Im Not Stable

shinigami x shy - crystal pistols (prod. jay vee)

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

Stream on Spotify

panic attack ft. steadysuffer & violeteyez (prod. mothfries)

happy holidays -love santagami

this christmas i got bitches always hittin my phone
but they dont give a fuck ab me they jus kno that im on
i hear the sleigh bells ringin as im singin this song
i just wanna say im sorry for all that i did wrong

all i got up on my wishlist is someone tht will stay
like why the fuck everyone leave me at the end of the day
feel like a doll behind the glass cus my whole lifes on display
snowflakes dancing on my backwood riding low in the sleigh

i hate this time of year cus nothing ever feels the same
memories of better days
getting harder to explain
why i stay awake at night
and go to sleep during the day
feel like rudolph when they didnt let him play no reindeer games

ho ho hoes all under my mistletoe
ice cold smoke baby u already kno
north pole kush got me higher than santa
lean in my eggnog ion fuck w fanta

christmas in jersey [prod. hector vae]

ft @ihateshinigami
prod @93feetofsmoke

I'm in the dark now, tryina think bout 
where i'm going, never know now
and that's alright, you could be mine
but we don't got time for that shit
and thats alright
thats alright
we don't have time for that shit right now
and thats alright
thats alright
you could be mine 

that's alright
you could be mine

guess it's whatever, I don't mind anymore
keep my eyes up to the skyline
lately i don't mind much
when my eyes low burning on the sidewalk
shoes been scuffed up 
working til the nightfall
I don't need no phone, no one hits me up
got my boy right here and thats my back up
you don't know us
you don't know much

you can find me faded in the backseat
keep my eyes low just because i cant see
all the passerby's throw stones
so watch my skin bleed
they don't know I'm leveled up 
i think its funny, ha
think that I'm fallin but maybe its all in my head
i cant pretend
laying in this bed i made is ever good for anything
thought that you cared but now everything bout you is sus
don't give a fuck
got my brothers by side i know they'll always pick me up

and that's alright
we don't have time for that shit right now
thats alright
you could be mine

Guess it's whatever ft. Shinigami

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

@hiitshmwav
Prod: @kingtheta
Mix: jakky and @iofmusic

(jakkyboi)
i don’t care bout anyone anymore
i’m just doing me this year 
i don’t really want like anything anymore
i just be doing me like everybody else
everybody wanna stay the same like
everybody wanna go fade away like
i don’t give a fuck about them 
no

take another fall
take another fall
take another L now i’m poppin by it all
ya i would never grow ya
i would never know that
if i didn’t try things

ya babe i’m never lookin down
ya i’m in love i’m in love ya i just love myself
ya everybody want me now like 
whoa eh 
whoa eh like now

no one fucked with this but now
i be glowing up ya didn’t need no help
i just be so pretty now like
whoa eh
whoa like now 

(hm.wav)
every time you call me i think ima call back
Ima sucker for love ima sucker for love
every time you leave me you always fall back
i don’t think i can trust i don’t think i can trust
& you’ve got me so faded on the weekend
i know i’m never enough i know i’m never enough
& now i’m here still treading in the deep end
i always fuck it all up i always fuck it all up

(jakkyboi)
ya babe i’m never lookin down
ya i’m in love i’m in love ya i just love myself
ya everybody want me now like 
whoa eh 
whoa eh like now

no one fucked with this but now
i be glowing up ya didn’t need no help
i just be so pretty now like
whoa eh
whoa like now

i'm just doing me this year w/ hm.wav (p. king theta)

@poorstacy - make up (prod. nick mira)

@ripsquadd 

watch visual here: https://youtu.be/syzU6YHTo0s

ZERO COMING SOON!

gem stones [prod. lusi]

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsOizVRjWA

ft. @ihateshinigami & @93feetofsmoke
prod. @ghostrage & @jakkyboi
mix/master @youngburial

old me w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod ghostrage & jakkyboí)

digipack! (feat. 93feetofsmoke)

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

SHINIGAMI - ROBITUSSIN [PROD. VAGUE002] **LEAK**

HO HO HO BICH GET ON THA FLO 
MERRY WHATEVER, LUV U!!  
#FREESTYLEALERT
ft. @ihateshinigami
prod.mix.mast @93feetofsmoke

FUCK JACKFROST

digipack! (feat. 93feetofsmoke)

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