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WAR GAMES GX (side a prod. shinju x deadat18 + side b prod. vinso x shotti)

life goes on [prod. shinju]

guitar by 93feetofsmoke

but i don’t wanna fight the truth
it’s everything that i go through
my mistake was only learning something new
but every time i still think “what’s the use?”

and there’s no feeling inside anything i do 
no meaning inside everything that i’ve been through
my transformation’s for the betterment of you
so is it wrong to say you’re bringing down the room?

and if she calls me back
the second i put down the phone i’ll wonder where we at
cause she could leave tomorrow
“i’m never coming back”
maybe she’s worth the wait
relieve me of the weight

but if she calls me bae
then i might run away
if she goes through my phone
break it off every way
but i’ll still lie awake
i might not right away
and you could say i’m wrong
but not in every way

i’ll cut my losses but refuse to move inside your line
maybe recover through the passage of my precious time
another day another tangent of my manic plight 
maybe 
maybe it’s worth bringing the truth to the light

that you made plans with a man
surprised i didn’t ask?
cause everything he has
is nothing i don’t have

and then i had a dream
it wasn’t you and me
i didn’t have a face
fulfilled me anyway

but i don’t wanna fight the truth
it’s everything that i go through
my mistake was only learning something new
but every time i still think “what’s the use?”

PLIGHT

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

prod fats'e 

lyrics: 

hit me with the combo then
grieving while it's burning and
madness piles up again
bracing for a triple up
hiding for another month
running from the mourning dove
your paintings hanging on my wall
remembering when i was young
wish i could've said farewell
bracing for a triple up
hiding for another month
running from the mourning dove

i've been searching for the remedy
stuck inside my memories 
stuck inside for weeks 
i'm in my room just pacing endlessly
thought that i'd get wiser but i still feel like i'm 23
my eyes have gotten drier 
now i think i'm numb to everything
colors bleed right off the tapestry
embrace another tragedy 
circling above there's hidden messages i'm yet to see
embrace the raven calling me and pull me close 'till i can't breathe
losing you is proof that maybe i'm not numb to everything

don’t go

shinigami

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