion say much 

stabbed in my back 
do it again 
because all i ever wantd
is 2 b more than friends 
because all i ever think ab 
is you in red 
break apart 
only to fall in love with you again 

barred gates 
prison cell the way i’m locked in 
paranoid , 
feel like everybody plotting 
heavy death in my pockets 
got the key to your heart 
i unlock itt 

make it last 
take the pictograph 
we was friends in hs
now look where i’m at 
missing textures 
let my server lag
i depart 
dead n gone i’m not coming back

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Playboi Carti - R.I.P. (sped up)

@tekea @you-got-it-mag

they gon take my swag 
   n thn run w it 
   bitch im designered up 
   n u bumming it 
   all my bros dyked up 
   i m not a lick
   all i kno is stack chips up 
   money dialect

   3 checks had 2 run it up 
   u a lame ass bwoy 
   u cntt fww us vv,,
   in the streets late at night 
   im a no one 
   down bad i got oxy in my soda 

   im a real pretty boy 
   but im evil 
   brudda geared up w a 9 like a seal
   bitch i got it out the gutter 
   we not equal
   vamp giv me head 
   suck my blood thn i peel

   i pop 6 n now im weightless 
   not happy bro im wasted
   this shotgun 12 gages
   she dont love me 
   kno she faking
   she’ll do it if i say it 
   i need uur soul i’ll take it 
   love my blunt im pump faking 
   take two hits n now im asian

   this v12 got me flying 
   its lik 3am im crying
   she see lines n wanna try it 
   always lie i knew uu trifling
   need my bruddas on an island 
   nn my collarbone on diamonds
   girl u make me suicidal 
   im a loser not an idol

   fuck my bag up 
   spend my money on substances 
   tht girl i cnt love again 
   uukno i cnt trust again 
   it feels so wrong 
   to have u back in my bed again 
   i pushed away all my friends 
   i plot my eternal rest

music video

STEAL MY SWAG Prod Tekea & Mag

Timing

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
blue blood inside your veins
mine stay red always will

girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
you say you're over me 
but can we keep things real

I know theres something
she's only bluffing
how long can we lie to ourselves
I know theres something
you said you loved me
would you just tell me the truth

girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
blue blood inside your veins
mine stay red always will

girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
you say you're over me 
but can we keep things real

I can't take anymore of this
all I can think is of you amidst
all the bullshit
can't let go if I can't forget you
maybe I never meant to
Maybe I didn't try yet
close my eyelids forever
but if I can't forget her
 stuck in the center
of those brown eyes
pull together and sever our ties
try to remember memories are better than nothing
been lying to myself again
im a fuckin mess
try my best not to regret
all the time that we spent
girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
blue blood inside your veins
mine stay red always will
girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
you say you're over me 
but can we keep things real
I know theres something
she's only bluffing
how long can we lie to ourselves
I know theres something
you said you loved me
would you just tell me the truth

always will [prod. Nversad]

available on all streaming platforms

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7hWQzHhOY8

lyrics: can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time
i wake up and youve been missing from me
you were by my side
now were worlds away from eachother
i cant sleep i cant eat i feel like im dying
run the cold steel on my skin
ill never feel your kiss again
can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time (x2)
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as long as we remember each other, we'll never be apart

shinigami

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