bitch if u not listening to this were u at

4 years later. still no words can describe the vibe this song gives me. 

The blankets wrapped around my neck to see if i still breath..

this song its straight pain. So much emotion here

and who the fuck am I, to think that anyone could ever love a soul like mine?

lyrics 

You blame me
Every time the sky breaks it’s my fault right
Even when the storm comes from your side
You twist the truth ‘til I forget mine
And somehow I’m the one crossing the line


I stood in the fire just to keep you warm
Took every hit said
But you
You never once looked past your pride
Too busy building walls while I cried


I gave you love you gave me blame
I showed you hurt you called it shame
But maybe enough was never what you wanted
It wasn’t me
It was never me

Blame me

occam's razor

blood stains

the world that never was

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shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr)

DENIAL </3 (demo)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

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im good at being lonely cant u tell

an angels smiles what you sell
drag me slowly down to hell
misery is all i see
i can feel you here with me
cross my heart and hope you die
repeat the phrase until its time
born into this world to rot
all things come to be loved and lost

i wont be what you want me to be
feels like everyone just wants something from me

is it true what they say
just like night turns to day
you wake up to the sound
of your kids at your grave

say goodbye
say goodnight
make sure you sleep tight
knowing well this the last time youll see the sunlight

i did it all for you
i did this all for you

cross my heart n hope u die </3

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https://genius.com/Shinigami-fairytale-lyrics

if i had the courage
i would leave this place
burn it to the ground and let it rot away
you can fill the void up
with the drugs you take
they will never ever take the pain away

fairy tales of a place ive only seen in my dreams
all alone in my head ripping apart at the seams
i dont know where to go from here
i dont know if i could face my fears

fade to black in the back seat
i been doin fine if you ask me
thinkin back to the days in the classroom
skippin class and gettin high in the bathroom

i got a cloud on my head now
it pulls me into my bed now
the chains of my past keep me grounded
i lost my mind but i found it

shinigami - fairytale (prod. jay vee)

4 Gold Chains

4 Gold Chains (feat. Clams Casino)

room to breathe

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

let it burn
strike a match and watch it light
its a curse
in a hearse that leaves tonight

u keep on running away
u dont know to say to me
it makes me feel like im the one
whos been stuck in the rain
ive been drowining in pain u see
feels like im choking on these words i cant say to u

and i regret all the time that i spent
wishing for a way out
hope you remember the words that i said
wish you could figure it out

u keep on running away
u dont know to say to me
it makes me feel like im the one
whos been stuck in the rain
ive been drowining in pain u see
feels like im choking on these words i cant say to u

grimworld

runaway

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

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@cozyboycries

blood stains

shinigami

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