This touches the soul. You know pain too well. Truly a soul whos suffered.

shini <3

oldwayS <Spadez>

@teenpregnancy
@yung-jza-shawty

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butterfly kisses [w/ teenpregnancy + yungjzaisdead]

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober
Try to keep my eyes low
Ducking from the 5-0
Fuck the fucking 5-0
Let all my fucking guys go

I don't fit the system
I know that I'm different
Swear they never listen
That's why I'm staying distant
Leave em in my past life
They don't got their act right
Don't know what to act like
I leave em on the outside

Leave em on the outside
Leave em on the outside

Don't know what to act like
Don't know how to act right
I leave em on the outside

Sipping on my potion
Keep them blunts in motion
I been way too loaded
Sometimes it's hard to focus
These niggas keep on switching sides they think I ain't noticed
Imma keep on livin life till it's my time to go then
I been out my mind and I been trynna find it
Demons want me so bad I'm still trynna fight it
At the same time they not that bad they give me guidance
Maybe I should give in and ask for an alliance
All my teeth are golden
Smile just to show it
Don't look to long
It get way too hard to Focus

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober

hard to focus ft. pillxxx (prod. kidkeva)

why the fuck u gotta be like this
talk like this
act like you know me
you dont know shit
you dont know the half of it
just fucking quit

dont hit up my phone cus i dont feel like talking
sorry if i leave u in the dark its nothing
personal im having trouble keeping up with
how ive been feeling lately

i dont care if you think im obnoxious
im aware that ive got fuckin problems
im running out of ways that i can solve them
and its all keeps coming back

clouds in the sky
with the stars is where i lie
i see fear between your eyes
everytime i say goodbye

dont waste my time with the bullshit and the lies
i see thru it everytime
i wont let u dim my shine

ya im over this
i glo like an angel trapped in the mist
feel like i dont exist
look at the blood flowing down my wrist
down my wrist
make a wish
that it all will get better
the tides will twist
im sick of this ion give a shit
wrap this chain round my neck
ya i fucking quit

grimworld

obnoxious

Official Video: https://youtu.be/n8XmlBr60Fc

round the valleys we roll
TV blasting out the static 
making peace with my soul
calabash was way too far
so i skate smoking a bone
the hazy sun blessed me with wind
and now the ocean's my home
lately all i do is drift
collect the bag and phone home
hit my pops up, know he's sad
cuz life always takes its toll
but I'm certain all the pieces 
that i need will still fall
from the sky and i smile
been a while since we talked

flushed my xannies down the sink
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome
never know where I'll end up
keep my pockets lined with gold
no one's ever told me wrong
i blame myself for the most
got a shot up on my ass
cuz she stayed sleeping around
now my wallet doesn't fold
shoes dirty working till close

flushed my xannies down the sink 
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome

guitars/prod/mix/master by @93feetofsmoke

this song is the antithesis of "if my dad saw he'd me mad at me" which explored the consequences of poor decision making and the overall negativity that used to completely encapsulate my life. Hope it means something to you. Take care <3 love ya pops

if my dad saw he'd be proud of me (video in desc)

digipack! (feat. 93feetofsmoke)

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

delusional [prod. outby16 x grxgvr]

wrist! [prod. outby16 x kaleido]

shinigami x ppgcasper - ghost town [prod. shinjin]

wallhack freestyle #Gx [prod. curtains]

shini - overdramatic (forever) [prod. notmorgn x shini]

vox - @lilnarnia
vox, guitar, prod - @youngburial

LYRICS:

fallen leaves in my front yard
crawling out the dark
in my room for months it seems 
bring me out

in too deep i don't wanna be
grabbed your things and got away
run through me take all of it
always the same again inside your head

wish that i could do something right
play along when we're pushed aside
turn it off when u come
go where you want it's fine

lately been ignoring everyone
but i think that i'm ok with that
picking up the pieces again
this shit is complicated 

there's a home right there behind your mouth
far away, falling leaves
somewhere safe and sound

got more stuff, more time
got some label offers declined
my dms are cluttered its fine
but i never wanted any of it

fallen leaves in my front yard w/ lil narnia

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QH2GEFDlSEE

@93FEETOFSMOKE x @youngburial 

threw away my weed on accident
then i fell asleep on accident
trippin acid with my dad on accident
oops i just got sad on accident
fell asleep at the wheel on accident
hoping i don't cause an accident
just fell down the stairs on accident 
forgot u don't care on accident


ten toes up i tripped on the bottle
hope u don't notice
i cracked my phone screen on the sidewalk
just recycled my passport, the sun burnt the dashboard
my transmission broke and i almost got in a car accident
i accidently knowww
i know way too much
i know way too much
oh nooooo
i accidently kno- 
trash man trash man throw me out 
i came from the swamp
track mud through the house

trash man trash man throw me out 
i came from the swamp
track mud through the house
sandman sandbox, buried treasure  
mmmnnm

and i dont need to fall against the wall
and bruise my knee again

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delusional [prod. outby16 x grxgvr]

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